Who I want to be

I am more than just a woman. I am a temple. I am of and for Gods and if you cannot come to me as Divine then do not come to me at all.

“And believe me.. if I could have given you a second chance then baby, I would for you are the one man that deserves the second chance but the truth is you picked her over me. Even if it was for five minutes, you picked her. You made that decision and it tore me apart because the love I had for you would have never allowed me to choose anyone over you not even for 5 seconds. You left me second guessing myself, my confidence and everything I knew and that is not okay. You made me feel worthless and unworthy of you and that’s not okay either. And this is why I must say no… this is why I must walk away from you.. for I deserve a man who will make me his first choice and be faithful and committed. You are older than I am but maybe, just maybe you are far too young for me.” she whispered into the phone as they both sat there knowing that what she said would be the final decision that would make them or break them.