that bpd moment when you just… honestly, honestly believe that the only reason people love you is a) that you forced them into it, or b) because you are in some way useful to them,, but the thing is!! in situation b!! ur just!! happy that someone loves u at all!! and you just cry by yourself sometimes but then u get up,,, and you pretend to be a-okay and that youre not hurting ‘golly gosh i sure feel like dying™ haha!’

did my fp abandon me or are they doing normal ppl activities like sleeping or showering or cooking or walking their dog???

tfw you’re with friends and you sing the lyrics of a song which is about how you feel but they don’t really listen but this is the only way how to tell how you feel

hey don’t. don’t ignore your borderline friends. it’s not appropriate and it’s not ‘teaching us a lesson’. it’s cruel and taking advantage of our need of attention. 

tbpdfw you don’t talk to your favorite person for more than a few hours and you’re terrified they’ll forget about you.