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1) I'm extremely behind on fandom stuff, largely because of IRL goings-on. Next on my to-do list is that post about writing advice that I mentioned here on Tumblr a few weeks ago. Haven't forgotten about itâI just need more time to get it done đŤĄ
2) Regarding testing, testingâthe fic isn't abandoned, but it is still on hiatus. I'll post a longer update discussing that, soon. I appreciate everyone's support and patience.
Chapter 6: Alhaitham's weeks of stupid seduction finally pay off.
âYou really want me here,â Kaveh murmurs, running a fingertip around Alhaithamâs slick rim.
Alhaithamâs hips twitch. âIsnât that expected? I thought weâd established as much during our talk in the living room.â
âIâm still pleasantly surprised. Some men have strict preferences, after all. And up until a few months ago, I thought you wanted nothing to do with me.â Kaveh leans in close, nearly overcome with the urge to plunge his tongue into the heat of Alhaithamâs ass. âImagine my surprise when I learned that not only do you want me in your house, and in your lifeâbut also in your ass.â
Alhaitham snorts. âShould I have informed you of my sentiments in that manner? I assumed youâd want to hear something more romantic.â
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Hi! Hard edged, hard earned really grew of me as the story went on. SO MANY amazing ideas got mentioned throughout the chapters- especially that bonus one omg. I'm sure you have WIPs to work on and you're not obligated write anything, but I wanted to ask if you had plans for any sequels, spin-offs, or ideas based on the ones from the story?
Hi anon! Thanks for the question. I'm glad you enjoyed that fic and the bonus scene!
Ever since the maid dress got mentioned in the first fic of the "patience, please" series, that concept has been on the list of things I might potentially write, and I do already have an outline and some notes for that fic idea. If I end up writing that story, it would be the next fic in that seriesâŚbut I don't know if I'll actually get around to writing it.
Similar answer for the pink collar ficâalthough that's a much more recent idea, as opposed to the maid dress idea that has existed since 2023, lol.
The problem (for me) is that I've been writing Haikavetham fanfics for one or two years longer than I originally meant to. I had intended to go back to working on my own personal writing projects by the start of 2025, at latestâbut because I still had unfinished fic WIPs last year, and because I can't easily focus on two wildly different writing projects simultaneously, I've been stuck trying to finish all of my preexisting fic WIPs before I can switch back to my other writing projects.
So, as fun as it would be to write a bunch of spin-offs for "hard-edged, hard-earned", I would probably only write the maid dress fic, at most. (And it's possible that I won't even manage to write that one.)
That said, it's fairly easy for me to write quick, unpolished scenes for certain conceptsâlike the bonus scene I posted here on Tumblrâso it's possible that I might explore a few ideas that way, as opposed to going through the whole process of writing and editing an "official" fic for AO3.
This isn't a writing question, but I was wondering what ur favorite "underground" kavetham/haikaveh fics are
Thanks for the question, anon!
Sorry, thoughâI'm one of the worst people to ask, because I've hardly read any Haikavetham fics, and I don't know any "underground" ones. (It's not just this ship; I don't really read much fanfiction in general, these days.)
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Hey y'all! I just received a general question about writing advice, so I'll be putting together a post here in response to that. If any of you have specific writing-related things that you've been wondering about, let me know and I'll try to incorporate those topics into my post.
(You can send those questions to me any time, of courseâit's just that I'm currently trying to narrow down which topics to discuss in my post, and knowing that people are specifically curious about certain things would help with that. But, of course, if no one has any specific questions, I can just wing it đ)
***Note: Obviously I am not presenting myself as some sort of Ultimate Writing Authority, lol. If someone likes how I write, though, then it's possible that they'll also like my way of approaching different writing decisions đŤĄ
Here are two recent excerpts that I forgot to crosspost from Twitter and Bluesky, plus a bonus excerpt (!!!) as compensation for me forgetting to post those excerpts over here đ
Excerpts below the cut:
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Kaveh rolls his eyes, then grabs Alhaithamâs underwear and tugs them back up, admiring how the thong cut in the back shows off the generous curves of his ass. âGods, Alhaitham. Since when do you have an ass this nice?â
âItâs the same ass Iâve always had.â
âMaterially, yesâbut I know you werenât built like this back when we were students.â
âHow frequently were you examining my ass back then?â
Kavehâs face heats. âW-well, IâI certainly didnât make a habit of it, but I would have noticed if it wasâŚâ He grips Alhaithamâs rear with both hands and squeezes, sinking his fingers into the soft flesh. âThis.â
âSo you woulnât have fucked my ass back then?â
âWhâI didnât say that!â
ââ
Alhaitham reaches toward his nightstand and slides open the top drawer, revealing an array of different condom sizes.
Kaveh arches his eyebrows. âThatâs quite the variety, Alhaitham. How many dicks do you think I have, exactly?â
âI didnât know your dick size.â
Fishing through the drawer, Kaveh spies a few impressively large condoms amongst the pile. âWishful thinking?â he asks, holding up one of them.
Alhaitham shrugs. âI wanted to be prepared for any possibility.â
âStatistically unlikely,â Kaveh says, tossing the condom onto the nightstand, âalthough I suppose thatâs why you only bought a few of these.â He locates a condom thatâs appropriately sized for himself and hands it to Alhaitham. âAnd if you really prepared for every possibility, Iâll assume that means you have some monstrously large dildo stashed away somewhere, because you donât take a dick that large on your first try.â
âââ
âDo you like being praised?â Kaveh asks, genuinely. âOr does it just make you feel awkward?â
Alhaithamâs eyes dart back to Kavehâs face. âI donât mind it.â
Kaveh sighs. âThatâs not exactly an encouraging response. Iâm asking because if you donât like it, then I wonât do it.â
This time, Alhaitham is quiet for several moments before replying. âI believe I might like it,â he says. âAnd if itâs something you want to do, you shouldnât censor yourself.â
Itâs still not the most promising answer, but Kaveh can work with that. Heâll just need to play it by ear.
