Thank god for tumblr. I'm on the edge of wanting to disappear again. Like just existing, is hard for people to respect. I have so much sadness inside. Can anyone see me? My words fall on deaf ears, feelings overlooked. I know it's not me, but out of this vast world is there no one to look at me and simply give; " I hear you, I see you, tell me more.." It's not being alone that hurts.... rather it's sending into the world what I want to receive, but only getting others pain in return.
Cant say it anywhere else without it causing more pain.














