STARLIGHT IN THE DARK

Making Mikey have my anger stims <3

Drawing the 2012 boys getting angry in the ways I do pt 2 <3

When I was young and didn't know how to tell people what I was feeling I'd just try to like... project it at them. No it did not work. :(

Rushing to get this out because it's technically spring now... (I think?)

And this is an actual conversation I've had with my mom lmao ->

Yoo why’d he lean in like that🫣 he’s trynna get a kiss—

Happy Trans Day of Visibility 🏳️‍⚧️🐑🏳️‍⚧️🐏

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“I didn’t tell people about my intrusive thoughts. I was too afraid of the consequences. If I shared my thoughts about harming a kid or the incestuous ones about my grandma, maybe I’d go to jail, maybe I’d be put on some record, maybe it would keep me from having a family one day. There’s so many maybes and you don’t know the system. You’re just a kid.

For a lot of people with OCD, when you do something like hold a baby, you have the sensation of throwing it or dropping it. It’s almost like you lose control of your arms. And in that moment, you really feel like what you were worried about almost happened. What I’d accepted at that time, was that I was a borderline psychopath. I was one action away from doing something horrible and it was all about keeping it together so that I didn’t reach that point.“ 

Happy Trans Day of Visibility 🏳️‍⚧️🐑🏳️‍⚧️🐏

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