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Look, I don’t care if you’re a boy or a girl. But if you’re interested in someone that’s taken, LEAVE THAT PERSON ALONE. You don’t know the pain and stress you can cause by trying to get something that’s not meant to be yours. 

Art by SAU

Abbazia di San Galgano | by facibenifotografia

Art by Maldha Mohamed

2019 was the worst year of my life. Worst doesn‘t even describe how it really felt. Looking back now, I don‘t know how I SURVIVED it. Because all I truly CRAVED was to end my life. The thought of it kinda gave me a weird feeling of relieve. Because all my problems, all the pain I felt, would‘ve been gone. I fear death, I really do. But when I‘m in a depressive phase, when I get panic attacks, death seems to be my only friend. Which by the way scares the sh*t out of me that as soon as I‘m feeling down, start to view it as an option. I forgot how it felt to be happy. But now, after more than one year, I‘m happy. I‘m not constantly down, depressed and just not really being a part of humanity. A lot has changed, and I hateeeeeeee changes BUT these changes SAVED MY LIFE. So I just hope that you‘re doing well, that you‘re happy and that you know that you are the best and you are special. I want you to know that so many people love you and care about you!!!! Sending my love, support and hugs to all the people outthere struggling right now. 💜