Tom Holland’s Coffee Bean

y- tom this is beautiful!

t-just like you.

I gave him a soft smile as I made my way inside and he slid in right next to me. We got introduced to our waiter as he gave us a menu and gave us time to decided what we wanted to eat

y-you know I’ve never been to such a beautiful restaurant such as this one

t-really?! Not even in Paris?

y-ironic right? Considering it is the most romantic city. But no

t-wow, so it appears I do have to take you to the best places I know of!

y-for sure! I’d love to! After all I am new to this whole thing but I’m happy I’m here. Finally getting something off the things I wanted to do.

t-that’s great! I feel so grateful that I’m doing it with you

y-I feel honored I mean it’s you! Never in my life would I ever think I’d ever be somewhere with you let alone meet you

t-crazy how things work then huh

y-do you know what you are going to eat?

t- well yes and that only because I’ve been here before 

y-oh shoot, I’m actually stuck between two things. Which are the chicken noodles and beef burger! 

t-classic y/n but I love it! How about I order the chicken noodles and you get the burger and we share?

y-are you sure? No! Order what you wanted! 

t-I wanted the burger

y-alright then! 

t-oh and you must have a cocktail! They are amazing, best ones I’ve had

y-okay! I think I’ll have a Brown Derby! You?

t-excellent choice I think I’ll have a Vieux Carre

y-ooh fancy!

The waiter had then approached us to take our order and as we waited we had chatted about our day!

y-so Holland. What did you get up to today?

t-nothing much a little bit of golfing ad family time. You on the other hand quite a productive day!

y-oh yeah!! It was actually so much fun. And I did get a lot done.

t-sure did! I was even surprised

y-yeah for sure. Hey is it okay if I quickly run to the loo?

t-ofc! Go

y-thanks!

I made my way to the bathroom and took a quick video just to update my followers to let them know I was still all good and took a photo or two before doing my business and heading back

y-did I take to long?

t-no no at all but you do look pretty cute in this video!

y-haha yeah sorry just needed to let them know I was alive but I did need to go

t-no worries the waiter had brought the cutlery and the drink so our food should be here in a few minutes! 

y-that’s great

I had taken a few sips of my drink to see Tom laughing at my reaction

y-what?

t-no nothing really it’s the way you reacted, good right?

y-extremely!

We waited a little longer until our food had come

w-ma’am your noodles and sir your burger

y-thank you!!

t-want to have the first bite?

y-sure? 

t-mhm!

I had then grabbed the burger with my hands and taken a huge bight leaving a little bit of sauce on my face, grabbing a serviette I quickly wiped it off nodding my head with satisfaction

y-that is Fantastic you know

t-right! 

y-want some noodle's?

And as soon as I asked he had taken an extra bowl and added a little bit to the bowl to set aside next to him

y-okay why don’t you give me a little extra of that burger then?

t-why because I strategically asked for an extra bowl when you weren’t here?

y-ooh, seems that we have a sneaky man. I’ll order a side plate

t-by then it will be too late I would have eaten the burger already

In the moment I grabbed the burger only this time taking the biggest bite I could ever take

t-woah! Miss y/l/n easy there!

I chewed this piece which what seemed like forever until I was able to answer him

y-that’s delicious but he I got my share share of burger and you do noodles

I gave him a silly look and we enjoyed our view of the London and enjoyed our night out! As soon as we were done we had driven back to Toms parents and pulled up in the drive way

I then lay my head on Toms shoulder and took a deep breath before looking him in the eyes

y-thank you for tonight Tom, it was absolutely amazing

t-no problem I had the best time, I haven't had a much fun in such a long time so thank you for making my night so joyful and I’m stuffed!

y-oh yeah the food was great! But your welcome I love having you around as always! I think I’m going to have a food baby though omw! I’m bloated but in the best way

t-want to head inside? I’m sure everyone’s asleep!

y-Yeah let’s go! 

