it’s 3am

“When will I finally learn it is always the same story with you? How foolish of me”

“I like my personal space, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t need a hug sometimes”

“Wonder what it feels like to actually feel connected to others around you”

“I know it is a joke to you, wish you knew how it really is for me because trust me when I say I don’t fall asleep laughing about it”

“Eyecontact can kill”

“Human’s almost always listen to react, they rarely actually listen to what is being said. Therefore we hear what people tell us, but we don’t really listen”

“Imagine if all our fears, insecurities, jealousy and egoism disappeared”

“I have learned to not spend my energy on trying to convince you during a discussion each time, and not because I think you are right. But because I realized you aren’t mentally available to listen to thoughts that aren’t your own.”

“I wonder why I keep maintaining relationships with some people around me. Other’s call me crazy and keep telling me I should let them go. But I just keep balancing the bad aspects out with the good things, even though I know that in the end that calculation is not correct”

“Just because I am perfectly satisfied being by myself doesn’t mean I don’t feel alone at times”

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“There is something so calming about looking at the lights from all the buildings at night, it is like time stands still in that moment”

“I am tired of shallow conversations, gossip and other negativity”

“Isn’t it funny how we used to talked every day, how I was there for you on your darkest days. And now you are in a better place, and don’t get me wrong it really makes me happy that you are. I just hate that you don’t seem to remember me at all now.”

“Some days I just feel disconnected from everything and everyone around me, please don’t take it personal.”

“I aspire to always be open minded, loving and curious. Let’s talk about politics, our dreams, world problems and everything else without trying to convince each other of our own perspective. But instead just listen to each other and try to understand.”

“Sometimes it feels like I am trapped in my own life. I just need to see new places, meet new people and experience new things.”