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You cannot live your life through what others are doing bc it’s not your life then.

When you live for what others do and not for what you want and makes you happy, you make your life miserable. Do what you need to do, be who you want to be.

Can’t wait to live in a country that mental health actually matters ✨

Finally after almost 3 years I’m going out for a girls trip to the beach ✨

I just want to looooveeee✨

I try not to assume things. I want to listen to what needs to be said and what needs to be done. Words can be lifters or can completely destroy you and keep your head wondering when it’s going to ever be enough? I wish I could just sit and let go of this self negative talk, unfortunately that comes from a validation that we want others to do, in order to hear kind words in our head. That’s what has been told that’s what has been done: go & get it from the outside.

Things that I have never told came out last night. And I feel like I’ve betrayed myself from saying them out loud. It’s been a secret that I have with my old self. Felt like I wasn’t able to be heard or loved; that everything is my fault and that my dreams and feelings weren’t valid. that’s how I spent the majority of my whole life; thinking that I was never enough, that I was left aside, that I had to be the strongest of all, when I only needed a hug.

The passion I feel when you talk about the things you enjoy❤️

I’m at this point of my life where I’m not being antisocial, I just need a break from everything and everyone, so when I know I can have that, I won’t trade it.

How awful is to feel you’re not worth of anyones time.

How crazy is to see that you have been left aside from everything and everyone you know. Time to move forward.

Lets be careful with the things we say to others, they might not be having their best day. It’s not like sugarcoating things, but at least let’s be kind, or just don’t say a word at all.