We got out the car and Tom held my hand making me look up at him with a huge bright pink blush on my face, we made our way inside and to our rooms to finish off our amazing night x

~Aesthetic~

One thing that I've always liked to do

was to go to a candle shop, I

know it doesn’t sound very intriguing

but i’d imagine going with you and

just smelling every single candle

there was Walking in a shopping center

with your hand in mine, intertwined fingers

not letting go as I swing my arm looking for

the specific shop to walk through and I

know exactly what it was

“Where are we going y/n?”

‘You’ll see! It will be fun, I promise”

“Okay okay”

I pulled him in closer after walking a little

longer making him run with me until

we stood outside the stores I was dying

to go to with him

“A candle store?”

“Yip!”

“This is why i love you”

“What do you mean?” i asked

“Well your not one to typically wear

make-up, you'd rather go to candles

stores then Sephora or what not”

“Aww, I'm glad you think so! Now let's

go inside and sniff every single

candle in there!!”

I dragged him in with me as I stood

with a huge variety of colours and scents

so ready to try them all. I first took

one called midnight jasmine because

of childhood memories and

took a good deep breath

“Mmmm this is good!” i gave the candle to Peter

and he smelt it too

‘Not bad”

“Not bad? I refuse! New mission,

do not leave this store until

we find a scent you like”

I then turned around quickly to go

through many candles to find the

one that I think he’d like and we went

through so many. Angel’s wings, seaside

woods, cherry blossoms but no.

I mean there were even some i hated

i will admit like black coconut

“Try this one baby”

he suggested taking the lid off the

top. It was a very dark black and I do NOT like

coconut. I saw a smirk on his face as I sniffed

the candle and he began to laugh as I

made the weirdest expression.

“Haha, what’s wrong don’t like it?”

“Peter!!! You know i don't like coconut”

“I know love I just thought you’d

make a face and I was right,

your reaction was priceless.”

I stuck my tongue out at him as

he pecked my cheek making me

blush as I turned around frustrated

to carry on with the search! Until I found

one called A calm and quiet place and

that was very much him. I gave it

to him as I waited for a reaction…

“ I do quite like this one”

“YES!!!! FINALLY! Okay i'll go but it”

“No I will!”

“I insist I'll get this one and vanilla

cupcake for me, after all i did bring

you here baby”

I paid for the candles and he took the

bag to carry it for us. I then intertwined

our fingers once more and gave

him a kiss before leaving the store.

“So where to next love?” i asked

“You’ll see!” he replied

‘stay where you are’

I was stuck between two people, someone who I had loved for so long and the other by my other side who I had developed feelings for overtime but I wasn’t so sure anymore

‘everything changed me’

the one had given me something that I couldn’t live without but I couldn’t carry on like everything was fine because I had waited so long for him to love me because he promised, he promised he would always be there for me but then left me for someone else with a snap of a finger

All my efforts faded quick and I couldn’t understand why until my first lover had set me free, had come back for me. In a flower of fields I had sat lost on what o do and then in the distance I had seen the person who was the only one for me this whole time

there was so much space between us for so many years but he had come back and made everything better for me for us both and just then I had shed a few tears because it had been a rough couple of months stuck between the two but a few moments I had found out

wiping my tears away he was in the distance calling my name over and over until he was close enough to me that I was able to answer and as soon as we made eye contact from the other side of the flower field the love of my life had come running towards me and I had started doing the same

“Peter!!” I had screamed from a few more steps away

“y/n!!” he had screamed back and just like that I had jumped into his arms that hugged me tightly. I lifted my legs for them to meet his hips as I wrap them around him and feel my whole world come together

I felt so safe so loved and so cared for! I thought I couldn’t be saved but I was wrong, it was always him, he was the person that I needed throughout my life and if we hadn’t lost contacts because of our fathers maybe he would’ve been mine sooner! Maybe it wouldn’t have felt like we were oceans apart but I had loved him ever since the first time we locked eyes and now I was in his arms hearing him call my name. Calling me his love, his darling, his everything as he stared me down and gave me the most passionate kiss I had ever received

