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Chalice - 25 - he/him - DID system

this is my nsfw account where i post nsfw things. a lot of the art here isnt solely nsfw-based. but a lot of it also is. so. i like hypno and TF and stuffing (food + toys) and medfet and rubber and a bunch of other things. i'm like one of those furries who isn't really a furry. i will mostly post my ocs, but also homestuck may be frequent as well.

requests are open but im likely to only do the ones of characters + fetishes i already like

If you'd like to help support me as i'm currently living in poverty and on section 8 housing due to being disabled, consider helping me out on Kofi.

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i also have a patreon for my uncensored artwork

My artwork without mosiac.

i ask that people with fauxcest, ageplay, babyfur, anything related to grooming or children or family- based accounts don't interact.

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oh wow theres way more secgreen on r34 than i expected....

the amount autism is desexualized to a lot of people is so crazy because it's like what is sex if not a sensory experience. its all stimming.

#so many of my kinks/fetishes are inseparable from things i like to stim with.

me and my ex and two other of my childhood best friends would consistantly loop up hypno videos on youtube and obsessively watch them. they all "Grew out of it" before i did i remember specifically the day my ex was like uhmmmmmm honestly i dont wanna watch these anymore its weird and i was SOOOOOOOO SAD. I WAS LIKE FUUUUUUUUCK IM SUCH A FREAK.

#cut to me and my ex duct taping eachothers arms to our bodies and wriggling around the floor literally hours later

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i think a lot of that actually might just boil down to the fact that i want people to do things to me/for me because they WANT to. like THEY wanna do it i dont want them to want to do it "for me" i want them to want to do it. making them want it is still just them doing it "for me" and im like mannnn cant you do this shit for real. grow up. if im intimate with someone i want it to be like they WANNA DO IT and is willing to be respectful without manipulation.

i on the other hand......... dont want to do anything ever 90% of the time. except i do. i want to do things all the time but psyche myself out immediately. i avoid everything im a very restrictive person just in my life whether it be arfid or monotropic interests or socialization or body movement. so handing those restrictions over to someone else i know has been respectful and willing to take it up in the past is really appealing to me especially with the added hypno fantasy of "and they'll make sure you enjoy it"

ive thought a lot about my hypno fetish in relation to trauma before, and im sure theres a lot of reality there that i either don't care to focus on or don't find particularly important/interesting. but for the most part i think its one of my few fetishes that isn't connected to trauma in a one to one way. i dont feel like ive ever been "forced" by someone to like them or been convinced of something. BECAUSE im so restrictive i feel like i have an automatic gut reaction to immediately reacting negatively to anything i feel "forced" to do, which even goes down to like, eating. sleeping. things that i know i enjoy doing are no different, and then i just end up restricting myself from things i love and not having any fun/enjoying myself at all. i HAVE to do it and that really pisses me off in like a deeply pathological way. so the idea of someone being able to "bypass" that in some sort of magical forceful way is very appealing.

i'd be the worst hypno dom ever bcause id get jealous i'd be like why isn't it me WHY ISN'T IT ME.

i've been thinking about orange developing a hypnofetish after the events of ava13 and being extremely ashamed/embarrassed of it, because he shouldn't feel like he should want something that horrible to happen to him when it was happening to everyone else. to him it feels "Selfish" and like he's taking something of theirs for himself, or being a pervert about something he shouldn't. but he becomes really really fixated on the fact that he WISHES he was brainwashed so the machine wasn't so miserable to be in, or to be one of the clones instead of himself as a form of escapism. at first it really haunting him until he finally gets the courage to ask his friends for help with it.

which is hilarious because this morning i literally made a joke post about reeducating people and how i want to but i've been thinking about it since. because it's like. that is so seperate from my own actual fantasies. i want to reeducate people so they are less fucking evil and are also just like funnier cooler people. but once i do that im like .shoo. go off. go be free. STOP ASKING ME WHAT TO DO I DONT CARE!!!

it's probably just a DID thing, but i notice i spend a lot of my time relating to characters i interpret as "Domineering" or dominant in their relationships/sexuality. but when it actually comes down to it i'm just not interested in experiencing that. i relate to the dark lord a LOT, i understand her motives and can also imagine myself doing similar things if i was in her shoes. however. i don't think i'd ever want a brainwashed thrall. the idea is genuinely unappealing to me, not like so unappealing that i'm like EEUUGUGHH NEVERR. im just like i don't know what i'd even like. do. or want. the closest fantasies i have are my own thrall turning on me, that i find attractive. but i'm just so not... interesting in that aspect. genuinely if i was in darklords position i'd be like why are you all looking at me. go. go away. go fucking. figure it out i dont know. youre a grown man.

playing tomodatchi life and suddenly i hear a mii chugging a soda in the background and my ears perk up

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the way nipples are on testosterone is so attractive.

horse bit....

#oral fixation going crazy after i realized i dont have to worry about my teeth anymore ive been eating so much hard candy #and smoking

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