& AMARYLLIS.

( via source from ) - always accepting / @linues

SHE COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY it would be anyone’s concern what happens or why she does half of the things she does. a little thick headed, lips pressed together in mild guilt. it was out of character for naeun to create tension, let alone an argument. without much vocals spilling out and using her own voice besides making conversation, to make valid points and displaying genuine emotions when she disagrees doesn’t happen often. 

with fingers pressing into one another, her head turns to the left. shorter strands of her hair rested over her cheeks, it was merely impossible to give a response to the other person without a pout starting to show on her lips. naeun is similar to a child currently, when they’re at fault. caught when they shouldn’t be doing something that’s considered wrong. 

☣  — -  Truthfully speaking, it didn’t minded him that much to have seen her away for a while. As long as she was safe and okay, he could understood her for wanting to go away for a while like if he didn’t experience those feelings of wanting to escape from everything nearly every single day. Unsure of how to let her know that he was truly relieved to see her in flesh again without giving away too much, he gently nudged her side with his elbow. “Hey, it’s alright. Is everything okay…” not knowing her reasons to disappear made him slightly uneasy but he shook his head at her apology. “No need to apologise. I don’t forget faces, and I could never forget yours.” he snorted a bit but somewhere within his relief, he managed to give her a small genuine smile (which was an absolutely rarity) before awkwardly looking away. “Naeun the flower shop girl, how have you been? Do I need to hit anyone for you?”

NO ISSUES WERE ESCAPED WHEN she left, a reason to her sudden dismissal was due to her own personal business. momentarily, naeun didn’t know how to explain it. the feeling of actual suffocation when being in the atmosphere of restriction without a say or her own actions. the type that makes her happy for once. suppose, she realized how long she’s been providing happiness to others she had forgotten about herself in the process.

“everything is fine.” reassuring him becomes a struggle, she believes he has a difficult time understanding who she was as a person from the way he questions her entire existence. or perhaps he still believes that naeun if a figment of imagination that’ll surely disappear for good one day.

( via source from ) - always accepting / @thvmsprk

A MINOR INJURY DOESN’T CHANGE her feelings, concern is shown over her youthful features. frown crossing over her lips when he explains this so-called scratch. reminding her of her father’s demeanor, who carries himself calmly with strength instead of weakness. despite naeun never frowning upon a man who explained his pain, it’s normal for any human being to feel that type of way.

“oh, stop it you.” softly speaking to him, her head shakes in protest. refusing to let it slide away and having the minor blood drip over the side of his cheek. “perhaps it doesn’t hurt but i still want to clean it for you.” if there was a constant label naeun heard many times before, it’d be an angel. willing to take the time to help those in need.

( via source from ) - always accepting / @aupollo

MOVING LIMBS TO CHECK THEIR current conditions wasn’t a struggle, she merely tripped over her own step. oh, the embarrassment of having multiple pair of eyes resting over her clumsy figure. biting down on her lower lip, she felt the hint of color resting over the apples of her cheeks. unable to process a response right away to soft spoken inquiries of how she’s currently feeling.

tongue swiping absentmindedly over her lower lip, a soft sigh flows out of her mouth. her head inclined towards the direction of this particular stranger. “hm? oh, goodness.” words finally came out of naeun’s lips then, a soft laughter to conceal the slight burning feeling across her knees.

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( ┊✩ ❝ SOCIETY WAS TRULY an odd place. The expectations put atop the public’s shoulders were certainly weighty. Teaching everyone to follow a certain set of rules in order to appear “normal”. Normalcy was not a word within Jinho’s existence, whether on the surface or within the seedy depths, where not even he had an idea what was happening. He was seventeen and considered conservative, by his modest home country’s standards. Though this was mostly due to his parents, people he surmised to be pure and Jesus adoring. Yet truly, they just didn’t want him out of their sights, so he could taint himself, before his day of reckoning.

VIRGINITY WAS A social construct. Or at least, this was what the teenager told himself, when others poked fun a those who had never been intimate with another. It was something he didn’t particularly care about, merely deciding not to “throw it away” in order to appease his mother and father. Yet words still stung, and he hated being looked at like less of a human, simply because he had never been inside another.