 Loki was no longer on my mind because in that moment it was the reason why there was still hope in love, the little bit of hope that had kept me going these past few years without him but knowing that he was still with me where ever I had gone was the best feeling I could haver gotten to finally take the spark I carried and make it a flame

the flame I carried with me till I was ready. Till we were both ready and when things had fallen into place. He had then put my down as we had rested our foreheads on each others catching our breathe before speaking

“I love you y/n I always have” he had stated with so much truth

“and i never stopped loving you Peter” I had given him a soft smile as he twirled me and given me on more peck 

It just goes to show doesn’t it, that no matter how long you have to wait it it’s meant to be it’s meant to be. And if it doesn’t work out in the end at least I was sure that I didn’t waste my time on the wrong man because even without the romantic relationship I still manage to be happy with him in my mind giving me a smile each day

“I will always love you Mr. Parker”

“ and I will always cherish you Miss y/l/n until the day I get to call you my wife.”

With the words he had spoken to me it was enough to get me to shed a tear once more before he connected our lips and pulled me closer to him just to keep me close, a sign that he would never let go and I knew he wouldn’t because he was my one and only as he always was

When i made my way downstairs I realized that no one else was up yet so I made myself some breakfast and took a shake with me that I could have throughout the day while cleaning up the place.

I got a taxi to the apartment, as I got out the taxi I had stood right in front of an obstacle that should of been done a while ago but now seeing I was actually going to be coming back and forth between Paris and London it just makes sense to have it ready always! Just incase.

I made my way inside only to see many boxes that have been untouched and a dirty and dusty floor to clean...I was going to need to do a clean of everything and I knew this project would take me time which isn’t a bad thing, I knew that it would be a lot of fun and so the journey began. 

I started off with moving the boxes outside the door to clean the floor, walls, counters, cupboards, everything! which took me about 2 hour to do in total to do both upstairs and downstairs of the place.

I then started with the boxes which had all cutlery, dishes, bowls etc. the place had just been cleaned over, so I had taken them all out giving them a clean to dry them and put them away.

I took a break at this point just to have a little bit of my shake and check if I had received any text messages while I was busy and so I did.

tom: hey! I’m spending some time with my family. We just went golfing and now we are on our way to see a movie but I promise I’ll come by after 

you: all good! don’t stress I’m doing alright! enjoy the movie! 

tom: thanks so much! See you soon

I then got back to work uncovering some furniture that was left behind for me. A few chairs and lamps where left but not much so I had cleaned those and then made my way to a few stores to order some furniture as well, I thought of sticking with one room at a time to get it done so I decided to start on the lounge since there had been  some things already in place.

I had gone a few roads down to a wonderful Tom Dixon, Ikea, Aria shop and more. I got 2 mirrors and a few fleece and fluffy blankets to make it more cozy and homey and by then it was already looking better! I had then gone down the road to print a fee pics from my phone o add them around the house which is what I’d ask Tom to help with a bit... let’s just say I’ve had bad experience with chipping the walls.

 As soon as I had come back I lay the frames on the kitchen counter and plopped myself on the couch and sent a pin to Tom just to make sure he knew where to go. I spent a little more time on my phone until I heard a knock on my door, I knew it was Tom! I got up and made my way opening the door to see him smiling

y- hey stranger!

t-hey! How goes things?

y- pretty good actually! I just need your help with one thing!

t- I’m all yours for assistance, you really did well you know! 

y- aww thanks! 

I nudged his shoulder while giving him a smile. I showed him the frames I wanted up and explained how I’d already chipped the wall.

t- clumsy aren’t you?

y-pretty much but I got the nails and hooks to add!

t-alright let’s do this, I was wondering when I’m done putting these up for you if you’d like to go get dinner together?

