I'm longing for you

I don’t think I’ll ever be able to shake these feelings I have for you. I can only hope that one day you’ll give me the chance to try again, and do things right.

Will my world ever be the same again?

-Saudade

My touch-starvedness is screaming at me again :) I want to be someone’s weighted blanket (which if you think about, is what they’re supposed to simulate anyways). I want to fling my leg over someone’s hip and snore in their ear while they bap my face with a stray arm. I want someone to drape their arms over my shoulders from behind and prop their cheek on my head (chins are pointy and will promptly be yeeted off). I want to play with someone’s hand and draw all over them, making flowers and little suns and doodles of faces. I want to clutch one of their arms to myself, like a child with their favorite blanket that they don’t want to let go of. I want to hug someone because I miss my friends so so much and I’m sick of this stupid quarantine where I have to substitute hugging people with hugging a stuffed animal and wrapping myself in blankets to simulate human warmth. 

— m

 maybe i should just give up..

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Numb but still so fucking overwhelmed