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“what do u like to do for fun” Uhhhhh….. eat, get fatter, gain weight, show off my belly, lose mobility from gaining, shock ppl with my gain, eat some more, break scales and furniture, become unrecognizable from all the lard, eat even more

in the mood to have my weight gain monitored. my body poked and prodded, my flabby rolls lifted up, my gut measured in heft and circumference. I wanna be a test hog subject to see how far I can be plunged deeper into morbid obesity

currently feeling super desperate to be so much fatter 😵‍💫😵‍💫 have another few hundred pounds of excess fat, my belly hanging to my knees, not being able to walk a few steps without panting heavily, not being able to walk at all, just being a huge blob that only exists to look pretty and have her fat body played with 😰💗 genuinely lightheaded at the idea of being too fat, too fat to climb stairs, too fat to fit into a plane seat, too fat to stand up, too fat to lift my flabby limbs 😵‍💫💗 gosh i feel desperate to wake up tomorrow double, triple, quadruple, my size, wouldn’t I be such a pretty little helpless lady?

there’s nothing like realizing the once too big jeans are officially getting tight

“Your 20’s are your prime years!” and I’m sitting here stuffing my gut until I pass out

that feeling when someone tells you that you’ve gained weight >>>>>>>

stuffing in jeans is soooo… you have to undo the button and unzip almost immediately as you start to eat, with a sigh of relief and a few burps, freed from the soft gut now spilling out onto your lap. you’re still aware of the friction on your hips and thighs, that tight, snug feeling. denim just doesn’t have enough give. you keep eating, and pretty soon even the pull of the opened zipper is digging into your soft underbelly, cold and sharp, forcing you to wiggle your jeans further down your hips, exposing your underwear. maybe you discard them completely as you continue to eat, but not without the nagging thought at the back of your mind that soon you won’t be able to button those jeans ever again.

*hiccups* my belly isn't fat enough (spoken thru sobs)