LindyLoo's Mood Boards

That way Dean is still alive and you don’t have to go through his (totally pointless) death scene crying your eyes out like a big baby!

I always thought that my favourite Winchester would be Dean, I was wrong! I absolutely loved Dean, but through the seasons Sam became my fave. I always knew Castiel would be my fave ever character, I was so right, he is! I binged all 14 seasons in a little over 4 weeks and I would often talk on the phone with my “seasoned veteran” best friend about the show. Her fave is Dean and way back she was in denial about Destiel while I was none the wiser until now, I have the knowledge. During one phone call, she admitted that she could no longer deny that there was something between Dean and Cas, and that’s when I said “I agree, they’re soulmates!”. At that point I truly believed this and I still do, only my viewpoint has since changed. Back then I saw Dean as a heterosexual male and Cas kinda that way too, they had a connection and they didn’t quite know or understand why but it transcended brotherhood and friendship, to me it also transcended a romantic relationship. I believed that if they were gay or bi, it would most definitely happen, but they weren’t in my eyes. I saw it as Dean thinking “I know I love this person so much it burns my soul, but I don’t understand it because he’s a guy!”. The way that he would blame Cas for everything, take his anger out on him and his frustration (I mean season 14 he blames him for what happens to Mary, even telling him he’s dead to him), it smacks of someone who can’t wrap his head around how he feels. I blame his father for this, mind you I blame John for a lot of things, because I think in Dean’s head his dad would not accept Castiel as his soulmate for two reasons; I think John would be weird about it because Cas isn’t human and also takes a male form. That’s just my own personal opinion on why Dean can’t accept how he feels.

Now I like to do mood boards as a hobby, I do them for all my fave television shows and I recently started on my Supernatural folder. This is when my viewpoint changed about Destiel, I was on the fence, Pinterest kicked a football at my face and knocked me off the fence and I packed my bags and boarded a ship! Looking at the little things that may have passed me by on the show, the subtle looks, touches, words, smiles. It’s obvious! I don’t really know what sexuality Dean is nor would I ever dare to presume, all I know is that Castiel is an angel who can use any vessel he pleases, male or female. What I’m trying to say is that Cas sees the soul of a person, not their face (I think?), so it’s not as simple as being in love with a gender, it’s being in love with a soul. It’s just two souls who found each other and were connected. Maybe Dean is bi, maybe he’s not, what does it matter in the grand scheme of things? Love is love! That’s the beauty of fictional characters, they can be whatever you want them to be and you can think of them in any way you want. Like is a particular colour pink? Or is it coral, fuscia or magenta? Who knows, you decide!

I dunno, we can all call it whatever we want, interpret it the way we want because it’s a free world and we are entitled to feel any way we want! That’s just my personal take on the whole thing so please don’t come at me with nasty comments, if you have differing opinions then I respect that so please respect mine. There’s a girl on Pinterest who shouts at Destiel shippers “DEAN IS STRAIGHT” all the time, don’t be that girl, let others think what they want! Agree to disagree! If you ship it, that’s great! If you don’t, then that’s great too!