I gave him a soft smile and giving him a kiss on his forehead

y- so like a date?

t-maybe...

y-okay Holland lets do it!

I positioned the frames where I think they’d look best and Tom helped add the nails and hooks so that I could place them. I looked from a far and was proud of the progress made today! 

I called Tom over and he had a look for himself

t- you know y/n you are really good at this whole designing aspect too

y-thanks, what do you say we get out of here for today and head out to eat?

t- I’d like that

I gave him a run on his back and we made our way out as I locked up behind us.

~Aesthetic~

Me and peter usually take care

of the neighborhood, if one of us

can’t do it we go otherwise we

just end up going together and making

sure everything’s okay

In the beginning me and peter both

wanted more! We wanted to go on

missions all the time and do the things

our parents did

And after the world had been shocked

with vanishing people after we got them

back we were confused

I’ll admit we were scared for a little while

after, I mean Mr Stark was right. We are only

16 & 17 and we were risking ourselves everyday

of our lives

After we lost mr stark we were devastated

especially Peter because he was his father

figure and saving people from then on was

different

At that time peter was with MJ but things

didn’t go as planned and MJ wasn’t always

there as much peter was for her. The effort

was mostly done by him and it’s not what

he wanted

After they broke up a few months later

we started talking and ended up where

we are now

I was sitting in peters room on my

phone waiting for peter to come home

It was around 2 in the morning until

I heard the window open and he crawled

up the wall and ceiling till webbing

himself down

y-hey baby how you?

p-it was okay I’m just

getting tired

y-tired

p-yeah of all this, we

don’t have school for the next

2 months right?

y-yeah we are on a break

p-so why don’t we have a break?

Like from all this?

y-you’re right

p-yeah? You willing to.

y-of course! I mean have

you seen anyone else do

things instead of us?

p-exactly! We need to go

somewhere love

y-let’s leave!

p-now?

y-why not?