âYouâre so handsome.â Kaveh climbs on top of Alhaitham and leans down to kiss his jaw. âPaying attention to aesthetics, all for your seniorâs sake. Such a nice thing to do for me.â He huffs. âOf course, youâve done some rude things, too, recently, butâŚâ He moves his hand to gently stroke Alhaithamâs cock. âI can forgive those, since youâre being so good now.â
A quiet moan hums in Alhaithamâs throat.
Waitâwas that because of the praise, or because his dick was being touched? Ugh, Kaveh shouldnât have multitasked! He introduced too many variables!
Kaveh moves his hands to grip Alhaithamâs waist, then presses a soft kiss to his lips. âYouâre being so good for me, Alhaitham,â he murmurs, âmaking our first time so niceâmy thoughtful juniorââ
Alhaitham gasps, and his voice whines with an unmistakable moan.
Kavehâs lips curve in a smile. âYou like being told that youâre good, donât you,â he murmurs.
Tags: Established Relationship, Dom/sub, Dom Alhaitham, Sub Kaveh, BDSM, Orgasm Control, Degradation Kink, Humiliation, Dumbification, Pet Play, Food Play, Wet & Messy Kink, Sexual Objectification, Human Furniture, Anal Sex, Trans Male Kaveh
Due to misbehaving and being a brat, Kaveh now needs to endure four punishments before he's allowed to orgasm.
âI stopped by Lambadâs today, and he asked me if I wanted to pay my tab,â Alhaitham says. âWhich was surprising, since I gave you clear instructions not to run up a tab this week. Do you recall the terms of our agreement?â
âYou gave me an allowance for my trips to the tavern this week,â Kaveh says, âand told me to show you my leftover change after each visit, to prove that I hadnât overspent and started a tab.â
âAnd what did you do after every one of your trips to the tavern this week?â
Kaveh wets his lips. âAhâŚâ
Alhaitham gestures to four piles of coins sitting on the table. âWhat are these, Kaveh?â
were there's a will đď¸đą(đď¸)
Explicit đ | one-shot | 8k
Tags: Crack Treated Seriously, Werewolf Alhaitham, Service Top Kaveh, Established Relationship, Outdoor Sex, Monsterfucking | Teratophilia, Size Difference, Frottage, Fisting
Alhaitham is determined to have Kaveh top him, size difference and lycanthropy be damned.
âAh, Alhaitham,â Kaveh says, petting his furry hip. âI donât thinkâŚâ
Still on all fours, Alhaitham twists to look at Kaveh, his ears pressed flat against his head.
âNo, no, itâs notââ Kaveh sighs. âLook, Iâd love to do that for you, butâI mean, how would I evenâŚ?â
With a pointed look, Alhaitham grabs his ass with both hands and spreads his hole for Kaveh to see. (And of course that part of him is larger than usual, tooâthough it does still look like a normal anus, at least, complete with two taut balls swinging beneath it.)
Kaveh sighs again. âYes, Alhaitham, I can see that youâre in possession of a rectum.â
Alhaitham decides to seduce Kaveh in the most annoying, baffling manner possible.
Kaveh turns to glare at Alhaitham, and Alhaitham stares back at him levellyâwhich only makes indignation boil hotter in Kavehâs gut, even as his eyes drift to Alhaithamâs infuriating lips and start replaying that memory from this morning.
He knows what he saw. Heâd watched as Alhaitham rounded his lips, took that banana far into his throat, and slowly dragged his mouth up the length, flicking his tongue at the tip. Heâd seen Alhaitham start to repeat the motion, pausing with his eyes locked onto Kavehâsâand then, with a half-lidded stare, heâd casually taken a bite and walked out of the room, brushing against Kaveh as he left.
Kaveh had been completely awake. And whatever the fuck Alhaitham was doing, it had been completely intentional.
apologies if this is too personal, but i wanted to say how meaningful your writing is to me, your fics are like absolutely gorgeously written, i read one of them couple years back and it was the thing that finally made me realize/accept i was trans. i'm happier than i can ever remember being now, and i just wanted to say thank you for your lovely writing and for changing (and possibly saving) my life, awesome stuff you're making
Hi anon! No need to worryâthis doesn't seem too personal, and I really appreciate that you shared this with me!
I'm glad that you enjoy my writing so much, and I'm happy to hear that one of my fics helped you in that way. It's great that you're doing well these days đŤś
Thank you again for reaching out! And, as I've said in my replies to other asksâsorry for the delayed response!
Hello! Itâs been a while since we heard from you!!! I just wanted to say hello and hope youâve been doing well. Miss u and ur work, I felt like the way you write so well has me and everyone else who loves ur work feel spoiled! Like⌠wdym new chapter is 5k words and itâs so beautifully written.
(Quick note for people reading this post, since Tumblr doesn't show the date that an ask was received: This ask was from December 5!)
Hello, anon! Thanks for the ask. I'm glad to hear that you've enjoyed my writing so much!
Starting in May 2025, I tried to take a break from writing in order to avoid burnoutâŚwhich I was only partially successful at doing, since I ended up working on a few things during that time đ I did announce that hiatus on most platformsâincluding my "Writing Updates" page here on Tumblrâbut I don't think I ever made an official Tumblr post about it, so I realize that some of my followers ended up being out of the loop regarding that.
Anyway, the hiatus is why I haven't been posting fics as often as usualâalthough, like I said, I did still post a few things during the second half of 2025! I sometimes forget to post about that sort of thing on social media, though, so I recommend subscribing to my AO3 profile to guarantee that you receive email notifications for my fics.
That said, I've never really been that active/communicative on social media, which means that even when I'm actively working on fics, people aren't going to hear from me much, and it will sometimes take me a while to answer asks and comments. I always appreciate hearing from y'all, though, even when it takes me a long time to respond!
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Rereading hard edged hard earned and got to the pet play chapters. Ik Kaveh was also used an an inanimate object in there mostly too. But Iâm just imagining a scenario where Alhaitham sets up a Dog Gate so Kaveh can wander about but only in an area Alhaitham allows him to be in. Idk why but I think it would be kinda cute to see Kaveh notice how much fondness Alhaitham has for him when he doesnât overthink and just has fun as his pet.
