I feel like I made this big wonderful performance on stage and I get backstage and people are happy for me kissing me congratulating me but then it just turns into traffic people shoving past eachother trying to get to their place, walking past cast and crew and costume and makeup design to finally, the far back where is nearly barren filled with water pipes and constructed Boardwalks for people to walk along to get to where they need to go and I head out on one toward the exits i step outside and close this heavy metal door with a slam and its frigid and cold outside. Like it just snowed but only a little bit is on the sidewalks and roads and I need a bus to get back but there is no bus or cabs or cars or anything and I’m there I have to find my way back . Just back to no where