p-yeah let’s go

And just like that me and

peter packed a suitcase each

and headed out to the jets

We gotten a pilot to take us

somewhere tropical, we headed

to the Bahamas just for a month

or at least that was the plan

On the way there I had phoned

may to let her know. She was

shocked but ended up being okay

with it

I had left a message for my mom

and waited for us to arrive at our

destination

As soon as we landed we headed out

to our room waiting for us and omg

it was beautiful, so peaceful and quiet

and a break, the break we were

searching for

We unpacked and decided we

wanted to go for a swim

So as we did, we got dressed in

our swim suits and headed down to

the docks and made our way in the

water

p-woah, you look beautiful

y-aww and you look handsome

baby

Peter wore simple black

and red swimming trunks

but still looked amazing

You we headed in the water which

was pretty warm but so beautiful

and intended to stay there until

sunset

p-now this is what I’m

talking about

y-some relaxation

p-yeah but with my beauty

y-I love you

p- I love you too

I gave Peter a kiss

and we waiting as the sun

had set in front of us

~~~~~~~

When we arrived back at

the room I had received a

message from Nat and Steve

saying they were coming to us

I was confused as to why but

then made out that we had just left

As soon as they got here we heard

them knocking on our door and we

answered

n-hey so what the hell is

going on?

y-hey mom and Steve

n-don’t hey mom me! What

do you think your doing?

y-you want to know?

n-yeah!

y-have you ever asked how

I’ve been? Huh! Lately have you?

n-…

y-yeah exactly! Me and peter

have been working out asses

off for the past 17 years of our

Lives and you?

s-y/n you have saved the

world

y-Steve I wasn’t talking to you!

y-for the last 2 years all you’ve

done is sit on your ass and watch

us do everything!And for what?

n-y/n…

y-no! And FYI we have

saved the world too many times

with you too! We got tired

s-y/n please come home so

we can talk about this!

y-no, me and peter are

taking a well deserved break

and it’s time you guys do

a little work

n-why didn’t you tell me?

y-because I knew you would

react this way

n-…

y-mom I love you but we need

this and we aren’t going anywhere

s-why is it you just left?

y-we want a simple life,

a normal life

s-and you think you’ll

ever have it?

y-no bit being away even

for 6 hours so far has given

me a sense of what it’s like, just

for once

s-I don’t blame you kid

n-neither do I, you want to stay

go ahead. She’s right Steve, we

haven’t done much since

s-y/n it isn’t our job necessarily

to look after queen but we

understand you need this break

n-if you really feel this way then

why don’t you just let the police

do their job?

y-sometimes they do but

have you ever seen them

take down people with high tech?

Or with powers?

y-it’s almost everyday! There is

always some shit going down

that police can’t do!

n-alright we can take care

of them for now

y-thank you

n- your right you guys

didn’t get to have specifics

You didn’t get a normal

Childhood or didn’t get to have

a special dance or anything

s-you guys are nearly done school

and after that you need to live a lot!

y-I’ve buried my life to

give the world to others

n- I know love and I’m sorry

y-…

n-let’s go Steve

As my mom walked away I ran

giving her a big hug and a smile

as I went back to Peter

p-everything okay?

y-yeah! Now let’s live

a little bit of a normal life

y-my bad…I got English 

then I’m done for the day!

p-sounds good! I’ll see

you after class!

*bell rings*

~~~~~~~

PETER’S POV

I sat down grabbing my books

out of my bag ready to start 

the lesson

As I looked through my stuff

I found a note…the note 

I had written a love letter to 

y/n, it describes how I feel about 

her…it isn’t simple either it’s about 

5 pages

I know what you thinking…why?

Or since when do I write love letters

It’s not my intention to ever really

give it to her it’s just something I wrote

I mean… who would like a guy like me

Nonetheless I took it out and put in next

to me while I did the lesson

~~~~~

t-don’t forget class! Tomorrow

you have an open book test….

dismissed 

I packed my bags and headed to 

my locker where Ned and pat me 

on my shoulder showing me the 

new lego set he had at home! Our 

biggest one yet! 4000 pieces 

I then received a text from y/n 

to let us know she was outside!

p-come on let’s go!

We made our way outside to see 

Aunt may taking us all back to our

place

n-hey y/n I got a new lego set

4000 pieces, wanna help me and peter?

y-yeah sure why not?

~~~~~~~

 May drove us home dropping

off me and y/n and quickly taking 

Ned to his place bc of course he forgot

the set at home 

p-I’m gonna go take a shower quick!

y-okay, I’m gonna get some water and

probably watch a little tv 

p-cool!

I made my way into the shower 

washing my hair and body too

I got out and changed into some

loose pj’s and headed back out 

I saw y/n watching ty but I just left

her, I made my way to my bag and 

took out the letter looking for my 

English book quickly needing to 

finish off some homework 

I took myself and the book to go

sit next to y/n who was snacking 

on chips and watching her favorite 

show

~~~~

m-we’re back!

That’s when I heard Mays voice 

from the door

n-it’s here!!

p-let’s go dude 

Me, Ned and y/n then spent 

the next 4 hours building and finishing 

the lego set and I tell you it looked awesome!

y-*yawns* damn…I think it’s time we

head home right?

m-I can take you quick if you like?

y-sure let me go pack my bags!

m-alright, Ned are you staying the night?

n-yeah! 

m-alright , I’ll be downstairs waiting y/n!

Just then me and Ned made our way 

to my room closing the door behind me 

MAY’S POV

I grabbed the keys off the counter when

I saw an envelope with y/n’s name on it

so I took it with me to the car waiting for 

her to arrive 

Y/N POV

I quickly packed my bag running into 

peters room and giving Ned and peter

a hug goodbye before running down 

the stairs to meet may in the car 

I threw my bag in the back and made my

way to the front seat 

m- I think this is for you love 

y-me?

She handed me an envelope with my name

in it

y-is this from you?

m-no I saw it on the counter at my house

so I’m not really sure who it’s from

y-oh okay…I’ll read it when I get home 