Youâve made me learn things about myself haha! Tysm for the update!!! Hope you stay healthy and happy Litho :3
That does sound like a fun idea! I could definitely see Alhaitham blocking off the study so that his workaholic senior can't go in there, lolânot that pet!Kaveh would have any interest in work, anyway, but đ
And, agreedâwhen I was writing the pet play parts of that fic, I really enjoyed the concept of Kaveh having some mindless fun as Alhaitham's pet while Alhaitham dotes on him. Of course, since Alhaitham was punishing Kaveh in that fic, he couldn't resist being a bit mean during the pet play scenesâŚbut, in a different scenario, I could absolutely see Alhaitham being a loving owner while Kaveh gets to enjoy turning off his brain for a bit.
And I'm glad that the fic was illuminating for you, haha! Thank you for the ask.
Hey so, I'm slightly embarrassed about this but feel the need to get it out there; I have no idea how this happened but somehow fighting instinct, and to a lesser extent, conflict of interest have become comfort fics for me?? It's taken me by surprised because I don't usually go for abo fic- but I really enjoy the unconventional dynamic and your breakdown of this AU's gender norms. On a less wholesome note, seeing them fight it out really appeals to me lol
Howdy anon! First off, no worriesâI understand why sharing this sort of thing could feel a bit embarrassing, but I'm happy to hear from you đŤĄ
And second, thank you, I really appreciate that! I'm glad that you enjoy the relationship dynamic and gender stuff in that AUâI had a lot of fun writing those things. (And it's good to know that you also like the alpha/alpha struggles, haha. I had fun writing those parts, too đ)
The way u write feels so like⌠sophisticated??? Idk if thatâs the correct word to use but. Itâs just so nice to tell how much effort and time u pick and the descriptors u use are just so amazing I feel completely immersed in the story. Like I just know ur brain is so smart and Iâd like to thank u for blessing my eyes with ur words.
Thank you so much! I'm really happy to hear that you enjoy my writing style. (And I'm sorry for the delayed response!)
***Bonus scene that takes place after Chapter 5 of the fic hard-edged, hard-earned, which you can read on AO3 here.
Tags: Top/Bottom Versatile Alhaitham/Kaveh, Dom/sub, Dom Alhaitham, Sub Kaveh, BDSM, Collars, Verbal Degradation, Sexual Objectification, Dumbification, Sluttification, Spanking, Intercrural Sex
NOTES:
Normally I wouldnât post an âexclusiveâ smut fic on Tumblrâbut I currently canât commit to writing out this whole concept, and I donât want to post this segment on AO3 when I might not get around to writing the additional scenes I envisioned. (Also, I didn't spend nearly as much time writing/editing this scene as I usually do for my AO3 fics.)
This is a bonus scene that takes place a couple weeks after the end of my fic hard-edged, hard-earned, so if you havenât read that fic yet, this bonus scene will not make sense. It will probably also feel like the sexual dynamic comes out of left field, since Alhaitham and Kaveh jump straight into a degradation kink that was established in that fic. Make sure you check out the full fic before you read this bonus!
*The Chapter 5 notes about verbal degradation apply to the content in this bonus scene. Also, this fic series contains trans male Kaveh, but that factor isnât really mentioned during this particular scene.
âI have something for you,â Alhaitham says, stepping into the study.
Across the room, Kaveh sits perched on his custom-made ergonomic chair, poring over diagrams and documents strewn across his desk, fidgeting with a pencil poised between his fingers. The adjustable desk surface isnât angled for drafting, which means that he likely finished his clientâs blueprints a while ago, and is now overanalyzing work that has already been adequately completed. âHm?â He belatedly glances up at Alhaitham, not even turning his body to face him. âSorryâwhat did you say?â
Alhaitham holds up the box in his hand. Itâs fairly flat, and roughly the size of a dessert plate. âI got something for you.â
Kaveh hums curiously, setting down his pencil and twisting toward Alhaitham. âThat could be either good or bad. Is this something Iâm going to like, or something that will end with you sleeping on one of our couches tonight?â
âSleeping on a couch would be unnecessary, when we have a spare bed.â
âHmph. Well, maybe Mehrak and I will make that extra bed mysteriously disappear, like that trick you pulled with the coffee table last month.â
Urgh. That. Alhaitham may have slightly miscalculated with that trick, because after they had sex, Kaveh then exploited Alhaithamâs post-coital pliancy and coaxed him into agreeing to replace that table with an aesthetically superior one. Now the two of them are just waiting for the carpenter they commissioned to finish crafting that entirely unnecessary purchase.
âThe thing I bought is something weâve previously discussed,â Alhaitham says.
âWell, thatâs somewhat reassuring,â Kaveh says. âBut did we discuss it in the context of me telling you to never buy such an atrocity, or was it a purchase that we were mutually interested in?â
Alhaitham snorts. Kaveh really is quite paranoid when it comes to Alhaithamâs surprise gifts and favorsânot that Alhaitham can blame him. He does rather enjoy riling up his senior. âThe latter, more or less. I hope itâs something youâll like, but if you donât, we can find a way to repurpose it.â
âAlright, that sounds promising.â Kavehâs eyes flit to the box in Alhaithamâs hand, one of his legs bouncing up and down with restless energy. âCan I see it, then?â
âSure, if you say please.â
âWhaâwhy do I have to say âpleaseâ for a gift you got me?!â
âBecause you want me to walk across the room to give it to you, when you could get up from your seat and come over here to get it.â
âUgh!â Kaveh springs to his feet and stomps over to the doorway of the study. âFine,â he says, sharply presenting a hand. âGive it here.â
Alhaitham presses the box onto Kavehâs palm, holding back a smirk. Some people might feel bad for riling up their partner before giving them a presentâbut, well, Alhaitham finds it incredibly amusing.
