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The duality of man.
Like I can't stress enough how much I do not fuck with Gen AI. Not bc I'm some Luddite that doesn't understand it - I'd wager I understand more about how AI works than the average user - and not because I'm some fearmongerer who hates new tech. I love new tech, I just see all of the studies coming out about it and Don't Fuck With That Shit In Its Current Form. I would love to find ethical uses of AI and have the technology develop in that direction, but unfortunately ethics aren't profitable so that's just not going to happen.
(Also I am privately a little salty that em dashes have become an 'AI tell', bc as you can see from the paragraph above, I love me some em dashes. To me they are subtly different, tonally, than an aside written with brackets or commas.)
Tangent aside! I would literally rather fail on my own than succeed using Gen AI, and I am not just saying that. In my last course, I had a teacher telling the whole class that we could use Gen AI however we want for the course, as long as we disclose it. I happened to be in the middle of a physical and mental health spiral at the time, so I was not in a state to do the assignments myself.
I had permission. I had an excuse/reason. I was so fucking tempted. Like, there was that devil whispering to me istg. I still refused, and I would do it again, even though it meant I submitted nothing and failed the course. (I have since re-applied and only need to do those assignments, not the entire course again.)
Because I am at school to learn. I am not at school to answer questions and get a piece of paper saying 'I' did it. And I'm certainly not at school to get the literal brainrot device to do it for me.
"there is no way you're not using chatgpt for at least a few things here and there no matter your stance on it" what the FUCK are you talking about
Yeah. Never ever in my life have I used it.
Writing Prompt
You've always felt oddly out of place and overwhelmed with life. Things that other people seem to grasp easily, you have to learn the hard way and even then you often forget. The daily grind grinds you down like nothing else.
Then, one night, you are approached by what seems to be some kind of cosplayer. "There you are!" they say, taking your hands and beaming. "We've been looking all over for you since you were isekai'd here! We need to get you home before the Calamity hits!"

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Sitting here wondering if I'm aroromantic, or if I am a somewhat more complicated thing...
Sometimes it feels like I want romance, maybe? And I will get random ideas of 'oh what if this totally platonic relationship became romantic', but I tend to flinch away from those thoughts? Half the time because they're inappropriate (because of either a weird power dynamic or the person already being in a committed relationship), half the time because I am definitely romance-repulsed. I have to wonder if those could be considered intrusive thoughts? They fit a lot of the criteria I know of, mostly 'distressing', 'repeated', and 'hard to dismiss'.
But considering I'm definitely asexual and have little experience with people in general, I don't know how attraction works in any way. Maybe these 'intrusive thoughts' are me being attracted to people, and the romance-repulsion is just me being either childish, traumatized somehow (although I couldn't tell you where that came from), or both?
Maybe I just want a QPR. Maybe I'm just scared of being alone. Maybe I'm just lonely in a society that over-values committed romantic couples. Maybe I am terrified of dying in my own home because of my chronic illness and nobody finding my body until the neighbors notice the smell.
Oops, spiraling and getting off-topic. Then again I've decided this is really more of a diary post/something to show my therapist later. We've somewhat sorted out (or at least made great progress on) my day-to-day issues, so it's good to write down these morning doom spirals so I don't forget and just go 'everything's fine' in therapy, because overall everything is fine.
Anyway. Back to the point.
I've dated before in high school, and teen boys (especially in the 'nerd' circles I was in during high school) can get overly attached. Maybe that's where it comes from? Except I was romance-repulsed then, too, before I even had experience with 'clingy' relationships.
Side note: I don't think they were 'clingy' because of an inherent failing in them, I think it was a combination of being a teenager and the fact that I, being romance-repulsed, pulled away from romantic gestures and expressions of love, probably leading to feelings of rejection in them which lead to more 'clingy' behavior. I wasn't right for dating, and me accepting their affection and entering a relationship with them... I don't think it was selfish of me to try, since I didn't know this about myself before. But I think it probably hurt them in some formative years.
Now I've just forgotten if I had a point in the first place, haha;;;
I guess what I know about myself is this:
I am asexual
I am romance-repulsed
I am socially awkward
I have a low social battery
I am an introvert
I am comfortable being alone in most cases
I am afraid of being alone in the grand scheme of things, but not day-to-day
I would be interested in a QPR
I would not mind a poly QPR, and would not feel jealous over my partners being physical with others (casually or not)
I am low-commitment and would be more comfortable with a low-commitment QPR
All of this to say... I don't really know what I am, overall. But the label 'aromantic', while maybe not covering my full experience, covers enough and is helpful to me at this point in my life that I don't regret using it. Occasionally I struggle with some internalized aphobia (all directed at myself, never any other aros), but reckoning with that helps me discover new things about myself.
If I don't see any code geass cosplayers at the revolution themed dashcon I'm gonna be ... well, unsurprised. Because it's a largely forgotten show from 2006. But still slightly sad ... because the revolution themed dashcon is an excellent habitat for code geass cosplayers
Besides being My Childhood Cringe and the reason i made my first tumblr account in 2011, code geass is still one of the craziest, most genre confused pieces of media i’ve ever seen.
It's about the horrors of colonialism and war and genocide. It's a high school drama. It's a sexy mecha show. there’s titties everywhere the 2006 fan service is absolutely tasteless and egregious. But don't get distracted, this is a show about rebels fighting to overthrow an evil genocidal empire except for when it's about the world’s largest pizza, yes, the world's largest pizza. Sponsored by Pizza Hut. This Show Is Sponsored By Pizza Hut. Major characters will die in devastating ways that you will remember forever. Buy Pizza Hut. The fandom is mostly yaoi of the two male leads but they’re not canonically queer. There are some canonically queer side characters! but watch out! you’ll wish there weren’t! It takes place in the futuristic year of 2017, which is actually in the 1960s if you convert the shows alternate universe calendar into our own.
