This is only an illusion.

"I haven't been this scared in a long time And I'm so unprepared So heres your Valentine." Totally feeling Blink today...

All this controversy is pointless.People just want to stir the cauldron. Like the band or don’t. You’re entitled to your own opinion.

I didn't go out and find this. I never meant to fall into the demographic. Ive always thought he was a genuine person. But fuck what do i know? Hell what the fuck do any of us know?

Maybe I’m not cut out for it like I think I am.I feel like I’m trying to keep going and to be happy that you are really happy. But there’s just too many unanswered questions. Like I feel lost but not at the same time if that makes sense.

I just practically died after hearing Buttsex Goldilocks after not listening to Attitude City for a few months.

I don't know what my breaking point is. I'm so tired of everything. But I don't want to walk away. I'm trying but it feels like nothings working.

In the end, knowing all of these things about you isn’t going to matter. Because I probably won’t end with you and that makes me the most sad I think I have been in my entire 21 years of existence. I just wish that I could change things for the better. But maybe you’re just my heartbreak kid.

When your CD collection is slowly growing and it's mostly CDs from bands that are old but amazing.

I just want to know that things are gonna be okay. That I don't have to worry about you and I. I'm just very tired of putting alot of effort in all of this.

At least today kindof made up for the shitty last two days.

Is it possible to love a person and not even really know them? Sometimes I wonder.

Having a freak snow storm and losing power for who knows how many day is just another reason in my mind to move to like California or at least Oregon.

I just wish all my wishes about you and I would come true. Maybe that's too much to ask.

I know I can't control what you think of me, but I never wanna be seen as stupid. I'll act stupid with you.But if you honestly thought I was stupid as a person it would crush me. It's just a fear of mine that I'm willing to admit.