Kaveh delicately removes the lid of the box, and his eyes widen when he sees the contents. âYouâŚâ He looks up at Alhaitham, a surprised smile tugging at his lips. âIs thisâŚ?â
âI didnât want to risk giving it to you in the middle of a scene. Hopefully this occasion isnât too lackluster.â
Kaveh scoffs. âIâm not worried about that. And I agreeâitâs better to gift something like this in a normal environment.â
He carefully lifts the item to regard it, and Alhaitham takes the box back so that Kaveh can examine the gift with both hands.
Itâs a leather collar, which isnât necessarily remarkable on its ownâbut two features distinguish this one from the existing collars in their collection of toys and accessories.
First, the leather is dyed pink. While Alhaitham originally planned to select a noisy, bright, obnoxious shadeâthe kind of blaring, insistent color that offends Kavehâs eyesâhe ultimately decided on a subtler, paler shade of pink, one that will look nice against Kavehâs skin. As fun as it is to torment Kaveh, Alhaitham typically prefers seeing him in clothes that complement his features. If heâs going to decorate Kaveh like a doll, heâd rather not do a hideous job of it.
While outsiders wouldnât understand why the collarâs color matters, both Alhaitham and Kaveh understand the significance. This pink collar specifically comes from a fantasy Kaveh had shared with Alhaitham last month, in which Alhaitham forcibly collared Kaveh and degraded him, taming him into a stupid, âsluttyâ toy.
Theyâve already roleplayed the general concept of Kaveh being a stupid slut, reduced to a toy for Alhaithamâs cockâbut until now, they hadnât owned the collar that Kaveh envisioned (which, incidentally, was the nauseous shade of pink that Alhaitham had been considering). And although Kaveh has wanted to revisit that submissive headspace since then, lately heâs been too fixated on his never-ending workload to let himself indulge.
And as for the collarâs second featureâŚ
âI also got a pendant that can be attached to it,â Alhaitham says. âWe donât have to use that if you arenât comfortable with it, though.â
Kaveh pauses in his reverent inspection of the collar, fingers resting on the metal buckle. âLetâs see it.â
Alhaitham reaches into his pocket and produces a heart-shaped pendant, presenting it in his palm for Kaveh to read the engraved text, one word atop the other:
DUMB SLUT
âOh,â Kaveh murmurs, his lips parted in awe. âOh, my god.â He reaches out with a hand and runs his fingertip over the letters. âWait, youâthis looks like your handwriting. Did you engrave this, orâŚ?â
Alhaithamâs face heats slightly. âI did, yes.â He hadnât been sure if the extra effort was necessary, but he thought the personalization might make the gift more effective.
Kaveh curses quietly, his finger slowly tracing the S of SLUT.
âI had an idea for how we could use this collar,â Alhaitham says, âif youâre open to it.â
Kavehâs bright eyes dart up to meet Alhaithamâs. âExtremely open. Whatâs the idea?â
âI was thinking we could do a roleplay involving mind control. Whenever you put on this collar, you instantly turn into an empty-headed slut for cock, and youâre stuck acting that way until the collar comes off.â
Ever since a few weeks ago, Alhaitham has admittedly had many, many fantasies about the sluttified version of his senior. He quite enjoys when Kaveh is dominant and sensual, of courseâbut thereâs something to be said for seeing Kavehâs ingenious mind go utterly empty, his eager mouth drooling and dumb, so desperate for Alhaithamâs cock that heâll debase himself with all manner of filthy words and deeds. In that headspace, Kaveh finally stops constantly questioning whether he can let himself feel pleasure, and instead accepts everything Alhaitham gives him.
And Alhaitham enjoys helping Kaveh let go of his worries that way, for Kavehâs benefitâŚbut he also enjoys it for himself, too.
The problem, though, is that he isnât sure if itâs selfish or intrusive of him to have his own ideas for that sort of roleplay. For instance, the other day, he imagined Kaveh nagging him about something or otherâperhaps yet another piece of furniture that he considers to be unsightlyâonly for Alhaitham to pin him against the wall and slip that pink collar around his throat, cutting him off mid-tirade and transforming him into a dumb, drooling thing, whimpering and whining for its owner's cock.
But can that sort of fantasy be Alhaithamâs, too? Heâs wary of imposing anything on Kaveh, when he knows how vulnerable submission can make him feel. He doesnât want to accidentally take a safe fantasy away from Kaveh and turn it into something that isnât his anymore.
Alhaitham had only meant pretend mind control. He knows that erotic hypnosis exists, obviouslyâhe and Kaveh have come across mentions of it, a few times. But theyâve never attempted something like that themselves, and short of involving some third-party stranger in their sex life, Alhaitham doesnât see a way for him and Kaveh to easily implement that activity.
âI was just thinking of a roleplay,â Alhaitham says. âI figured the pretense might help you slip into the headspace more easily, and it could also create some opportunities for us to act out coercive scenarios. But Iâm open to exploring actual hypnosis, too, if you want. Weâd need to do a lot of research, though, which would run counter to the idea of using this collar to make you stop overworking your brain.â
âMm.â Kaveh nods. âHonestly, since I already felt like I was in some sort of trance when I was in that headspace, the roleplay on its own should suffice. And, I admit, I am intrigued by the idea of using hypnotic suggestions to facilitate that dynamic, so I donât want to completely shelve that possibilityâŚbut like you said, involving actual mind controlâor an approximation of it, anywayâwould require us to invest much more time and effort. So, letâs just revisit that idea sometime in the future, maybe.â
And now Alhaithamâs thoughts are drifting toward that concept: the idea of intentionally, carefully guiding Kaveh into a submissive headspace, and training his mind to associate that collar with total obedience; watching his eyes become hazy with bliss as he becomes pliant and suggestible, ready to accept Alhaithamâs words and orders without hesitationâŚ
âCan you put the collar on me?â Kaveh asks.
Alhaitham blinks, pulling himself away from that line of thought. âRight this moment? You want to try the roleplay now?â
âYes. I mean, weâve done this sort of thing before, havenât we? I donât think thereâs much we need to discuss ahead of time. And Iâll safeword if I need to stop, obviously.â Kaveh hands the collar to Alhaitham and reaches back to lift his mane of hair from his neck, standing expectantly.
