Venting because this is the only place my mom won't find me. And that's silly because I'm darn near 30 and still worrying about her feelings over mine. Has anyone seen those stupid ai songs people on tiktok are making to texts from their kids? It's just really opened my eyes to the fact that every bit of relationship I feel like I have with my mom is manufactured. Every drop of ok our relationship is healing. We're a normal family is just sunk. I love my mom. And I did get an apology, something that I never knew I needed till it happened. I'm just saying that I'm sick of my mom and I having the emotional depth of co-workers, but there's no way I could ever let her in deeper.























