How is it that this hurts the most. Out of everything else.

it's almost the end of 2017 and i'm 25 now but i think i've almost figured out how to talk about my feelings with the people they concern without entirely shutting down so there's that

here to say long distance is hard and all i wanna do is cry about it

I cried about you again last night for the first time in seven months, but this time it wasn't out of hurt or of fear. Thank you.

I met someone oooooooooooooo

My kid started school and spending more time at his dads and I started full time work but now for half the month I go to work and sit at home alone doing nothing and being alone is fine but I'm so lonely and isolated and I don't know how to keep doing this. I'm so busy and exhausted and I just wish I had someone to just, talk to? To tell about my day? Everything hurts, everything is cold.

I feel not okay