BL Midnight Reviews

Episode 9 reaction summary:

Ayden: explains Lu Feng’s reasoning

I came for the story,

What does it feel like to have a man who’s attentive, kind, handsome, and smiles like THAT? 😭🫠

Trying to focus on the plot but Xiao Chen is living my dream 😭🤍

He looks terrified.

For so long, Xiao Chen was all he wanted, but now he barely even dares to touch him.

Maybe what scares Lu Feng the most is not just how close he came to losing Xiao Chen, but being reminded of it every day. From what we’ve seen in the previews, Xiao Chen seems to fall asleep much more easily after the coma—a consequence that will constantly remind Lu Feng of everything that happened and the damage he caused. 😭🤍

Xiao Chen falls and Lu Feng’s first concern is somehow NOT his head 😂🚩😭

After the coma, Xiao Chen got sleepy more easily and didn’t like staying home alone, so he started accompanying Lu Feng to work. 😭🤍

The moment Ayden said the last two episodes are his favorites, all I could think was:

“We’re really at the end, aren’t we?” 😭

I’m excited to see what’s coming, but I’m not ready to say goodbye to these characters yet. They’ve made me laugh, cry, get frustrated, and completely emotionally invested.

While they were filming one of the scenes that broke all of us, they were still smiling, laughing, and being soft with each other behind the scenes. 🥹🤍

No matter how you feel about Lu Feng, Ayden did an incredible job.

From happiness, to anger, to obsession, to heartbreak… I felt every stage of his journey.

What disappointed me about the ending is that, even after everything, Lu Feng still chose fear over trust.

He finally learned the truth. He finally understood Xiao Chen’s love and the damage his own actions had caused.

But the moment he thought Xiao Chen might leave, he went right back to trying to control the situation.

The hatred is gone, but the fear remains.

One of the most powerful parts of this episode was watching Lu Feng finally face reality.

For years, he convinced himself that Xiao Chen had abandoned him and deserved all of his hatred. Then the truth came out, Xiao Chen took a bullet for him, and everything he believed started to fall apart.

Watching Lu Feng remember the moments he refused to listen, the times he blamed Xiao Chen, and the damage he caused was heartbreaking.

Lu Feng kept bringing man after man into the house trying to make Xiao Chen jealous.

The funniest part?

I can’t hate Lu Feng.

But watching Xiao Chen run and hide at the sound of a door opening made me realize something:

I can’t forgive him 💔