Living Fandomly

Honestly, I don’t know what I expected but it wasn’t one of the best, most slow burn, and well rounded love stories I’ve ever seen on screen. And it’s all told with so much care and love that I want to kill myself because I’m so fucking overwhelmed.

The music the used throughout the fucking show?!? OH MY GAWD. The delicacy of everything that goes on between Shane and Ilya (of course, while they indelicately ram each other) is INSANE!! Also, they’re both sooo suicidal in such different ways because Shane wants to just die because of his repressed everything and Ilya wants to kill everyone else and then himself because of his repressed everything.

And of course, beyond the story and the writing and the cinematography and the direction, Connor and Hudson have to be commended for completely giving in to their characters. It’s only because they love Ilya and Shane that it gives us the chance to fully fall in love with them as well.

AAAARGHHHHHHHHHH IM JUST SO OVERWHELMED!!!! IM GOING TO GO WATCH THE SHOW AGAIN AND JUST CRY THROUGH THE WHOLE THING THIS TIME AROUND BECAUSE THEY MY BABIES AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AND THEY NEED TO BE HAPPY FOREVER AND I’D BURN THE WORLD DOWN FOR THEM!!!!!!

Where Snow sees the girl who tormented him, Haymitch sees the girl he’s still tormented over.

Where Snow sees the friend who didn’t think of him, Haymitch sees the friend he forgot.

Where Snow hears her song as a haunting tune, Haymitch hears it as literal music to his ears.

Where Snow sees her as a symbol to fear, Haymitch sees her as a symbol of hope.

Where Snow sees her as a past he can never forget, Haymitch sees her as the past he needs to remember.