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Baran’s counting down the days until you’re back at work. She’s anxious to see you and try to make amends with you. She’s desperate to let you know you’re welcome and she wants to share her culture with you.

You were in the middle of a difficult shift when Baran came up to you and had seen the Farāvahār tattoo on your inner arm. She began to question to why you had the tattoo before she talked about cultural appropriation. You knew you had not told her that you were half-Iranian since the day you started at the Pitt.

Angry at how she came up to you and accusing you of cultural appropriation, you snapped at her. You had told her to mind her own business and never make assumptions despite being the boss of the Pitt. Dana and the rest of the team had stopped when you began to yell at the Chief at the station. They went quiet in shock at seeing you yell for the first time ever before you went away to the roof of the Pitt to calm down. Then, you had avoided her for the rest of the shift.

Baran realised her mistake when Dana came up to her and whispered to her that you were half-Iranian. When Baran was home after the shift ended, she cried alone in the kitchen. She thought about your angry face and the voice you used with her. She had made you angry when she questioned your culture. She enjoyed working with you and looked forward to working with you on your shifts.

You were too angry to be at work and do your job properly whilst Baran was near you. You took several days of unpaid leave to be away from the Pitt.

You used those days off to go be with your Maman in California and not think about how you yelled at your boss. You enjoyed speaking Farsi with your Maman and being immersed in your Maman’s culture. Since you were white-passing, you were used to other Persians judging you for being Persian especially being fluent in Farsi. Your Maman had her fair share too over the years.

Now, you’re at work and you can feel the brown eyes of your boss on you. Baran is keeping her distance but she’s taking glances at you when she thinks you’re not looking. She wants to talk but she’s also afraid that you’re going to get angry at her. Baran decides she needs to talk to you at some point during the shift or else the shame would eat at her.

You get to work and stay busy for the first several hours with cases coming in and out of the trauma bay. A lull in presentations gives you the opportunity to go have a quiet coffee in the break room.

Baran gently knocks on the breakroom and asks for your permission to sit down with you. You nod, gesturing her to sit down and both of you sit in silence.

You’re the first to look up at her. Baran looks sad and ashamed for what she said to you. She even looks like she’s about to cry. Dana, Cassie and Trinity had all told you that Baran couldn’t stop talking about you during your time off and how she’s ashamed of her behaviour towards you.

Baran looked up at you too. She starts to apologise to you and you listen to her with your eyes on her. When you see her bottom lip start to wobble as she’s telling you how ashamed she is, you waste no time in placing your open hand on the table to offer her your hand.

She places her hand in yours and starts to sniffle when your thumb rubs gently across the top of her hand.

Then, you softly tell her in Farsi that she’s forgiven and no more tears from her. Your remark gives you a smile from Baran for the first time in a week since the incident. She chuckles as she’s wiping away tears from her eyes and holds your hand up to her cheek.

Baran Al-Hashimi x Trinity Santos

Tags: Brief mention of child death, lots of crying and comfort sex

Baran’s had a tough day at work that involved a 19-year-old boy dying before 10AM. The boy reminded her so much of Kaveh. She had to ring him in the bathroom as tears are rolling down her face and she had told him how much she loved him. Hell, Baran told him how proud she was of him. Kaveh immediately knew his Maman had a tough morning and needed to hear his voice. He comforted her over the phone and told her that he was coming to visit for the weekend from college.

The day carried on as usual. Carnage and chaos came through the doors and Baran trudged through it all. Baran began to think of Trinity as the shift got closer to the end time when the night shift started to roll in. She wanted Trinity’s touch now and she was going to get it.

Trinity’s on her sabbatical, taking four weeks off to take a break from her busy job as a pedes emergency attending. She was enjoying her time being a very brief stay at home wife and visiting Kaveh at college in Philadelphia.

The minute Baran got home, she dropped her bag on the floor and went to Trinity who was finishing up their dinner. She needed her.

Baran wrapped her around Trinity’s waist and held onto her. Trinity stopped what she was doing when she felt Baran come up behind her and wrap herself around her. Then, she felt her wife begin to cry into her back.

Trinity turned around and was faced with bloodshot eyes belonging to her wife. She immediately cupped Baran’s face with her hands and said,

“Rough shift, honey?”

And Baran cried harder into Trinity’s embrace. Trinity held her. Her hands raked through her wife’s honey brown curls as Baran’s body shook whilst she cried.

