signs that u’re falling in love with ur rival
you fall asleep on his shoulder but you don’t mind, so you continue to sleep on his shoulder
you eat breakfast and lunch (and dinner) with him
you are truthful to him about your feelings
you are honest and admit defeat to him
you go on an arcade game date with him but insist it’s not a date
you remember his schedules and make sure he goes home early so he can rest and get up on time for his 8A.M class
you thank him for helping u out and keeping ur secret
you wonder why he’s close with the uni doctor
you seek him out and rush toward him to tell him that he’s right; time does heal
you continue to be open with him about your feelings for your childhood friends and jokes around with him
you admit that you’re slowly getting over your feelings
you also admit that you’re still not completely over her
(he is the only person you’re ever open and honest with)
you take his hand and go on an adventure together
you have to know if he’s dating the uni doctor
you are relieved to know that he’s not dating the uni doctor
you trust him to take care of you for the night
you look at him with kind eyes and fondness
he is your friend
you take care of him back
you want to know what the person he loves is like
you tell him you will listen to his worries, will offer him comfort, and will keep his secret
you are comfortable enough to sleep in his presence and ask him to sing you to sleep
you tap his elbow lightly, soothingly, because it’s there, because you can
you realize you’re the lucky one
his kiss lingers on your skin
you try to avoid him but everywhere you go, everything you do, everyone you meet, they all remind you of him
you have to make sure that everyone, especially the uni doctor, knows that he likes you, that’s he’s off-limit
you don’t allow him to get any closer to the uni doctor
your hand, it’s casually on his stomach
you think of him and all the things he has done for you
you are upset that he’s withdrawing from ur life
his feelings for you are your business
he may be done with you but you’re not done with him
you run around campus looking for him
you play the piano for him, hoping the music would bring him to you
you go to the pool, where he jumped in to save you, where he kissed you, and wait for him
you linger outside his lecture room and scan every passing face as you look for his
you go to the library and don’t study, instead you fidget and look around uselessly as you wait for him to show up
you write his name again and again and again 「仕德」 「高仕德」 「高仕德」
you confess ur feelings into ur notebook again and again and again 「好き」 「大好き」
every man dressed in the same shirt as his reminds you of him
you demand why he’s avoiding you even if that person isn’t him
you admit your feelings for him to your childhood friend
you’ve fallen for him
