🐞lillybugs life🪷

watching true crime documentaries on netflix feels productive to me like guys im not addicted to screens im LEARNING

i desperately need to study for the classes i’m literally paying money for at college but my heart yearns to read marauders fan fics

trying to eat like a normal person but unfortunately luteal phase exists and i cannot be stopped from unhinging my jaw to inhale three slices of banana bread and an eight piece chicken nugget with fries.

i start college tomorrow and after a terrible high school experience, i feel like im being hunted for sport. everyone will laugh at my outfit and throw tomatoes at me. i’ll bring a backpack but nobody else will and they will all think “wow look at that loser with her stupid backpack” and maybe i will be burnt at the stake even.

just saw an edit of the movie a silent voice to let down by radiohead and cried for like an hour and now i have to be at work my day is ruined

went over to my best friends house today just to nap in her bed and play roblox with her then i infiltrated the family target run im like a stray dog on the street if you stop to pet me im like okay im here forever now im following you home

i’m doing laundry today and i’m only excited about it because i thrifted a bunch of clothes to wear when i start college!! most of them are sweaters i can’t wear yet because it’s too hot lol but fall will come in due time:)

if i see even ONE PERSON not living for the hope of it all this august… its over for you

i need to go to sleep i have to be up early but. my brain. it will not cease. release me.

i want to be outside so bad i want to frolic but it is 85 degrees. this is anti frolic weather. how is one supposed to prance about these days??

i have to go to work at 3 pm and i’m just waiting. i can’t do anything. i want a matcha but i can’t. i have work at 3 pm. i have to get ready i have to leave in four hours i cant do anything i have to work at 3 pm

i want to buy so many things i want to go shopping i yearn for the thrift store but unfortunately… it turns out… you need money for that. this is a cruel world. i dont want to go to work i want to go to the mall.