Once Baran calmed down, she began to kiss Trinity on her lips and neck. Trinity realised Baran needed her.

Trinity brought her to their bedroom where the lamps were already on. The bedroom had a soft ambience to it and it helped Baran relax.

Trinity took her time taking Baran’s scrubs off whilst she whispered affections to her wife and kissing her. Baran began to moan at the ministrations Trinity was laying onto her.

Then, Trinity laid Baran onto the bed where she laid on her back. Baran’s naked with her curls splayed everywhere and she breathed hard at the anticipation of Trinity going down on her.

Trinity softly whispered into Baran’s ear for consent and Baran kissed her with fervour before murmuring,

“Please, eshgham. I need you.”

And Trinity began to make love to her. Trinity lowers her head down to Baran’s dusky brown nipples where she lavished her lips and tongue upon the perky nipples. Baran was now moaning and holding onto Trinity’s head to keep her there. The sensation of Trinity’s tongue was making her wet too.

After some time, Trinity moved down Baran’s body where her lips and tongue worshiped her soft abdominal stretch marks. Trinity enjoyed listening the moans coming from Baran. She took a brief look at Baran who looked very positively turned on. Baran had her hand on her breast and groped at it whilst Trinity returned to ministering her lips and tongue upon her.

Baran began to push Trinity’s head down to where she needed her the most. Baran was positively soaked and ready for the younger woman to give it to her.

Trinity licked up Baran’s soaked labia lips and Baran let out a very loud moan when she finally felt Trinity’s tongue. Then, Trinity got to work on giving Baran the orgasms she needed.

After a while and three orgasms later, Trinity gently brings Baran down with soft words and kisses. She held Baran in her arms whilst she cried off the post-sex emotions and the day in general. The room was filled with gentle murmurs of affection and comfort that came from Trinity.

Trinity had quietly told Dana that Baran’s son has been coming over to play with Sophie. Unknowingly for Trinity, Baran’s within ear shot and hears her.

Baran’s a little upset that Kaveh had been lying to her but she’s relieved he isn’t doing something like taking drugs. She even finds it funny that he’s spending his Friday afternoon with a baby.

She asks Trinity if she’s okay with her son being at her house and Trinity tells her to come over.

So she does.

Kaveh‘s on the floor where Sophie is happily kicking her chonky legs in the air and she giggles as the teenager makes faces at her. The sight makes Baran smile but sad at the same time. She wishes she would have given Kaveh a sibling but her epilepsy made her pregnancy difficult.

Kaveh looks up to find his Maman and stops playing but Baran reaches for him. She tells him to keep playing as she gives him a forehead kiss.

Baran can see Kaveh’s good with babies especially with six-month-old Sophie Santos. Trinity watches the mother and son on the floor with her baby.

Baran Al-Hashimi x day attending doctor reader

Lonely late in life lesbian Baran Al-Hashimi can’t stop thinking about you, a new day shift attending at the Pitt. You’re tall and you make her feel small near you. You have short hair which you always have a skin fade with your hair trimmed on top. You always help the nurses with difficult patients or helping them with moving patients up the bed etc. Baran finds out that you’re also 40 through Cassie when the fellow mentions her birthday and you laugh it off.

Baran can’t help herself but put her hand between her legs everytime you winked at her after she took glances at you. It’s like you know that you drive her crazy. So once Baran is home, she quickly stripped off her Lululemon jacket and Figs scrubs before taking her hair down. She rushes to her bed where she lays naked and promptly has her hand between her legs. She’s been wet all day and you don’t know that.

Baran closes her eyes and imagines your mouth on her brown nipples whilst your hands explore her anywhere except between her legs. She imagines you teasing her by not touching her where she needs you.

She moans when your voice appears in her mind. You’re telling her how good of a girl she is. She whimpers for you into the quiet space of her bedroom.

Baran imagines your blue eyes looking up at her as you reach where she badly wants you. Your mouth is mouthing at her shaved pubis before you spread her legs apart.

Baran moans once again as she imagines you telling her how wet and desperate she is for you when you see how wet she is. You lick up her labia before finding her engorged clit. Your mouth lets off a rumble when your lips wrap around her clit and begin sucking at it. Baran moans your name out over and over.

Thankfully, Kaveh is at science camp for the week. He certainly does not need to be hearing his Maman getting off to her fellow attending, for Christ’s sake.

