No

I just graduated! Which means I can kind of draw more.

parent visitation nights in double death always mean a detour for ivypool to gloat

Ivypool is surrounded by endless support and still suffers relentlessly

And I love it

Pushing my head canons now. She got with Fernsong for the same reason Crowfeather got with Nightcloud. Though she chose carefully, she still chose as a result of her dark forest past guilt. She never wanted kits and despised having them. Hence why Fernsong was the first male queen. I think Fernsong genuinely loves her, but knows she doesn't exactly feel the same. And still he offers her a shoulder to lean on. But I'm sure after having kits and losing one she's drifting away from him.

Hating her kittens when first having them I love. Postpartum depression rep. She heals and eventually cares for her kits but that's likely once they become old enough to be distinguishable. And not baby #1 baby #2 baby #3

Family is such a huge deal for her and yet she seems so uncomfortable with the idea of it. Like she doesn't deserve it. But what else would she have wished for than what she got?

No one will understand you--you are all alone

[ID: Colored digital art featuring Lionblaze holding Dovepaw in StarClan and Hawkfrost holding Ivypaw in the Dark Forest. Their positions are mirrored vertically, linked by Dovepaw and Ivypaw's twined tails.

In the top half of the image, Lionblaze holds Dovepaw close to himself, shielding her with his paws, and he growls protectively at the viewer. Dovepaw seems to be uncomfortable at Lionblaze's overprotectiveness, trying to get out of his grasp. She has a solid yellow halo behind her head, and there's a larger yellow ring around her and Lionblaze. Six disembodied eyes are watching them. Outside the ring are several winged StarClan cats, with halos above their heads and around their wrists.

In the bottom reversed half of the drawing, Hawkfrost draws Ivypaw closer to himself, smiling deviously as he covers her face with his paws. Ivypaw looks away with a downcast expression. She has a solid red halo behind her head, and it's dripping like blood. Behind her and Hawkfrost is a dark purple forest of dead trees. Six paws claw upwards towards StarClan. Where the two sides connect are clouds and dripping blood.

ain't that like them, gifting life to you again