Alhaitham sets the box aside and attaches the pendant to the collar, then circles around Kaveh to stand behind him. âWhen I put this collar on you,â he says, âyouâre going to be my stupid slut.â
Kaveh hums in agreement.
âYouâll be a mindless toy for me,â Alhaitham continues. Itâs easy to find the right words, here, when heâs practically memorized the treatise on sluttiness that Kaveh wrote last time. âYouâll only exist to be fucked by my cock. Your desires wonât matter, because youâll be nothing more than two holes for me to fill. Youâll serve as my stupid cocksleeve until Iâm done playing with you.â He unclasps the collar. âMy fuckdoll,â he murmurs in Kavehâs ear, trailing the metal pendant down his bare nape. âMy fucktoy. My empty-headed whore.â
A visible shiver goes through Kaveh. âAre you sure you didnât already hypnotize me, last time? It feels like my brain just melted into mush.â
âHm. Maybe you just secretly love my cock that much.â
Kaveh scoffs. âI like your cock plenty, but not enough to lose my mind.â
A small smile tugs at Alhaithamâs lips. âWill you still say that once youâre wearing this collar?â he asks. âOnce you lose your ability to think, and your entire existence revolves around worshipping my cock?â
Kaveh sucks in a sharp breath, and Alhaitham feels a rush of confidence at that response. He suspects it will be all too easy to dominate Kaveh, now, with the collar involved.
âRelax,â Alhaitham says, lighting pressing down on Kavehâs shoulders. He strokes Kavehâs throat with a thumb. âInhale deeply, then breathe out. Donât anticipateâjust feel the collar against your skin, and let it do its job.â
Alhaitham takes a brief moment to mentally prepare himselfâalthough he suspects that nothing will really prepare him for the transformation thatâs about to occur, if last time is anything to go byâand then he delicately loops the collar around Kavehâs throat and fastens it.
âHow does that feel?â Alhaitham asks, slipping a finger beneath the leather. âNot too tight?â
Kaveh shakes his head.
Alhaitham reaches around to press the heart-shaped pendant against Kavehâs skin, feeling his throat jump with a swallow. âAnd what are you, now?â
âA dumb slut,â Kaveh answers.
He doesnât move or say anything else for the next few moments, and Alhaitham wonders if heâs struggling to reach that headspace from before. Did Kaveh really mean it when he said that heâs a dumb slut, just now, or was he simply saying what heâs supposed to be? From the reserved tone of his voice, it sounds like he might not have managed to slip back into that role.
And that wouldnât be too surprisingâafter all, when they did this before, Kavehâs sense of submission had gradually mounted over the course of an entire weekend, culminating in one of the deepest headspaces heâs ever experienced. It makes sense that simply putting on a collar wouldnât have the same effect.
Kaveh suddenly lets out a syrupy whine and throws his hips backwards, grinding against Alhaithamâs crotch. âCock,â he simpers, âwant your cock, pleaseâstick your cock in me, use your stupid filthy slutââ
Oh. Never mind. Really, what does Kaveh even need hypnosis for, if he can slip under this easily? Apparently he just needed a few seconds for this headspace to kick inâas if he said the words out loud, heard his own voice, and then spoke his stupid sluttiness into existence.
Itâs showtime.
Alhaitham slaps Kavehâs ass, feeling his cock twitch when Kaveh lets out a delighted little yelp. âClothes off,â he says. âYou should only wear things Iâve given you.â
Kaveh eagerly strips off his clothes, fingers fumbling to remove everything as quickly as possible. He tosses the garments aside in a pile and then stands with his back to Alhaitham, showing off the tan skin of his lean thighs, plump ass, and toned back. The clips in his hair sit askew from his hasty disrobing, allowing untamed strands of gold to escape containment.
âThat includes these,â Alhaitham says, plucking at one of the rogue hair clips. He carefully removes the remaining ones from Kavehâs hair and tosses them onto his desk, then steps back to regard his subjugated senior. Heâs quite the sight, naked in the middle of the study where he was just working a few minutes agoâbut he looks too naked, with his hair covering the collar Alhaitham gave him. âWait hereâIâll find something to tie back your hair. If any thoughts enter your head while Iâm gone, open your mouth and drool them out.â
Alhaitham briefly ducks out of the room to retrieve a ribbon for Kavehâs hair, and returns to find Kaveh with his mouth dumbly hanging open, a string of drool slipping down his chin.
âGood slut,â Alhaitham says, approaching him. He shoves two fingers in Kavehâs mouth and starts thrusting, and Kaveh dutifully closes his lips around them, sucking with a blissed-out look in his eyes. âYouâre nice and stupid now, arenât you?â Kaveh hums agreeably. âDumb fuckslut. Just a toy for me to fuck.â
He pulls his fingers out and moves behind Kaveh, quickly tying his hair back in a ponytail. Now the pink collar is perfectly visible, clearly displaying that Kaveh is owned.
Alhaitham fists the tail of hair and tugs firmly. âBend over.â
Kaveh instantly complies, hands braced against his knees, round ass looming in Alhaithamâs vision.
SMACK!
Alhaithamâs palm connects with the fat of Kavehâs ass, and it jiggles at the impact, begging to be disciplined more.
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
âYou were sitting at that desk doing work,â Alhaitham says, over the sound of Kavehâs subdued moans. âWhy is that? Did you forget your place, already?â
âIâIâm sorry,â Kaveh says, followed by an ecstatic cry when Alhaithamâs hand whacks his rear again. âI forgot, IâIâm stupid, Iâm a naughty slutâoh!â
He jerks at a particularly hard strikeâand when Alhaitham slides his fingers down to feel Kavehâs cock, he sees that thereâs already precum gathering below the tip.
Tch. Predictable. Any amount of pain or pleasure will turn Kaveh on, when heâs like this. Itâs almost impossible to make his dick go soft.
