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TAKAMORI by 🐉Hina🐔💀/💄🎼
Gura: I can't be swimming around with a bunch of 5 year olds! They can be so cruel when they sense weakness…
Calli: that's why, on the first day, you have to beat up the biggest one in the yard!
Kiara: Calli, that's prison.
Calli: only if you let it be!
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๑ Permission to reprint was given by the artist ✔.
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was trying to explain the reading experience i had with harrow the ninth and ended up making this
I love how Gideon has no idea how OP Harrow is. Like, she's fucking proud of her, at the end, but she just hasn't seemed to have clued in that her girl is not normal. By several degrees of magnitude.
Look at this, here:
Harrow calls bullshit on Dulcinea having turned Pro into a Beguiling Corpse because it should not be possible for a single necromancer to do it. Not even a necromancer in the prime of their power. And Cytherea considers this a fair hole in her story, and amends it to say that it wasn't her, it was all the heads of the Seventh House working together.
Harrow completed this spell twice, by herself, at the age of ten.
something that HtN only slightly touches on is that, even though the other lyctors think of her as an incomplete lyctor, she is VASTLY better than all of them at necromancy
Yeah!! Like @vassraptor points out in their tags, John loses his SHIT at Mercy after the soup incident for not spotting something up with Harrow.
She invents her own kind of necromantic healing by watching how it works for lyctors and figuring out how to replicate it intentionally. The only other necromancer we've seen with the ability to regrow a severed limb is John. I don't think it was a fucking coincidence that Augustine threw his lot in with Harrow over Gideon the First immediately after Harrow grew Ianthe a new bone arm. He saw who was more valuable as an ally by golly
Out of all the many, many ways in which TLT does great work with disability themes, one of my favourite bits is Harrow becoming a half-lyctor and having to do manually something that happens automatically to others, through immense pain. This is very consistent with my own experience with ME/CFS and what's probably an autism thing, where if I'm stressed or in pain I will go into flat affect mode and I will then have to do facial expresions manually (or else people will get mad at me for “not caring”), or that ADHD thing where the working memory is fucking shot so I have to construct elaborate systems (such as singing a number or phrase to myself in a loop, mentally) whereas there's people out there who just walk down to the supermarket and simply remember what they need.
This is something that tripped me up the first time, because Gideon gets such wildly different reactions from the people around her! Aiglamene knows her better than anyone and is a good judge of ability (though she seems like the kind of old person who's never fully satisfied with anything), and she's highly critical—then again, she's highly critical of Gideon as a cavalier, not a fighter. The problem with Gideon is that she very clearly hasn't been trained to be a cavalier or to fight in the customary mode, with the right weapons. But the fact that she can be a match for Naberius and hold up decently enough against Camilla that her face betrays a bit of surprise? (And therefore she would have stood a decent chance against Marta?)
… Yeah.
Aiglamene isn't even that critical. Like it's flavored that way, but to cram a lifetime of training into three months and even pass for "just" kind of bad at it, but bad FOR a lifetime of training rather than it being obvious she started only months ago, is overwhelming praise! (And she does immediately out herself to Cyth with her stance so it's not purely dueling customs either, but still.) Marta says Babs is the better duelist and Gideon the better fighter, and with that distinction I'd also say Babs is the better cavalier, because it does entail a lot more than fighting. But at sword fighting specifically? Hell yeah, she might have been able to take any cav at Canaan under the right circumstances. Depending on terrain, motivation, etc, I can see a real uninterrupted fight between her and Cam being a total toss-up.
Back on Harrow, I disagree that she's "vastly better at necromancy" than the other Lyctors only because that's too broad. I don't think Harrow could have atomized John or plunged the full Mithraem to the bottom of the River, and we actively see her go to Mercy for help figuring out how to stimulate her cortisol, etc. It's said several times her flesh and spirit studies are lacking. But I'd agree that she has higher potential and is a more intuitive and faster learner than any of them for sure. They're all very highly specialized, and she's already working on broadening her scope a lot more.
And regarding the Beguiling Corpses, in fairness, Pro looks much more convincing than Harrow's parents. Gideon mentions how they look fine from the neck up, but from they neck down they are bad. So that could account for at least some of the discrepancy, Harrow knowing what a badass she is but even she hadn't been able to keep them so full body preserved or direct them to speak.
But also. Yeah lmao she was 10. Being 200 corpses is certainly part of it too, but she as a person is still the one who pushed herself to learn and achieve so much so young. She's ridiculous and I love her.
*Spoilers for GtN*
My favorite thing rn is that at the very end of the book, Gideon Nav; the Ninth's Cavalier, fell over and... learned how to fence.
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GOD lmao... Putting this on the list right next to her being on the fence about her feelings for Harrow by the end.
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Please let this year finally be the year Tor puts us out of our misery. These TBA books could be absolutely anything, but they're the only unannounced titles on Tor's site right now. If the 10/20/26 release is Alecto the Ninth, I may perish.
The dichotomy at the end of HtN between Harrow entering her river bubble and crying/mourning profusely when she remembers Gideon and what she's done versus Gideon in Harrow's body on the Mithraeum running around in her old sunglasses, getting her thumbs bitten off, making jerk off gestures at Ianthe, pausing to admire a naked chick painting and then discovering that she is Jesus H Christ all in the span of like twenty minutes

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new year new the locked tomb book (alecto the ninth manifestations)