~Baby Ellie~

I know, I know. You're picturing a big, dramatic scene where I pull down your pants, spank you into submission, tape you into a thick diaper and lock it into place.

You know what's so much more delicious to me? Diaper humiliation as routine. As lifestyle. As background noise.

You come home from work and swap out your house keys for a big pacifier, which you clip to your collar. You pull out your phone as you walk to the living room, casually removing your pants and underwear with your other hand. You lie down on the floor and spread your bare legs in the air, assuming the expected position as you submissively wait for your nightly diaper. Your legs dangle there stupidly as you suckle and scroll.

I let you dawdle like that for a minute or two before coming to oil and powder your bottom. You tell me about your day, drooling a bit through your paci, and I tell you about mine. I fold up the diaper nice and tight against your waiting bum and seal it.

No scene. No roleplay. No taunting or threats. Peeing in diapers and sucking pacifiers are just your everyday home life, as much as Netflix and takeout would be for a normal couple.

Because every once in a while, when you're not expecting it — as you're waddling to the kitchen in your soggy pampers or feeling a rope of drool ooze onto your dinner bib — it hits you like a ton of bricks: What a silly diapered dummy you are! When did being drooly, padded, and humiliated become so natural to you? So unremarkable? Your face will get hot, you'll feel squirmy in your tummy, and it will be so delicious, because it came out of nowhere.

Every time you see a diaper or plastic pants, whether in an advertisement or on television you will wet yourself instantly.

If you see a packet of diapers in a shop or hear the word diapers or nappy you will find that your bladder contracts and you will wet yourself immediately.

Every time you feel pee flow into your diapers you will love the feel of it ans you will feel sexually aroused.

This will help remind you that you need your diapers absolutely all the time and that you love the feeling they give you.

You will feel very happy that you are able to enjoy your diapers so much and you will not feel any guilt or shame.

You know that you need diapers all of the time and it is a mandatory requirement for you every day.

You will always try to find the bulkiest diapers you can so you can wet all day and all night long.

You will adore that feeling of a large bulky diaper between your legs that is warm and wet and soaked.

The more they get fuller and fuller and swell up between your legs and around your crotch the more you will enjoy

Don’t wanna sleep in a bed with bars,

Don’t wanna play with wooden cars,

Don’t wanna wear these overalls,

But Mommy says I hafta!

Don’t wanna collar ‘round my neck,

Don’t wanna change or a diaper check,

Don’t wanna play with dressy dolls,

But Mommy says I hafta!

Don’t wanna hump my teddy bear,

Don’t wanna ribbon in my hair,

Don’t wanna come when Mommy calls,