âYou were trying to be smart again,â Alhaitham observes, massaging Kavehâs flushed ass. âBut you arenât. Youâre just a stupid pair of holes for me to fuck.â
He remembers a line from Kavehâs essay, last timeâyour slut has a slutty mouth hole and a very slutty ass hole, with a coquettishly-drawn heart next to the wordsâand feels his trousers tighten, his cock hardening at an embarrassing speed. Alhaitham has always admired Kavehâs eloquence and wit, of course, ever since they first met as studentsâŚbut when Kaveh suddenly starts talking like an airheaded whore, it goes straight to Alhaithamâs dick.
It canât be helped. Everyone has their kinks, and apparently watching a smart man turn stupid is one of Alhaithamâs.
âI am,â Kaveh says, âIâm a cocksleeve, a fucktoy, aâa stupid pet, aâŚâ
Alhaitham roughly grabs Kaveh by his biceps and steers him over to the empty desk on the other side of the room. âHands on the desk,â he orders, and Kaveh obeys, jutting his ass out like an invitation. âDo you see any work on my desk, here?â
âCorrect,â Alhaitham says. âThere isnât any work on this desk. And thatâs rightâyou donât think. Youâre too stupid for that.â
Of course, that isnât what Kaveh meant, when he said that second partâbut thatâs part of the fun, when heâs submitting like this. Alhaitham can play with his words and trip him into an even deeper submission, and Kaveh is too stupidly spaced-out to challenge him.
âThis,â Alhaitham continues, indicating the desk with his hand, âis how much work youâre capable of doing. And itâs what the desk should look like when youâre using it: completely empty, just like your slutty head. You only need to use a desk when youâre being spanked or fucked on oneâand the only time you should be in this room is when Iâm using you as my toy.â He lightly smacks Kavehâs ass. âAm I understood? If you see a desk with work on it, that isnât for you. Youâre too stupid for that sort of thing.â
âStupid,â Kaveh repeats. âYes, IâIâm a stupid slut, too stupid, I know.â
âDo you?â Alhaitham cracks his palm against Kavehâs ass, hard, and a pained sound bursts from Kavehâs lips. âYou told me last time that youâd learned your place, and you promised that you wouldnât pretend to be smart anymore. So why did I find you fully clothed, sitting at a desk full of work?â
âIâm stupid,â Kaveh whines, which is essentially the only way heâll respond to anything Alhaitham says. âIâm a dumb slut, I forgot, I didnât mean toâah!â He flinches at the strike of Alhaithamâs palm, exhaling shakily as Alhaitham gently rubs the sore skin. âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry. Iâm a stupid sorry slut.â
âItâs alright,â Alhaitham says. He gives Kavehâs ass a gentle pat. âI know that stupid sluts canât help doing stupid things, so I forgive you for misbehaving. I do have to punish you, though. Ten strikes for going somewhere you shouldnât have, and ten for forgetting your place. Iâll count for you, since youâre too stupid to do that on your own.â
âI can count!â Kaveh protestsâand that piques Alhaithamâs interest. The last time they did this roleplay, Kaveh had abandoned all arithmetical inclinations once he slipped into this headspace, and would only respond to mathematics problems with stupid, slutty answers that had nothing to do with numbers.
âHm. Is that so?â
âIâI can count my slutty holes,â Kaveh says. âThere are two.â
âOh? Well, I stand corrected. Thatâs quite impressive, for a stupid slut.â Alhaitham hopes the derision in his voice is clearâbut sometimes he sounds condescending without meaning to be, so he isnât entirely sure whether he can summon that tone on command. âTell me, how many times would you need to count to two, for the twenty spanks youâre getting?â
Kaveh hesitates, idly swaying his ass back and forth. âUhâŚâ
Ha. Obviously the real Kaveh knows the answerâbut a stupid slut wouldnât, so Kaveh has to bite his tongue. âAlright, then,â Alhaitham says. âSince youâre so good at counting, you can count in twos. Youâd better stop at twenty, though, or else Iâll just keep going.â
Heâs already decided: If Kaveh miraculously stops right at twenty, then Alhaitham will lie and tell him that heâs wrong, just to give him a few moreâand if Kaveh accidentally goes past twenty, wellâŚAlhaitham will step in and stop him. Eventually.
âBend over more, with your chest flat against the desk,â Alhaitham says. Kaveh does as heâs told, offering an even better view of his ass, and Alhaitham reaches between his legs to slap the inside of a thigh. âAnd spread your legs wider. Sluts donât stand with their legs closed.â
âYes, sir,â Kaveh mumbles, and Alhaithamâs cock stupidly twitches at that title. Sirâthatâs another new one, from last time. And for someone who doesnât care about rank or authority in his everyday life, Alhaitham is embarrassingly aroused by hearing Kaveh address him that way.
Kaveh spreads his legs farther apart, and Alhaitham takes a moment to admire the sight of his naked senior bent over the desk, plump reddened ass arched in the air for a spanking, a slutty pink collar encircling his throat. Then he softly rests a hand against Kavehâs rear, smoothing his palm along the curve. âWhy are you getting spanked, Kaveh?â
âBecause Iâm a stupid slut, sir,â Kaveh says, with his head lowered toward the desk.
Thatâs right. He is.
âCount,â Alhaitham orders.
He winds back his hand and cracks it against Kavehâs ass, savoring the loud smack. âOne,â Kaveh says, and Alhaitham strikes him again. âTwo.â Another spank. âOne.â Another. âTwoâŚâ
The back-and-forth continues, and Kavehâs count soars all the way to thirty-two. Alhaitham finally halts and grabs Kavehâs reddened rear with both hands, kneading the sore flesh. âGood slut,â he says, as Kaveh yelps and squirms at his touch. âThat was nowhere close to twenty, but I donât mindâI like seeing your ass red and sore. I almost wish I hadnât stopped you, just to see how long you would have kept going.â
Kaveh whines quietly, and Alhaitham has to remind himself that the man bent over the desk isnât actually a stupid, helpless petâbecause Kaveh really does seem quite pitiful when heâs whimpering like this, the soft flesh of his ass inflamed by his inability to count to twenty.
Itâs easy to dominate him, at times like this.