~~~~

May pulled up on my drive way and 

I made my way inside, my parents

are still at work, so I still had 2 hours

to kill until 10pm 

So I decided to read the note I got

from may 

~~~~~~~ 

PETER’S POV

Me and Ned were getting a little

hungry so after talking we headed

into the kitchen to grab something 

to eat…we made our way there until

I noticed something wasn’t right

The note…..

My eyes went wide eyed and I was

in a state of panic 

p-uh Ned do you know where the note

is?

n-the one you wrote y/n?

p-yes

n-wasn’t it in the-

p-counter but it’s gone!

n-uh oh….may was here earlier

do you think she…

p-oh no I hope not!

Then we heard her voice

m-boys I was thinking we

could go to the restaurant downstairs

for dinner bc I don’t really feel like cooking

p-may!! Did you give y/n an envelope?

m-yes it had her name on it, why?

p-no reason! I have to go 

see her quickly! I’ll be back

I grabbed my jacket running out 

the door hoping that she hadn’t 

read it yet! 

I ran for about 10 minutes before

reaching her house

I started banging on her door

loudly until she answered 

y-Pete

She was crying…she 

had the note in her hand 

wearing an oversized sweater

and pajama pants pouting her

lip 

She gave me the biggest hug,

it had seemed like she didn’t want

to let go

she pulled back to look at me 

and in that moment she kissed me 

but fully 

The amount of passion and love I felt

in that moment was like nothing I’ve 

ever experienced before!

It was magical and all I could say 

was never in a million years did I think

this would be me

y-I love you too!

She burst out crying as I comforted her

y-this is the sweetest thing someone has

ever done for me!

p-omg, you like me back!?

y-mhm!

p-go on a date with me?

y-yes! I would love too

I picked her up wrapping her legs

around my torso giving her another

passionate kissing slowly letting her

back down 

p-I can’t wait to make memories with

you

y-same spider boy same

As soon as my Uber arrives I get in and

he takes my on my way back to my house.

I get out of the Uber with legs like jelly,

I Couldn’t wait to sleep! As soon as I got through the

door I kicked off my high heels and slid

on the back of my door until I hit the floor.

I try to quickly get up so I don’t fall asleep.

I walk into my room looking like a drunk person.

I brush my teeth and take off my make-up

as quickly as I could and fall onto my bed

and with a matter of seconds I fall asleep.

I wake up to my alarm ringing in my ear and I check the time

Y/N- oh no! I’m going to be late!

I had the quickest shower I think

I ever had and change into a red jumpsuit

I ran outside my door and quickly locked

everything up. I had to call Amy,

I can’t make it to work in time out an Uber.

So that’s what I did.

A- y/n omg where the hell are you?

Y/N- overslept, Amy please I need you to come get me!

A-Are you crazy?!

Y/N- C’mon what are best friends for?

A-Fine! I’ll be there in 15, your lucky you have me.

Y/N- Thanks bae!

Amy eventually arrived and I dove into her car

so that we could get to work ASAP

Y/N- my first client arrives in 20 minutes!!

Amy we gotta step on it!

Amy- Ok ok relax I’ll do it no.....

Y/N- What? What is it?

A-Woah you look amazing!

Y/N- Aww thanks boo, I made it.

A- you gotta do one for me!

Y/N- I will but we gotta get to work first?

A-Right right!

Amy stepped one the gas and with

5 minutes to spare I got to work put

everything down and powered my nose.

And then my day began

Y/N- hey Kim how are you?

K-I’m great thank you, is the dress ready?

Y/N- Yeah it is! I’ll go get to for you.

*5 minutes go by*

Y/N- here it is, a cute long pant and

cropped top for your modeling session

K- it looks so great thank you so much!

Y/N- of course it’s what I do!

K-I’ll see you soon thanks love.

Y/N- No problem

So this is pretty much my day...

Y/N- Amy what time is the client that

you asked me to take coming?

A-Oh yeah! Later around 6 pm

Y/N- that’s pretty late but I did promise.

*later that evening*

T-Hello! I’m looking for someone named Y/N.

A- Of course I’ll call her

T-Thank you

Y/N- Hi there, you asked for me,

you must be Tom right?

T-OH MY GOSH!

t-what is it?

y-I’m not finished with my songs!

t-I thought you were working on

an album not one? Is ready?

y-not really babe it’s a process

t-ummm ok then ohh wait!

What about the song you

wrote months back!

y-oh not giving in!?

t-yeah!! That song is

amazing!! I love it

y-yeah I could do that!

ahh I’m so excited!

t-do you have something to

wear love?

y-heck yeah! I’ve been dreaming

of this day

t-great! Oh yeah and there will

be a make-up artist coming at 6pm

y-awwww! Why do I deserve

you?

t-woah! You deserve the world love

The rest of the day went by as I

practiced a bit, got dressed, ate

something small preparing for the

night!

t-ayyy it’s Heba

y-Heba Thorisdottir?

t-yip my make-up artist!

y-….

h-come on y/n time to get you

ready!

After a few minutes of preparation

we gathered everything and made it

to the car as Tom drove us to the

facility

We all got out and I hugged Tom

and gave him a kiss and he squeezed

me and signaling that he was off and

that I would see him in the audience

I walked over to the back and made my way

backstage to sit in my dressing room they

had prepared for me, just until I had

my moment

The show started off and I was going

to end it off which was scary but I got

this!

I had a maroon dress with silver

high heels and the most amazing make up

on

