I f*cked it

1.All the bright places

2. To the bone

3. Red band society

4. Edge of 17

5. Skins

6. My mad fat diary

7. My 600lb life

8. Supuersize vs super skinny

9. Secret eaters

10. Black sawn

11. Cherry

12. Feed

13. Starving in sabrvia /thinsperation 📀

14. Sharing the secret on tubi

15. When friendship kills

16. The perfect body

17. The best little girl

18. Hunger point

19. For the love of Nancy

20. A secret between friends

21. Binge

22. Thin

23. Girl interrupted

24. God help the girl

25. Don’t forget me

26. Sharp objects

27. Little miss perfect

28. Abzurdah

29. Heathers

30. Emily in Paris

31. Ginny & Georga

32. Degrassi ( season 5)

33. A mouthful of air

34. Dear zoe

35. Love rosie

- supersize vs superskinny

- fat families

- super skinny me (personal fav)

- secret eaters

- my big fat diet show

You know what? Fuck you. You keep saying you want to try, you want to be better, but you cannot be bothered to make an effort. You hypocrite.

And the excuses- oh! Please. No, yeah, sure, "I'm only eating because I'm with other people", and "I'm only eating because I don't want them to find out I'm sick"- don't make me laugh. They'll NEVER worry about you being sick when you look more obese than underweight.

And be honest with yourself, you love it. You love stuffing your face with grease and garbage and chemicals. You say you don't. You do. You might love to pretend you're one of those ethereally sick people whose skin is made of paper and guts are thin as yarn, who don't need food and can only handle small nibbles of fruit, but in reality you're a worse pig than most "normal" people.

You try to control yourself. You can't.

You try to cut out food. You can't.

You try to be skinny. Well, you can't.

Just accept it. You will always be a pathetic, useless, unworthy, fat, gross animal, and any attempt to become more than that will inevitably fail.

Exactly. Million times. But you are stuck in that vicious circle, you will never make it.

Why don’t be consistent once? Just eat nothing when you don’t have to. Eat a small portion when you have to while avoiding other food completely. You will reach your goals fast af. Compensate the calories with a run. You know how to lose weight but your a lazy fuck. Get your life together and show a little self control. Be perfect, clean up your room, go for a walk, dont eat, plan your day. And stop the fucking excuses.