Mackenzie Porter

okay, you've convinced me, i'm going to listen to the album! but before i do, i need to know, what's your favorite music video? i'm literally getting ready to open youtube right now, so i need some guidance. if i'm going down this rabbit hole, i might as well start with the best one.

no bodys born with a broken heart. it's very special because it was the first music video bowie was part of. that when everybody found out when i was pregant with her. it's something she will have for her whole life and that is so special.

You do the best you can though with what you have so nobody can fault anyone for that. My parents always told me that life is not always going to be sunshine and rainbows all the time and I would face challenges. I tend to think that or maybe it’s a bit of a hunch, when kids are so young they probably don’t naturally know what is actually happening but their instincts tell them that something is wrong. She got lucky then and she is lucky to have parents like you.

your parents seem like they know what they are taking about. mine were like that too. i always say if i can be as half as good as my mom then i am a good parent. she is the best mom that a kid could ever ask for. she always knows the right thing to say. it seems like yours do too. i dont think shes going to know whats going on until she is at least five and i am okay with that, she should still live her life with no worries.

Is Bowie your daughter? That makes it harder! It's one thing feeling rubbish when you can just hide under a blanket for the day, but when you've got someone depending on you, you don't really get that option. Just try and look after yourself as well. I know that's easier said than done when it's just the two of you, but you can't pour from an empty cup. Hopefully by tomorrow you'll be feeling more like yourself and the two of you can get back to your usual routine.

yes bowie is my daughter. she is also the love of my life, the one i know who will never judge me even sometimes i think she should. its true when you have a child it's a real game changer and you also always think you cant get them sick, but truth is is they are always the one bringing what ever you have home and then you just end up in bed together. i hope so because this whole headache thing is not really in the cards right now.

Oh goodness! That must be hard. How old is he? What did you end up saying. I'm greatful to not have kids for this reason. I'd be so torn up on what to really tell them.

shes only 3, so it was super hard. i just said hey bowie do you want to take willa for a walk and then she forgot about asking me about it at all. i think shes to young to know what really is going on.

it's a rite of passenger for children to go through an intense colour phase. mine was bright yellow and i screamed bloody murder for the room upgrade for months until my mother, god bless her, reluctantly agreed to simply keep the peace. did i only like staring at my eye-blinding walls for a week before i wanted to go back to the dull green? yes. did i also have to live with my choice because paint costs money? also yes. multiple life lessons learnt from that experience. hopefully your baby girl enjoyed her hot pink room a little longer than i did. what was your children obsession that you look back on and think "bloody hell, that was a choice."

are you saying i am lucky that shes into hot pick and not yellow. oh gosh if i had to pant her room yelllow i would hire someone to do it because i dont even want to look at bright yellow paint. hey at least it wasn't for that long. it deepends on where you go. i found some really decent places to get paint. how old is your child? do you still have to paint the room crazy colors? i am sure she will change her mind in a week, but we will see.

i was today years old when i found out you sing. you need to tell me which songs i should listen to, because i have some catching up to do. what are your favorite songs you've released? which ones are you the most proud of?

anything form "Nobody's Born With a Broken Heart," it was my first full length album and i am super proud of it. there are lot of good songs form it, so i can't really pick my favourite. i do have a favourite music video form it.

I see where you are coming from the sunset is always beautiful but it's always nice to enjoy it with someone else.

i think me and bottle of wine is good for now. the enjoying with someone else will come later.

That’s awful. I can’t begin to think of how difficult it felt, but I can see how much more rough it had to have been for you especially with kids being apart of the equation. I’m so sorry that you had to deal with any or all of that. Sounds like a rough situation for all parties involved especially when you see them a lot and have to work with them. Oh, that’s quite nice. Did you design it from scratch and build it or did you have help along the way. I think that is pretty awesome either way with the house.

it's hard, but i am glad it happend when bowie was young. i think it would be harder being an adult child and your parents divorcing. you will always have that thought did they just stay together for my sake. now she can have to familys that love her and there will be so much love in the air. i think i am handly everything well, but i don't know if i should be you know?

Oh no, that's the worst kind as well, theones where you wake up with it out of nowhere. I'd usually say drink plenty of water and try to take it easy for a bit, but if it's that bad, I'd honestly make an exception and take something for it. No point in suffering through it if you don't have to. Hopefully it's one of those headaches that disappears as mysteriously as it showed up, because they can really ruin your whole day.

water is my favourite drink when i am not feeling well, so we don't have to worry about that, but i just need to be able to keep up with bowie. i don't have any help, so it's just me and her, so if i am not feeling well it messes her day up as well.

then i apologize for not remembering your part, even if it was a small one. those are usually the most memorable ones, honestly. they normally stick out more than the bigger ones. did the watching help you to get where you are today? not that i feel we did much other than be ourselves. did we ever speak outside of filming?

i am prety sure it's not the role that pushed my career, but when you say you had a guest spot on supernatural they casting derictors do say something because the show lasted so long. you are not going to rember everyone, so i don't take it personally. we talked for a few hours, you were really nice.

Oh no, that's the worst kind as well, theones where you wake up with it out of nowhere. I'd usually say drink plenty of water and try to take it easy for a bit, but if it's that bad, I'd honestly make an exception and take something for it. No point in suffering through it if you don't have to. Hopefully it's one of those headaches that disappears as mysteriously as it showed up, because they can really ruin your whole day.

i try to say on top of my water all day because if i am not feeling well i can't be the best mom that i can be. its just me an bowie now, so i have to be on top of my game always because i have no one to help me if i am sick. headaces can ruin your whole day. you can't think, you don't want to really eat and i love food, so the whole no eating thing is not good.

it doesn't ring a very loud bell but i don't think we had any scenes together? if we did and i've forgotten then i'm so sorry, i normally remember all of my scene partners over the years. what was your role? did you enjoy your time on the show?

it was very small part like not even a very big deal, i really did not have any scenes with you or jared, but i watched you guys when i was on the set, so i can learn because it was when i was just starting out.

Oh wow, but like did you at least let him come get his things to take with him, cause if not that would be fairly diabolically evil and in a way bittersweet. Sometimes, things just don’t work out and it’s one of those feelings where when you know it you just know. Are you about to redecorate your place and go all out to make it more like yourself and what you want it to be? I think it would be a perfect time to do that.

i only did it because i had to, trust me when you have child break ups are so much harder, we were married for five years, so that makes it even worse. you have to be strong though because your child can pick up on everything and it's not their fault it did not work out. we still have to work together as well because we are a duo music group, so maybe that softened it. most of the house is what i want because i designed it. the living room is the last place that needs the finishing touch i just don't know what it is yet.