Sherwood sphinx

La manera qué me miras con tus ojos de miel, respiro para colectar todas las cosas en mi mente y por un momento me siento entero. tú me haces feliz, tú eres todas las cosas del mundo, todo lo que quiero con tus ojos de miel. Que se quede todas las cosas que te dije ayer.

I've never in my life have felt so vulnerable than I have this month.

October 20th

It was my mother's birthday on the 20th

She texted me asking me if I was having a good day

And I told her I was working when I wasn't

I was in a mood that day and went to work

My same routine everyday

Wide awake, depressed, feeling sorry for myself

I pretend and play the part everyone has for me

With a shit grin on my face I ask everyone how their day is

I remember it was my mother's birthday

No wonder she texted me

I scrambled and texted her

I jump on prime and buy her a cheap kimono to replace the one she's had since I was a kid

I buy her bath bombs

And I feel like a good child

I'm not

I go home

I'm Mr. Blue.

Holy shit what a 2 weeks. I went on vacation and almost got stuck in Los Angeles. And now I have to be a fucking adult again. I've realized how much of a damn baby I can be. I couldn't of done anything with out my partner and friends. If you know, you know.

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