If you were to ask me whether this show is good, bad, or so bad that it’s good, i would have to tell you honesty that it’s good. The pizza hut titties out horrors of colonialism show is good.
It also has my favorite woopsie power-slip in media, leading to the 'fuck it we could have ended this show one third of the way through but I guess we're committed now' downward spiral of a villain protagonist/anti-hero (depending on your take and/or the point of the show you're at).
And if that sentence seemed like a mess to anyone else, that's the experience of watching the show, from my memory.
you can eat a whole loaf of bread if you want
Can't believe this came across my dash right while I was trying to convince myself NOT to make More Toast. I've had three pieces together and the bread loaf is communal not entirely mine;;;
So I watched Project Hail Mary
I love it when posts are in a particular order hehe

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all of my writing is actually just thinly-veiled fantasy about being seen at your worst and still being loved
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Hello fish I made it cozy for you, I hope you like it~
this is very nice, thank you :)
Hello fish, I hope it's okay that I added some things. :)
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Hello fish I made it cozy for you, I hope you like it~
everyone should do this meme and report back I wanna see what pokes y'all are into rn!!
hee hoo
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TEMPORARY TAMPERMONKEY ROLLBACK PATCH FOR TUMBLR NOTES (BETA)
Its definitely not perfect because the note aggregates are still proving to be a real son of a bitch to fix (if anyone wants to help patch that youre more than welcome) but it should at least preserve the original note count and get rid of the extra note bars. All i could do with page-context injection plus DOM/network monkey-patching
firefox: Install tampermonkey, save this code as Tumblr Unfucker-0.2.0.user.js and import it into that extension. Refresh tumblr and it should work correctly
chrome: Get another browser
been having health issues, in a foul mood, I DEMAND YOU TELL ME A STORY whilst i languish in bed like a sickly victorian lord wasting away from consumption (as my stoic but broad-shouldered valet gently wipes the sweat from my trembling brow)
Here is a story that happened to me in real life! Two stories, actually, as a special treat for Your Gaudndess.
I don't consider myself to be a violent person by nature, but I'm certainly no pacifist either. My mother raised a daughter that knows how to scream, and that there's no such thing as a 'low blow' if someone is attempting to hurt you. She also gave great advice about lowering your center of gravity in the case of someone trying to pull you away, if possible, and to appeal to people around you directly if you need help.
None of that is relevant, of course, if I am the aggressor. But the advice is nice to have.
To my memory, there are two separate incidents where my use of violence as a tool - a dangerous tool that must not be used without consideration - may have gone against my mother's best intentions.
Tale the first!
I was born barely more than a year before my younger brother. Practically twins, were we! And so, of course, we attended the same primary educational institute, and were privy to each other's daily trials and tribulations.
Thus, I quickly became aware of a lady in my brother's class who had been tormenting his poor, sensitive soul! For is she not approved in the height of a villain, that hath bullied my kinsman?! I could not let this stand!
However, I had been taught well and true by mine mother. Violence is to be resorted to last, and so I planned only to speak with her. Perhaps, if she became aware that her actions were noted by parties outside her own circles - parties that may, perhaps, be inclined to alert those of the Grand Adults - she would cease this foolishness.
Now, I must admit that, due to my young age, my recollection of this tale is unclear, at points. I find myself at a loss when asked how this civil discourse did escalate so quickly. In truth, I say, I do not know.
One moment, we were speaking after school hours, betwixt the schoolhouse and the yellow-marked School Pickup Zone. And the very next - though I insist again I have no memory of how this began - we were circling each other like bitter foes, like beasts! Claws extended, stances low! She was the first to strike, I remember that.
If you will allow me a quick tangent, despite us just now reaching the peak of our tale: It is important to note that at this point in my then-short years, we had not yet identified my need for corrective eyeglasses. As such, my face remained entirely unprotected from whatever onslaught she may have inflicted upon me.
It was for this very reason that her first strike, launched with the ferocity of an alley cat, did shake my so! Her nails - longer than mine, as I had at that time embraced the role of 'tomboy' whilst she had not - would surely have removed my eyes from my skull had I not pulled back! As it were, my quick thinking ensured naught but a scratch on my nose (one which would, in fact, remain visible for some years hence).
And yet the primary effect was not the wound, no. A simple scratch, while already beginning to bleed, did no real harm. However! Knowing her ill intent, her willingness to claw at and attempt to damage my ocular faculties, left me well aware that I was outmatched in the one thing my mother had always advised was crucial in battle: Commitment.
I had committed to many things before - work to be done at home, friendships to be treasured, the oxford comma, the bit - but not yet to maim and be maimed in turn. Though I be not proud of this, I commit also to the truth: I fled that day. I gathered my watching brother, and fled to the office of the administrators, telling them immediately of my plight so that my mother may know where I had taken shelter. She was quick to arrive, and to escort me safely home.
So after such a harrowing tale, can any among you explain why only two days following this perilous misadventure, my own brother would betray me? Would break bread with the enemy, would call her a friend? Would claim misunderstanding, miscommunication, would insist their concord be at an end?!
This vile end - for I will not call such anticlimax a resolution - still has my heart weeping to this very day, Your Gaudness!
Ah, it seems that such passion has not only given me a tragic case of the vapors, but it has also made me write you ever-long. Perhaps, then, my second tale shall be reserved for your next request, be it in moments or in millennia. Until such a time, I bid you adieu.