idk.

This.

Mondays.

This may make me a complete asshole. Actually it definitely makes me a complete asshole, but when I see a person with some kind of impairment that was self inflicted (such as obesity from overeating and being a glutton, to people using oxygen tanks due to idiotically smoking cigarettes) with a smile or any sort of happy look on their face, I literally want to walk up to them and let them know they have no right to be happy. If you can fuck up the only body you have that horribly for no apparent reason and forgive yourself even 10 years later, you dont deserve to be alive. You threw a perfectly good shell for a soul away. Any non existent being would of loved to have the shell (and be existent) and you throw it away and smash it to pieces. Not only is that ridiculously stupid, it is also selfish. What is the point of living if you are going to kill yourself. You should not be happy at any period in time knowing that you completely fucked your whole life up due to selfish habits that do not benefit you even the slightest amount. You should live in grief the rest of your life. You aren't "strong" for being able to get out of bed every day after going through that kind of pain. You are an idiot for inflicting it on yourself. I am completely aware that some people have issues with their body and did not cause their problems such as being overweight. But this rant only applies to the self inflicted cases