let my love be the light that guides you home

A bucksbicycle fic

#hollanov fic, 1.4k words, Rated M

The sly grin returns to Ilya’s face as he undresses, “So, will I get a - what is it - good morning?”

“A happy ending?” Shane snorts, “Maybe. If you’re lucky.”

“I am always lucky. I have you."

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a surprise.

title from "constellations" by jade lemac

a bucksbicycle fic

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64850887

Post-8x15

Eddie and Chris come home to Buck.

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a bucksbicycle fic

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63225544

Buck pads slowly over towards his boyfriend and moves the vacuum to the side, now standing right in front of Eddie with barely an inch of space between their toes. A barely-whispered “Pretty” hangs in the still air as Buck slowly drags a finger along the waistband, watching goosebumps erupt on Eddie’s tight stomach. He takes one of Eddie’s hands up under his own shirt. Right to the edge of the garter belt nestled into his waist. Eddie’s eyes snap up, cheeks growing pinker & pupils dilating wider.

“Pretty and smart,” he continues. “Great minds think alike, huh?”

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in which they both have a plan to surprise the other in lingerie.

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be good to me, and i'll be good to you

a bucksbicycle fic

Buck doesn’t have much of a choice in the matter, closing his eyes and listening to the one, two, three more clicks of the camera app shutter sound effect. He opens his eyes again at Eddie’s quietly triumphant “Ha!”

After a few more swipes and taps, Eddie turns his phone around and, honestly? Buck has no idea what he’s supposed to be looking at.

When he says as much in a non-verbal eyebrow raise at his boyfriend, Eddie sleepily huffs, rolls his eyes, zooms in on the alleged I Spy moment, and says “You have a heart in your hair, babe.”

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Bucks wakes up the morning after and is turned inside out

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i love you never felt like any blessing

by bucksbicycle

“No, Buck. I can’t leave you like this and I only have–”

“I don’t want you to go.”

It burst from him like a flashover. It’s far too loud for a small grocery store. They both flicker over to the screech of cart wheels making a quick-change, whoever was steering deciding that they can come back later. Buck’s chest is heaving so hard that it may just touch Eddie’s. His face is too hot. He can feel every fiber in the sweater he wore today.

“I want you to stay,” is what he whispers, waiting for Eddie to say something. Anything.

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buck grapples with eddie's impending journey to texas

or: grocery store divorce 2.0 (with resolution)

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girls against god

a bucksbicycle fic

“We have to shave your mustache” is what Eddie finally breaks the silence with. Well, not silence, what with Hall & Oates and Billy Joel setting the soundtrack low in the background.

Buck’s face pinches as he gives Eddie a judgmental up & down look, slower on Eddie’s exposed legs.

Maybe I should’ve put pants on.

He’s glad he didn’t

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a post-8x06 coda

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i'll follow you, follow you home

a bucksbicycle fic

Buck waits for guilt to hit him as it had before when he sat drunk & confused in the back of an Uber. He doesn’t feel the same way, less jumpy and jumbled in his brain.

It’s not that he doesn’t feel bad, but… actually? Maybe he doesn’t.

Maybe he can’t feel bad when he has Eddie Díaz floating off to sleep while laying fully on him.

Maybe it’s the sex pheromones.

Maybe it’ll be different in the morning.

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No person (or time) can keep Buck & Eddie apart. An addition to the Buckfidelity collection.

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you know i'll take my heart clean apart if it helps yours beat

The first time he did it, he didn’t really think anything of it.

It’s the morning after Eddie took a baseball bat to his room and Buck is cleaning. He’s sweeping glass, collecting what can be salvaged, researching how to dispose of busted treadmills in LA County, and planning his checklist for a shopping trip. He’s having Bobby bring over a sharps and biohazard container.

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5 times Buck secretly decorates Eddie’s bedroom + 1 time they decorate their bedroom together.

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'cause messing with a big boy will change your life

They silently communicate, Buck unracking and beginning his set with the new weight - Eddie Weight - then suddenly reracks a couple reps in.

“You okay? Those were moving just fine,” Eddie says with a concerned look on his face, eyes traveling across Buck’s whole figure in quick assessment.

“You know, I just– it still doesn’t feel right, it’s still too easy. I think bumping the bench up to the incline position will really hit my chest right. What do you think?”

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Buck wants Eddie's attention back. He'll get it.

forget a six pack, i need the whole damn keg

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As soon as the shop was cleared and they started getting the scene cleaned up, Joe reached out to say hello. His light greeting and catch-up small talk is then followed by a “Damn, Buck, I know it’s been a while, but what are you doing? You’re looking big, man.”

With that, Eddie walked away and tried to shut it out.

“You’re looking big, man.”

Why don’t you shut up, man? Why don’t you think about Eddie’s mental health, man? Can’t you see that Eddie is trying not to notice how big Buck is, MAN?

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