I love you

here for mentally ill people who drop out of school 

here for mentally ill people who are still living with parents in their twenties 

here for mentally ill people who can’t have a job 

here for mentally ill people with no or low ambitions 

A partner is holding a live session on December 13th on how to use photography for coping with anxiety and depression.

Register for free for now to reserve a spot: HERE

(These pictures are 2 separate bills, for clarification)

As most of my followers know, and for everyone who doesn’t because you don’t have to be following me to read this post, I’m almost 9 months pregnant. Within the last 2-3 months I have been having a lot of complications because of that and within the last month it has gotten a lot worse. I began bleeding and I developed something called SPD or Pelvic Girdle pain. My job is very demanding on my body and requires a lot of bending (I’m a nail technician so imagine me bending over to paint toenails or hunching in a chair to file nails). I have been unable to do very simple tasks at my job because of this disorder and other complications. Because of the bleeding, I was put on bedrest and I have only been able to work 3-4 days a week, if that, at my full time job because of pain and stresses to my body and my child. They believe I could have a rupture in the placenta and that would result in my daughter being taken via emergency C section so my doctor has ordered that I stay on bedrest to try and slow this process until I can labor naturally. Even so, I have went against her orders for the better half of 2 weeks because I cannot survive without working. I have not been able to buy groceries or necessities for the last month because I am commission based and if I can’t work, I don’t get paid. I also have been waiting for a reply as I have applied for WIC because I literally cannot survive on canned food and freezer food, especially while pregnant. 

So that brings my to my point. I do not receive benefits through my job. I will be on unpaid maternity leave. I was hoping to work up until I gave birth giving me a comfortable transition between full time work and maternity leave where I would be able to pay my rent and other bills. But because I am on bedrest for these conditions, I’m not able to make as much money as I thought. Today, I received these bills from my hospital adding to my financial stresses. In the first picture, you can see that I paid for a portion of the bill and they mailed me the rest. The rest of the bills are due by November 26th. At this time, I’m making around $300 a month because as i said, i’m commissioned based. I will not be able to keep my apartment, the lights on, or feed myself until I am accepted for short term disability (if possible. there were multiple conflicting answers given to me by the social security office about how long it would take and how it would work considering i had not applied for any insurance policy beforehand) 

 And for everyone wondering, my daughter will be well taken care of regardless.