I don't write for them.
I wrote for me. Poetry. Smut. Rap. Whatever. It's all for me.
I flirt, because it's the most skillful way to engage with another human. Maybe I want to fuck you maybe I dont. If however I can find the cute in you. I will flirt. Post script: i am really, really good at it: Flirting, Fucking. (You choose)
All boys say it but I really am and it might break your heart to find the truth of it.
I am the kind of boy you think is probably just a good friend. Nerdy. I am short. I am fat. Dirty mouthed mannish Lil Boi. I am dumb witty.
Like in said, total friend material... But fuck am I devious. It starts as an off thought like "what if" about me that floats in your mind and you dismiss it, until you don't.
You dismiss me. Until you don't.
Even this isn't for you. It's for me. But if you are really lucky you might catch me in a sharing mood.
But sadly often it's me that will get bored first, unless she too is nerdy. Flirty. Seemingly forgettable. Clever and a openly detached little demon.
Like now,
You're welcome.
