𝓕𝓞𝓡 𝓣𝓗𝓔 𝓐𝓛𝓛𝓘𝓐𝓝𝓒𝓔 !!

when i first came across tumblr as an rp platform back in mid-late 2014, i stumbled over countless muses because i could never really stick with one; could never really put myself in their shoes for more than a few months at best. it’s always been that way for me, for better or worse. but anduin? when i first started writing for him in early 2016, i had no idea it would spark this amazingly passionate love for a single character - but it most certainly did. that passion inspired me to do much, from what others described as beautiful works of art to what others deemed questionable and irrational behavior. either way, i had found my place for a time, and i was happy.

in case it wasn’t obvious, i’m no longer happy; and so it seems that time has passed.

so yeah. kinda done with tumblr; for like, the fifth time, i know, but i do mean it this time. it’s really nothing new: the same old predicament that is trying to interact with a community that has absolutely no issue excommunicating whoever they deem fit to crucify via their own warped logic and double standards. it would have been fine if i still had my own circle of blogs to interact with - and for a time, i did - but everyone once a part of that circle has since ceased their own activity on this website, be it because they themselves were harassed and/or fed up with the drama circlejerk or their interest in either the game or the rp platform (or both) diminished to such a point. i can count on one hand the amount of people i still interact with on tumblr, so in my eyes, remaining here just really isn’t worth it.

this by itself has been the reason i’ve “quit” numerous times before; but now it’s coupled with a sudden disinterest in WoW as well. from the false promises and unenjoyable content to the frustratingly aimless and vapid direction of the story (and believe me, i had high hopes when i heard christie golden was coming on board full-time, but they’ve since fallen flat), i’ve actually fallen out of love with this game after over 6 years of passion. that being said, i’m still subscribed, and i still play every now and again, but i’m not nearly as enthusiastic about WoW as i used to be. i look at this game now and i actually get... frustrated?? frustrated because of all the drama i’ve had to deal with over the years, both within and outside of the game. frustrated because of the state of something i once prioritized over so much else. frustrated because the spark that kept me going all this time is near-death.

i’ve been trying to find other passions to fill the void for the time being. haven’t been particularly successful just yet, but while i may continue to play and pay attention to the future developments of BfA and WoW as a whole, i’m not going to do that here. i have no reason to, and it would do me more harm than good, so that’s that.

those of you who have read (and are still reading) this have my utmost sincerity when i say i can’t express the depths of my gratitude for the experience here that you alone made possible, been they over months or years. if you still want to stay in touch, i’m willing to dispense my discord info via IM over the next few days or so. like last time, i think i’m going to leave this blog (and the archive) up, just because i like the url too much; and of course, just in case i do ever return here, though i find that to be a highly unlikely possibility, personally. for now, i’m ready to walk my own path, wherever that might lead.

light be with you.

    She’s silent as her hand finds his, perhaps he may find the whispered words unfortunate but she knew she was fortunate to have him in her life.  “ I can only imagine what it’s like being called a call boy, I’m … sorry for them - it’s mostly teasing, I promise.”

    “ I - yes, it would be unfortunate … “  After all, he’s KING, of the Eastern Kingdoms and the Alliance.  “ I … will make sure they stop that at once.”

    “ Ah, well … “  Is she blushing right now ?  Probably, if the heat on her cheeks were anything to go by.  “ I think - they believe you are my lover …”

    “ King Wrynn, is there something I can do for you ?”

     a gentle hum followed the gesture, warmth flowing between the two bodies of flesh and blood as it would a pair of stars amidst a backdrop of night. while intimate himself, anduin seldom was able to experience reciprocation of any sort; not when pang after pang of DISILLUSION grazed his heart at the actions of would-be comrades and advisors. taelia was something else, however. they hardly knew eachother, and yet it felt as though they’d known eachother for years. between the king and the ward was there not a sliver of ANIMOSITY, and it was this fact which solidified the comfort her presence bestowed unto anduin’s spirit.

     “The mogu made the Divine Bell to create CHAOS, but the pandaren created a special mallet to turn the echoes of that chaos into perfect HARMONY. That mallet was hidden for thousands of years, until now.”

     “Your interference has cost me a great warrior, young prince. You'll pay with your LIFE.”

Anduin is worth 10 goats