Baran can feel her clit throbbing between her fingers as she rubs furiously at it with your name being spilled from her lips. Your voice tells her to come and she does. She can feel herself leak as she comes so hard on her fingers.

Baran’s panting hard as she looks at the ceiling. Baran knows she’s 40 years old and desperate for her co-worker. Her handsome short-haired co-worker with searing blue eyes and strong arms.

Kaveh smiles at the little girl in the window. He knows his little sister has been waiting all day for him to come home and play with her. The blonde-haired little girl with green eyes is his entire world along with his Maman and Mom.

Sophie runs from the living area to the front door to greet Kaveh. Baran reaches the girl in time to allow Kaveh puthis bag away. Sophie tries to wriggle away from her Maman to hug Kaveh but Baran grabs her by the arm in time.

“Soph azizam, let Kaveh put his bag away and he will come play with you.” Baran says in her firm mother tone, Sophie stops wriggling and starts to wait for Kaveh.

Once Kaveh was done putting his coat and bag away, he joins Sophie on the living room floor. Kaveh lets out a yelp when his little sister jumps onto his back and chuckles. Although Sophie is only three, she likes to play wrestle with her big brother and Kaveh does it for her.

Baran chuckles at the sight of her son and his sister on the floor. The giggling coming from Sophie is music to Baran’s ears as she’s playing with Kaveh.

Despite Kaveh being a moody teenage boy, Baran gets to see him truly smile when he’s with Sophie. Having the little girl in his life was huge for Kaveh and he loves her.

When Robby went away for his sabbatical, Dr Al-Hashimi replaced him. You can’t stand her when she mentioned AI and refused to use it. You had seen her threaten Trinity by repeating her R2 year just for charting. Just like Robby, you become icy towards her especially when she tries to compliment you on a trauma case.

Over time, Dr Al-Hashimi notices you. She knows you’ve been icy with her since her first day in the Pitt when she tried to bring in AI. She sees you smile and laugh with the other nurses but when it comes to her, you frown at her. She learns from Dana that you keep your work and life strictly apart from each other. Dana refuses to tell her what you’re like in private as she respects your privacy.

Dr Al-Hashimi’s determined to get past the iron curtain that is your private life. She’s complimenting you every time you work with her on a trauma case, knowing you won’t accept them. She takes attention to your scrub undershirt every shift - you wear different colours underneath your scrub shirt every shift. She even knows you carry a black sharpie pen with a team leader sticker wrapped around it - she even makes sure a resident gives it back to you if they accidentally take it.

You finish your row of shifts and have three days off until you’re back at the Pitt. As a tradition, you go to the nearby dive bar for a drink or two before heading home.

Unknowingly to you, Dr Al-Hashimi had seen you in your own clothes and walk over to the dive bar. She decides to come over and join you at the bar.

You grumble when you hear her voice next to you but she shakes it off and goes to sit next to you. She orders a whiskey on the rocks and another beer for you. Both of you sit quietly until she starts to talk to you.

Trinity’s twenty six weeks pregnant with twins and Pittsburgh is going through a historic heat wave. She’s sitting on the cold tiled floor in the kitchen with her legs splayed open and her belly is dipping into the floor. The coolness is relieving and she sighs in relief. Trinity’s only wearing a maternity bra and underwear, she’s too hot to wear actual clothes. Her belly has a sweat sheen with some sweat trailing down to her belly button.

So are Baran and Yolanda. They’re in their sports bras and underwear but they feel sorry for Trinity. Baran has her curls up in a bun so does Yolanda. Baran particularly knows being pregnant during the summer especially during a heatwave is miserable. She had been pregnant with Kaveh during a heatwave and it was tough on her. Baran’s determined to make the younger woman comfortable.

Kaveh’s at his father’s house where he’s enjoying the swimming pool that his father has. She had sent him over to Farzad when the heatwave was beginning. Farzad and his husband Babak were more than happy to have Kaveh over to enjoy the swimming pool.

Yolanda has the smart idea of bringing down the king mattress to the kitchen to help Trinity cope better. Baran helps her bring the mattress down and puts Trinity’s maternity pillow on it.

Once the mattress was right under the air conditioner, Baran and Yolanda help Trinity off the floor and put her onto the mattress.

Trinity moans in relief when she lays on the cold maternity pillow with the air conditioner blowing onto her half-naked body. She’s pretty sure she would die happily like this. Baran smiles at the sight before joining Yolanda and Trinity on the mattress.