~~~~~~~

when it was my turn to go onstage

I was a little nervous but the adrenaline and

confidence I had was through the roof!

The producers came in

telling me it was time I made my

way onstage taking deep breaths

as I then stood still with a mic

in front of me waiting for the curtains

to reveal me

And when they did I got a slight cheer

before the music started playing not

giving me much time to think

Then I took over

The song not giving in:

Take my hand we can,

Find a place no one knows and

you can tell me where this goes

I know it’s hard for you,

You’ve got scars beneath your clothes

you didn’t do this on your own

As I hold my hand out for you

Your to scared to let me in

And we end where we begin

And so on…..

(Ps this is a song by Tom Walker

called I’m not giving in bc my lyrics were

terrible last time)

I sang the rest of my song just

like I did to Tom,with passion, confidence,

Love and power!

By the end of it I got the biggest applause

I think I have ever gotten

I couldn’t contain myself as I let a

tears run down my face as I looked at

Tom in the crowd whistling and

applauding me as I gave him a huge smile

everyone was on their feet cheering for

me I felt so good! Nothing that I think

I would ever experience

Once the curtains closed I made my way

off stage and into the dressing room

letting out the biggest happy cry I think

I have ever

Just 2 minutes later Tom came rushing

in seeing me so emotional and gave me

the biggest hug lifting me off my feet

and swiming me a few times before

putting me back down

t-aww love! You did so great!

y-I’m so happy!

I said as I was trying to catch my

breath

t-babes it really did mean the world

to you

y-thank you Tommy! You have no idea

how happy you make me! Idk how I can

ever repay you

t-your love is enough for me baby

He grabbed my face with both of his

hands and wiped his thumbs across my

face trying to wipe away the tears

t-I love you

He then kissed me as I melted into

his hands of pure lust and affection

for him, he just makes me the happiest

person in the world and I don’t think he

will ever understand how much he means

to me!

That was that, I had just finished my

first ever SNL show with my first song

and now me and Tommy were kissing in

my dressing room

Just me and my entire world, I love you

Tom