Im Not EMPTY Anymore

i get so high and get right back low again it’s just a nonstop cycle

sometimes I just really want to cry but I just can’t anymore. I keep trying to make this family thing work and I’m failing so bad. I don’t want my daughter to have to grown up with out both of her parents like I did.

some days I have to love myself a little extra because the pain starts settling in again

Rod wave - What’s wrong #np

Haven’t been on here in months safe to say my mental state is actually getting better, i thank god damn near every day for showing me that even pure darkness, the light is always more powerful 🙏🏾

“I think about dying but I don't want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out of it.” —Matty Healy

Fighting depression jiggas give me anxiety, perkys give me love that i aint never felt.

I was fighting demons at 13, I don’t really expect people to understand me