Sweet as Suga

➖send me five times kissed for a drabble about five times our muses kissed➖He really didn't know what had come over him, sitting in the front seat of Kyuhyun's car as the older male gently buckled the seatbelt over him and laid a blanket over his lap. They'd made it a habit now to visit the aquarium often to see Yoongi's favorite creature and he always exhausted himself in the process, the excitement and overwhelming thoughts usually sent him into a state of sensory overload with tears and a small fit which lead to him being cradled in Kyuhyun's arms and carried out to the car each time, doted on like a child until he was calm enough to nap for the ride home or to their next task for the day. This time, as his partner prepared him for the drive home, Yoongi couldn't help himself as he felt a burst of affection towards the older male. He reached up to grab his cheeks and pull him close enough to kiss his lips sweetly. He hadn't planned on kissing the other boy, but Kyuhyun had always encouraged his affectionate actions and at that moment he couldn't think of any other means to show his gratitude and appreciation besides a slow and sweet kiss. They kissed often, Yoongi constantly craving the affection and soft kisses the older boy offered him so easily. Car kisses outside of the aquarium were nothing compared to the sweet kisses they'd shared while cooking meals together. While he was a frail and almost scarily underweight boy in the beginning, he'd learned to value nutrition and get excited about meals and was steadily gaining weight. He and Kyuhyun spent quite a bit of their time in the kitchen together, cooking meals and trying out new recipes. It was inevitable that an evening of baking cookies would turn into a small flour fight when Kyuhyun had mentioned something on the younger's face before he swiped a flour covered thumb across Yoongi's cheek who in turn retaliated by sprinkling some of the powdery white substance in his hair. This went on for a while until they were both giggling loudly, Yoongi sitting on the countertop with Kyuhyun standing between his thighs. It was there that they exchanged 'I love you's and shared a soft kiss, only to make faces and laugh at each other when they tasted the flour on each other's lips. Bath times were sacred in the YoonKyu household, every other night they curled up together in steamy water with a few bath bombs and a few pumps of bubble bath soap to relax. Kyuhyun always got in first and Yoongi would settle on his lap or between his legs so he could lean up close against him. He loved the feeling of strong arms around him, making him feel safe and protected as usual. While they didn't kiss often during their bath time, Kyuhyun's lips could always be felt peppering soft kisses in Yoongi's hair or in a trail along his shoulders, helping him to relax. He loved these little kisses just as much as any kiss to his lips because they reminded him that affection came in many forms. After Yoongi had become stable, the drug use becoming a rare occurrence and his recovery was now focused solely on nutrition and building his self esteem, he'd been allowed to join Kyuhyun in a therapy session. He was doing his absolute best to understand the complexity of the elder male's psyche, wanting to help as much as Kyu as helped him. He was nervous as the stood up from their chairs in the waiting room, walking towards the doctor that had called Kyuhyun's name. They were both a bit nervous for their first session together but Yoongi wanted to show the other that it was okay and he was, despite their worries, strong enough for this. He grabbed Kyuhyun's hand and laced their fingers together, raising them to press a kiss to his hand. "I love you.. I'm here for you." The kiss to his hand wasn't much physically, but he had meant so much to them both emotionally. The kiss Yoongi would never forget however was one that Kyuhyun would never remember. During his teenage years, he'd had an extended stay in a psychiatric ward and after six months of intensive therapy he was finally going home. During his stay, Yoongi had been placed in a room with Kyuhyun and after a bit of coaxing he'd clicked with the older boy. When they weren't in therapy, Yoongi was glued to his side, hiding behind Kyuhyun and his stuffed teddy bear whenever anyone approached or attempted to speak to him. He often slipped into Kyuhyun's bed at night if his day was particularly rough and he liked being held by the other man. He looked up to the older boy, finding great comfort in his company and for the first time ever he'd regarded him as a close friend. After spending countless hours together everyday for six months, Yoongi had developed a crush on the older boy and though he'd never admit it, he wondered himself if he was falling in love. He didn't know what that felt like yet so he couldn't be sure but it felt awfully close to what they described in books. His discharge day had come abruptly, a nurse shaking him awake at 4am and telling him to gather his belongings. His mother had come to bring him home but he found it so incredibly difficult to even think of leaving behind his new happy little life. After packing his things, Yoongi paced around their small room, debating whether or not to wake his sleeping roommate and best friend. Ultimately he decided against it, knowing Kyuhyun had been up most of the night tossing and turning and had just finally gotten to sleep peacefully. Or at least that was the excuse he'd told himself, but if he were being honest, he knew he'd never have the heart to tell the other boy goodbye. He'd have a break down just thinking to hard about it. So instead he quickly scribbled out a note for Kyuhyun, leaving all of his contact information and a note almost begging the older to contact him the first chance he got. He placed the note on his own pillow before grabbing his bag to leave. In a spur of the moment, Yoongi couldn't help himself at all. He leaned in to press a soft kiss to Kyuhyun's lips as he slept. His mother didn't even question him as he'd come running from the room, heart beating a mile a minute and his cheeks stained red and the little tears welled up in his eyes in contrast to the gigantic smile he wore. Although he was devastated and heartbroken to be leaving Kyuhyun's side, he couldn't help being shy and excited as he'd kissed his long time crush. He didn't realize that kiss would be the first of many. (sorry it took so long i'm so sleeeeepy)