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Everyone say thank you to trans femmes for showing us a version of femininity born from joy and desire instead of just through coercion

Everyone say thank you to trans mascs for showing us a version of masculinity born from joy and desire instead of just through coercion

Everyone say thank you to all people outside of the cis gender binary for showing us a version of gender born from joy and desire instead of just through a simple frame work in which our oppressor have used to kill, erase, and censor us.

Thank you for showing us the existence of a history before and a future ahead.

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S just went off to his second day of his new job and he’s so sick I have no idea how he made it out the door. He was in tears about how he just wants to be normal and doesn’t want to be sick all the time. I really feel like he can’t keep living like this but no one seems to want to figure out what’s going on. They just abort the episode and send him on his way. I’m so worried about him.

Also, if he has to apply for disability, that will mean we can’t get married because I don’t think he’s paid into Social Security enough to get SSDI. He’s worked off the books a lot during his life. I just wish I could fix this for him. It breaks my heart to see him scared of losing his income and being worried about not being able to stay with me. I’m also worried about what it will do to his mental health if he has to move back to Maine…and mine, for that matter. I hate this shit.

Edit: He threw up when he got there and they’re sending him home. I really don’t know where we go from here if he can’t keep this job. I am never going to fault him for it. I just don’t know what to do. If the job I want to apply for ever gets posted, I have no choice but to apply and to get it. It could almost double my income and then maybe I’ll be able to just take care of both of us. I will totally sell out if it means keeping S healthy and safe. I also just have no support of my own throughout this and it’s really hard. I need to find a new therapist.

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Edit: As of tonight he has kept some soup down for a while now and still has a job but that could change. It’s such bullshit that he hadn’t really been super sick in months and now he’s had two episodes one after the other while he’s trying to start a new job.

#s #personal

S just went off to his second day of his new job and he’s so sick I have no idea how he made it out the door. He was in tears about how he just wants to be normal and doesn’t want to be sick all the time. I really feel like he can’t keep living like this but no one seems to want to figure out what’s going on. They just abort the episode and send him on his way. I’m so worried about him.

Also, if he has to apply for disability, that will mean we can’t get married because I don’t think he’s paid into Social Security enough to get SSDI. He’s worked off the books a lot during his life. I just wish I could fix this for him. It breaks my heart to see him scared of losing his income and being worried about not being able to stay with me. I’m also worried about what it will do to his mental health if he has to move back to Maine…and mine, for that matter. I hate this shit.

Edit: He threw up when he got there and they’re sending him home. I really don’t know where we go from here if he can’t keep this job. I am never going to fault him for it. I just don’t know what to do. If the job I want to apply for ever gets posted, I have no choice but to apply and to get it. It could almost double my income and then maybe I’ll be able to just take care of both of us. I will totally sell out if it means keeping S healthy and safe. I also just have no support of my own throughout this and it’s really hard. I need to find a new therapist.

#personal

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That lovely “sometimes I can’t identify my emotions” thing when you’re not sure if you’re angry at someone or angry in general but either way, trying not to direct it at anyone.

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the idea that kink is somehow safe from critique and prejudice or harm is so fucking funny. ah yes bodies, desire, and power, three things that have famously never been utilized in harmful ways. great news everyone yes we are all existing in complex systems of oppression and violence BUT!!!!!! it’s on pause when we are horny

nettlepixie

yes yes yes

everyone needs to read the right to sex by amia srinivasan btw on the politics of the social construction of desire

hippopopotame

hello yes i would like to add some additional book recs:

pleasure activism: the politics of feeling good by adrienne maree brown

sexuality beyond consent: risk, race, traumatophilia by avgi saketopoulou

the color of kink: black women, bdsm, and pornography by ariane cruz

revolting prostitutes: the fight for sex workers' rights by molly smith and juno mac

the tragedy of heterosexuality by jane ward

monogamous mind, polyamorous terror by brigitte vasallo

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not to flirt or anything, but i’d educate myself on your interests just so we could talk about them.

I just realized that on the 15th, it will be 11 years since my last psych hospitalization. I’m so proud of myself for getting my shit together enough to stay out of the hospital for so long.

#personal

Medical funds needed

I love working full time, making more than minimum wage and I have to pick and choose which of my meds I can pick up because I STILL can’t afford life and medical care. Living in MA has extreme negatives and positives. The meds I’m out of come to a total of $125 and I just don’t have it. I had to borrow money to get my account out of the negative this morning. I need my anxiety meds the most because I will start to go into withdrawal from those the fastest and it can be dangerous. If you can afford to help at all, it would be appreciated.

Cashapp and Venmo are both: kmf85

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Got to see two of my favorite dogs at work today! I love having dogs come to visit!

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Hey yall. Happy pride. I wish I could share it with someone. Im busy fighting for my own queer life!!! Please dont forget about me.

Im a black trans woman writer panicking because Im behind all my bills and I need to raise almost 1000 dollars to clear my expenses in about 20 days. Its hard to talk about debt Ive been putting myself in (75) and how behind I am on electric. (Still 200)

Im out of food stamps and am up for reassessment for my lease. Im so busy and I cant do this alone. Please help me stay fed and housed and stable.

I'm so scared. Please please help!!!

Cash and pay are agenderdread

V_nmo is deejwalker365

Kofi. Gfm. Gumroad for free or nyp poetry collections. My free tumblr writing and poetry tags are below this post for the blog.

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to help me get afloat.

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Every time you go in a public place and something ISN’T disgusting it’s because somebody cleaned it. Every time you feel comfortable using a public bathroom or sitting at a restaurant table or setting something on a gas station counter or playing on a playground it’s because somebody cleaned it.

Thank you to everyone who cleans the world, especially those who are underpaid and under appreciated.

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SCREAMING AND CRYING IN FANGIRL JOY

The Vampire Lestat x Interview with the Vampire — licensed perfume oil collection from Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab, crafted for Anne Rice's Im

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Pro tip: when you see a brand new slang term, your first question should be how that term has been used in AAVE for the past 20-30 years.

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This, too. This is a big one as well.

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how did a woman manage to date elvira for 19 years and not tell every single person she knows

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