You Do You

self-destruction doesn’t always look like taking too many pills or cutting your skin open. sometimes it’s drinking coffee when you know caffeine gives you panic attacks. sometimes it’s crossing the street without looking both ways. sometimes it’s showering with the water a little too hot. sometimes it’s avoiding eye contact with your reflection in the mirror or ridiculing your problems rather than addressing them. sometimes it’s walking out without sunscreen in scorching heat and not wearing enough when it’s freezing out. self destruction isn’t always physical mutilation, mostly it’s masked as little things so never assume what someone may be going through just bc they don’t show you visible signs of suffering.

This!!!!!

you know it’s getting bad again when you start taking naps during the day just so the day will pass

best sleeping conditions: freezing fucking cold room but layers and layers of blankets 

any post about a “group chat” just reminds me of how it feels like everybody in the world already has their little group of friends and i’m just kinda constantly floating in and out of people’s outer circles, so even if they consider me their friend they’d be just fine without me since they have so many people they like more than me

hey….,.,.. no offense but,,. i want someone to love and cherish me

i love my solitude but i was meant to be a lover

being in college is just talking about how busy you are to people and having them say how busy they are back to you

you know what? the years really do start coming and they really don’t stop coming