LONGEST SE7EN DAYS OF MY LIFE

Finally someone gets it !! This website is dedicated to that girl that is perfect in your eyes.

Each snowflake that hits the ground is one more thought of you

Little by little they pile up, and next thing I know, I’m snowed in.

Im afraid the weight of all of this will at some point collapse something -so I’ll make a trade.

My world has finally caved in on me as I realize that I am somehow connected to the very thing I cant have.  I dont know why I cant have it; maybe its because im not chasing it, and if I chase it, it will just gets farther away.  So I just do nothing.  

This thing is you.  

As I do nothing, I absorb as much as I can from the life that I have outside my 9-5 job.  I read a book, hang out with friends and family, watch a movie- and sometimes I actually wonder how you’re doing, but that’s irrelevant.  

It turns out that those very things that I absorb can be directly related to you; not that those things remind me of you, or what we use to have, but they are the very things you absorb, in your life, outside your 9-5 job.  The thing is, is that they occur sometime in your life before they occur in mine. Not long before. Just enough for me to notice you. 

I feel like this can be related to the red string of fate, not saying im a believer in destiny, but seriously, we share these sporadic moments.  You just undergo these moments a little before I do. Never at the same time and never after me. Always before. Which made me come to only one conclusion- I will never catch you.

But I want to catch you, I want you to want to be caught by me. I think that we can be great together.  And at the same time, maybe you’ll get bored of me because I will always be one step behind you, and if so, at least I am aware that a feeling like this can happen.  That a connection like this, between two people, is possible.