Itâs also far too easy to coddle and spoil himâso Alhaitham will need to keep himself in check, if heâs going to properly play the part of a stupid slutâs owner.
He grabs Kavehâs waist and flips him over, then hefts his ass up onto the desk so that heâs perched on the edge. âSit here,â he says. âAnd spread your legs wider.â
Kaveh parts his legs, and Alhaitham can see his dick flushed and swollen between his thighs, jutting out from shortly trimmed hairs. Alhaitham reaches down and runs a finger from the underside to the tip, feeling the slickness of precum leaking from Kavehâs cock. âYouâre excited,â he notes. âOf course. Stupid sluts get turned on by obeying their owners, after all.â
He circles around the desk to retrieve a jar of oil from one of the drawersâand it occurs to him that they really must have sex in this room often, if theyâre routinely keeping lubricant stored in the desk. (Of course, if that werenât enough evidence on its own, thereâs also the fact that Kaveh installed glass doors on all of the bookshelves, to protect them from fluids.)
Alhaitham returns to where Kaveh is seated, and slaps the inside of his thigh. âLie back,â he says, and Kaveh instantly complies. His mindless obedience makes Alhaithamâs cock throb impatiently, the tip already dripping precum into his underwear. âGood slut,â he says, unscrewing the lid of the jar. âNow hold your legs up, and spread them as far apart as you can.â
Kaveh lifts his legs into that position, andâoh, heâs quite the sight. Lying on his back, hands holding his splayed legs, abdomen tensed to hold the position. His cock is stiff and needy between his thighs, and heâs craning his neck to keep his eyes on Alhaitham, with that pink collar on full display. Itâs utterly clear that heâs on that desk for one reason, waiting to be used for Alhaithamâs pleasure.
Setting the jar aside, Alhaitham leans down toward Kaveh and pinches the heart-shaped pendant between his thumb and forefinger. âI know you forgot this time,â he says, as Kaveh pants up at him, lips parted, cheeks flushed dark. âBut eventually you wonât have any trouble remembering that youâre a dumb slut.â He runs his thumb over the engraved text. âMy dumb slut. You serve my cock, and no one elseâs.â
Kaveh whines quietly in response, still holding his legs wide, his diaphragm rising and falling with each shaky breath.
Alhaitham moves his hand to grip Kavehâs chin and rubs his thumb along those spit-slick lips, watching as Kaveh instinctively starts to suckle on his fingertip. âThough I know youâd love to be passed around a room full of men,â he adds, âbouncing on their cocks and taking their cum, hearing them all tell you what a slut you are. Too badâitâs just me and my cock. Youâll have to make do with that.â
Kaveh squeezes his eyes shut, his brows drawn together in desperate arousal. Oh, yesâAlhaitham hasnât forgotten about his seniorâs exhibitionist fantasies, all those obscene things Kaveh likes to imagine with no actual intention of enacting them. The light of Kshahrewar has an impressively perverted mind, when he unleashes his creativity.
âIf youâre good, though,â Alhaitham says, âI can stuff you full of my toys. We can keep you filled with a dildo or plug whenever you arenât being used by my cock.â With his free hand, he delicately tucks a loose strand of hair behind Kavehâs ear, while Kavehâs tongue continues to swirl around his thumb. âSuch a pretty fuck-thing. Itâs a waste when youâre empty.â
Alhaitham withdraws his thumb from Kavehâs mouth, then reaches down to unfasten his trousers and tug down his underwear, freeing his leaking cock from confinement. The tip is visibly slick and wet, betraying his excitementâbut fortunately Kaveh canât tease him for that right now, because this headspace makes it nearly impossible for him to act like a brat. Kavehâs sole purpose right now is to serve Alhaithamâs cock, and mouthing off doesnât play a part in that. Instead, he hazily regards Alhaithamâs cock and wets his lips, waiting while Alhaitham retrieves the opened jar of oil and dips his fingers into it.
âClose your legs,â Alhaitham says, âbut keep holding them up.â
Kaveh presses his legs together, his hands moving to grip just above his knees. Alhaitham reaches down and begins slicking the inside of Kavehâs upper thighs, not bothering to explain what heâs doingâbecause a toy doesnât need an explanation, and Kaveh can easily figure out where this is going, regardless.
Kaveh jerks as Alhaitham massages the sensitive spots near his groin, and then Alhaitham moves his hand lower, grazing the rim of Kavehâs ass. âFlex your hole for me,â Alhaitham saysâand watches as Kaveh obeys, tightening the pucker among neatly-trimmed hairs. Alhaitham nudges his fingertip just slightly inside, teasing, and feels Kavehâs hole twitch against his finger. âIâll make sure I use this slutty hole, next time.â
Alhaitham grabs Kavehâs ankles to keep his legs straight, and lines up the tip of his cock with the opening between Kavehâs thighs. Kavehâs legs are too lean to create a tight seal on their own, at firstâbut then Kaveh reaches down and pushes the fat beneath his thighs together, forming a tight little gap right above his crotch.
âGood slut,â Alhaitham says. He slides his fingers through the snug opening. âLook at that nice hole youâve made for me. That means you have three holes, not twoâbut you must have forgotten about this one, since you canât count that high.â He moves his hands back to Kavehâs ankles, keeping his legs aloft. âKeep your eyes on that hole. I want you to watch my big cock thrusting between your slutty thighs, and see it rub against your needy prick.â
Alhaitham rocks his hips forward, carefully pressing his cock between Kavehâs tight, slick thighs. His length rubs against Kavehâs dick as he slowly thrusts, and he groans. Itâs just the right amount of friction, the perfect soft warmthâhe isnât going to last long. Especially not with the sight of Kavehâs toned thighs creating a makeshift fleshlight, and the knowledge that Alhaitham is maneuvering Kavehâs body so that it can be used as a toy. The act is so impersonal, and Kaveh is so mindlessly pliant while heâs being used; it lights up a profane part of Alhaithamâs mind, and his dick very nearly overtakes his ability to think.