NAEUN WAS BEAUTIFUL, by any and all standards. Jinho was lucky to have such a kind, caring woman in his life. And apparently, she seemed to understand his strife, as well. He tended to wear a wide grin around her, yet when she agreed with him and the tangent he went on about virginity, it practically exploded into a beaming smile.

NORMALLY, HE DIDN’T expose himself to others, because he preferred to keep his inexperience a secret. It felt easier to admit it to her though. Surely, she’d be the last person on earth to judge him. “You don’t get why it’s a big deal either right? I wish people would focus on more important things. Me not having sex isn’t any of their business.” He promptly nodded, feeling heat surge through his cheeks from the simple confession. That wasn’t too bad, but shame still stung at his insides for some unknown reason.

TRULY, SHE FEELS RATHER guilty that the younger male has a different reaction by many others for his purity. naeun even found it surprising herself, that he radiates innocence that many men have lost during his age or younger. something along the lines of puberty and raging hormones are the source of such a behavior, as told by many of her male friends over the past years. jinho was too young for that anyways, shouldn’t care for that and the world is filled with people who would taint anything with their choices. fill their minds into believing that this or that is okay, when sometimes it really isn’t.

“not at all, i believe in doing such a thing with the right person and when the timing is right too.” perhaps, that’s why she hasn’t really made an effort to grow too intimate with anybody. despite her confusing connection with an old flame, she isn’t ready. doesn’t feel comfortable with having conversations about it at all. so, it’s only naturally for naeun to understand what he’s thinking and going though.

with her feet aimlessly stepping from one side to another, hands interlocked from behind. her dark hues looked over at his youthful features, the hint of color on his cheeks was a hint of what he must feel currently. “you’re not the only one, don’t you worry.” naeun isn’t sure if the hint was evident or not, that she was referring to herself during this topic but she was being honest. there were plenty of people who weren’t into it. believes to have sex after marriage or for their own unique reasons too.

( via source from ) - always accepting / @saintguts

SUCH STRONG PROFANITY slipping out unexpectedly when all she wanted to do was try to help him in any way. naeun should have figured any sooner with how society is crumbling but it was nice to try at times. it’s the second half of the other male’s remark is what threw her completely off. momentarily, needing a few extra seconds to retrace the way he said those exact word to her.

she isn’t one to spill such words from her own mouth, she isn’t too naive to know the definition behind it or the reasons to why people would choose how to say it. “i - i. excuse me?” stutter becoming evident, naeun would never do such a thing to anybody. let alone has she even tried to do so. purity becomes radiant by the way her cheeks dusted a light shade of pink, growing more bashful. averting her eyes away from his direction immediately, looking at anything but him.

( via source from ) - always accepting / @voujin

EVENTS IN LIFE happened unexpectedly or depending on what another’s choice. surely, there were chances where naeun wanted to change time back to fix things. it’s merely impossible and turning her head to look over the shoulder wouldn’t do anything. so she’s grown used to dealing with what life throws at her, accepting every moment and cherishing the good while learning from the bad.

“mhm!” head nodding in response, not hesitating once bit when replying to the other male who threw the inquiry at her. growing to realize all the missed opportunities due to how she declined them for her family. working when she could have focused more on studies, go for her dreams instead of letting it die down.

( via source from ) - always accepting / @yokr89

WAS THIS SUPPOSED to be a joke or an attempt to scare the short woman? lips pressing into a thin line, eyeing him when she retraces the words that released out of his mouth. did she believe him by any chance? not at all. naeun gives credit for the attempt, with her head nodding carefully slow.

“... fear you?” repeating the last two words she remembers that passed his lips, head starting to crane to the left. eyelashes batting and she scrunches her nose. perhaps, with the mature features he obtained and him being a male there is slight intimidation she begins to feel. naeun wasn’t about to push it away, she isn’t going to try and slip away so he can continue on with this type of demeanor.