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@lilloserhereagain
I keep having nightmares that my mom sees my sh or the one boy at church I sometimes talk to or a little kid that looks up to me, or my baby sis, or some random stranger at Walmart, and a doctor, and BTS, and tv land, and....
i just want 2 sleep
one night is all I'm asking.
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i look around the room.
and I am alone.
alone
i relapsed 😞😣😭
Oh and I almost forgot...
Me and my two sisters were hanging out with one of their friends and she mentioned a story about this cxxtter she used to hang out with.
Her: yeah, that was before she was crazy
TW rant.
I graduated a couple days ago.
My birthday is coming up.
Dad suddenly decided no more sweets for a couple weeks.
Today was supposed to be my celebration, but mom decided I didn't deserve an open house (party) and she told me so.
I wanted to play video games like we do on most holidays and no one wants to do anything with me.
and I can't stop freaking crying.
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look at what tmblr recommended for me ↖️↖️↖️↖️
sorry i isolated myself for a month i was having a depressive episode and it’ll definitely happen again
You're working hard and doing a good job, recovery is difficult
Thank you for saying that. I genuinely needed to hear it -er read it - you know.
Anyone want to just open up about your mental health problems and family problems to some random stranger on the internet?
Nah I didn't think so.
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Soooooo... now what?
If you struggle with anxiety, overwhelm, or just plain feeling like a failure, I have a mantra for you that’s been really helping me out lately:
Just show up.
I used to skip class because the whole thing was so overwhelming: I had to get dressed in something clean even though I never had the energy to do laundry, walk to school, sit in class for up to three hours, plus pay attention, take notes, and participate in discussion. In reality, I was being a perfectionist, and life would have been a lot easier for me if I had Just Shown Up. By staying home because of my depression and anxiety, I wasn’t giving myself the chance to do any of that. I was such a perfectionist that being a “bad” or average student was unthinkable, so I stopped being a student at all.
If you’re having trouble getting something done, Just Show Up. You don’t have to be employee of the month. You don’t have to be valedictorian. Just Show Up.
ime it also helps to be like “you dont have to stay the whole time, you just have to go” bc most of the time once youre there it’s fine. a lot of things are like that, like… you dont have to finish the dishes, just start them. a lot of the time once you start a task it’s easier to finish than to stop, especially if you can trick yourself like “after five more minutes if i still feel bad i’ll go home” or “after washing two more dishes i can stop for today”
even if you don’t finish the task, you started it, and by completing part of it you lessened your future workload and ALSO taught your brain that things may not be as daunting as they seem
I should do something productive...
u kno a bitch is crazy when she runs a tumblr blog
DO NOT FUCKING PUT UNRELATED SEL/F HA/RM SHIT IN THE E.D TAGS !!!
AND VICE VERSA
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By the way... Thanks for 240 followers yeesh wow...
That's insane.
Soooo it's been a while since I last came on here.
I've been clean from sh for a month and basically have been avoiding shtmblr. I guess it's because I just couldn't keep relying on it you know? All of you guys are so nice and every comment whether sharing your thoughts or just plain old commenting... It makes me feel like there's actually someone out there who cares. And I got really attached to this place.
But my only friend is moving a way to uni in about a year and his sister (who was my friend but mainly my lil sis's bff) hasn't emailed me in forever. She hasn't replied and I'm just going to give up on trying. My lil sis is suwrshlidal and her friend is depressed so I know they need each other....
But I'm kind of lonely.
Like not your "oh I've got no friends my life sucks" type of lonely but more the kind where I lay awake at night feeling this terrible feeling in the middle of my stomach... If you know what I mean lol.
I'm just so alone. No one cares about anything I do. And it makes me so discouraged, though I am still going.
What does going even mean?
I can barely keep up with what day it is much less "going."
I'm exhausted guys.
And here I am alone in me and my sisters' room with my phone in my hand, my family in the living room watching TV together, the cat sleeping on my bed...
I'm tired of it.
Sorry for being so dramatic, but I need to be honest. I can't even be honest with my freaking journal these days lol.
I'm so tired.
--lil loser / lil loner.