âDumb slut,â Alhaitham says, squeezing his cock between Kavehâs thighs. âStupid fuckhole.â The words feel vulgar on his tongue, too derogatory and filthyâbut they have the same effect as praise, whenever Kaveh is in this headspace.â âA pretty cocksleeve, and a brainless fuckdoll. Youâre the perfect toy for my cock.â
He almost feels like a lazy plagiarist, since most of what he says is simply repeating things Kaveh previously called himself, but thatâs how Alhaitham knows these terms will have the desired effect. And Kaveh doesnât seem to mind one bitâheâs moaning gleefully as Alhaitham fucks his thighs and degrades him, his restrained legs twitching and jerking with pleasure.
âHow does my cock look?â Alhaitham asks, squeezing Kavehâs ankles tighter.
âBig,â Kaveh whines beneath him. âSo big, and thickâitâs leaking so much, fucking my slutty thighs, dripping on my stomachâhnghâfeels so good against my stupid cockâfuck my thigh hole, come all over my slutty body, pleaseââ
And that mental image of Alhaithamâs precum slicking Kavehâs stomach, spilling onto his belly button, making a messy slut of himâ
Alhaitham gasps. âFuckâcomingââ He belatedly realizes that he doesnât need to warn a toy that heâs about to come, but itâs a force of habit. âStupid slut. You love being covered in your ownerâs cum. Filthy little petâa dumb, dirty cumslutââ
Kaveh interrupts him with a desperate cry, thighs tensing tight as he comes, and then Alhaitham topples after him with a moan, shooting his release onto Kavehâs stomach. He wrenches Kavehâs legs apart for a better view, and sees streaks of white on Kavehâs abdomen, droplets of cum clinging to the bronze hairs there, gathering in the dip of his belly buttonâand his cock spurts the remainder of its load onto the mess, unable to help itself.
Alhaitham groans and carefully lowers Kavehâs legs, panting for breath while Kaveh lazes on the desk with his lips parted dumbly and his eyes barely open. After that orgasm, Alhaitham feels sated and a bit stupid, himself, fumbling to remember what heâs supposed to do next.
âIâm taking off the collar, now,â Alhaitham tells Kaveh. He reaches behind Kavehâs neck and unfastens the collar, then sets it aside and leans down to press his lips against Kavehâs temple. âHow do you feel?â
Kaveh responds with a pleased hum, his lips curved in a dazed smile. âGood. That was good.â He sits up with a grunt, arching his back in a stretch. âMy ass hurts a bit, but thatâs to be expected.â
âGood,â Alhaitham says. âDo you need anything from me?â
Kaveh yawns and shakes his head. âI just need a nap. Youâre welcome to join me, if you want.â He peers down at his stomach with a wrinkled nose, and trails a finger through the slick mess of cum on his skin. âAfter I clean myself, that is.â
âSure.â Itâs nearly the time of day when Alhaitham tends to do that on his own, anyway, so he doesnât see a reason to decline. âIâll get some lotion for your ass, and meet you in the bedroom.â
Nodding, Kaveh hops off the desk and pecks Alhaitham on the cheek, then heads straight toward the doorway of the study. He doesnât so much as glance at his desk full of work as he leaves, and Alhaitham follows him out of the room with a warm sense of satisfaction, closing the door behind them.
He thinks he might need to start using that collar regularly, for his workaholic partnerâs sake.
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Hello! You might recognize me as an avid reader from ao3 :) if not thatâs fair too! I just read your carrd and on the slow updates FAQ it mentioned that when youâre writing, most of the time itâs not fanfiction. If itâs ok, I wanted to ask what it is that youâre writing instead :)
Anyway, absolutely love your fics!!! Take all the time you need to produce these masterpiecesđđťđđť
Howdy! Lol, the Diluc profile pic threw me off at first, but once I checked AO3, I indeed recognized your pfp over there. I'm glad that you've enjoyed my fics so much!
And, sure, I don't mind the question! My answer isn't very exciting, though. I've always primarily worked on original fiction projectsâalthough, my attempts to write novels when I was younger were all basically dumpster fires, so really, I just have one main project at this point. And I've been working on that project forâŚuhâŚover a decade đ (Granted, I've taken breaks that were 1-2 years long, at times, but I've always continued thinking about the project and talking to my friends about it.)
Actually, I should probably update my FAQ, since it's a little inaccurate at this point đ I originally intended to take a short break and write Haikavetham fanfiction for a year or so, and then go back to editing/rewriting my project the following yearâbut obviously I'm still here writing about Alhaitham and Kaveh two years later, lol. I wish I could juggle both fanfiction and original writing at once, but it's too difficult for my brain to switch gears between projects that are so dissimilar. So, lately I've pretty much only written fanfiction.
(I've been getting a bit impatient and wanting to go back to writing my original stuff, recently, but it's hard for me to focus on that when "testing, testing" isn't finished đ Not because of pressure from readers, or anythingây'all are extremely patient and supportive!âbut because my brain knows that it would be really, really confusing and difficult to resume writing the fic after not looking at it for a year or so. That said, at the rate things are going, I might end up having to do that eventually âđ)
Anyway, I won't be sharing any of my original stuff with the fandom, unfortunately. But if it's any consolation for followers who are curious: that project is extremely different from what I write hereâno smut, no romance, an entirely different writing style, et ceteraâso it wouldn't really scratch the itch that my fics do.
Alhaitham buys a sexy costume as a joke, not intending for it to be wornâbut unfortunately for him, his inventive senior has other ideas.
Alhaitham had committed one small error, though, when presenting his abhorrent purchase to Kaveh: he joked that between the two of them, Kaveh would make a more convincing fungus.
âWhatâyou!â Kaveh squawked. âWhatâs that supposed to mean? And what would a sexual roleplay involving a fungus even look like? What sexy things can you do with a fungus?! All they do is bounce around and getâŚâ
And then Kavehâs eyes lit up, and Alhaitham realized that heâd just gotten himself into trouble.
âOh, I know exactly what weâll do,â Kaveh said, with a sly smile. âJust one small correction: you, my darling junior, will be the one starring as our sexy fungus.â
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