LilithNati

I am my own ally and enemy

I compete with me only

I suffer with my own demons

I have ambitions for only me

I love and hate myself

I am between the veil with the supernatural and natural

I am seeking for profound knowledge and appreciation

I am my own individual I am my persona

I am transformation.

This post will be dedicated to moons only! This is based on my life events and small observations!

Pisces moon: to start here I do feel this placement is the most emotional one,feels things deeply and I believe they are the only ones that can go deeper meaning music,religion,movies like anything! Very talented too! I know cancer moon is the ruler but I feel Pisces does add all that meaning!

Cancer moon: As I mentioned before,it’s the ruler but still I do feel more grounded emotions and more chaotic even if it’s at home,can be possessive,resentful,Very but very hard to let go,but I noticed they protect what is theirs.

Aries moon: Very ride or die,for me it’s the most impulsive moon ever,you know the stereotype they say about Aries Sun being impulsive and explosive? It’s Aries moon,they are honest AF and don’t know how to say sorry properly maybe because of pride? Or does not like to show that soft side.Mood changes as well! Even if they are not the best in some aspects they are the type of friend to lift you up when you feel down.

Aquarius moon: there is emotions and a lot,they just don’t know how to show it and process it and this makes them hella frustrated,very rational but does have a soft side there specially when there is a sad moment there or a need for support,they stay there and may or may not say something,with some work they can be a little bit more open!

Leo moon: it’s the Glinda energy! I’m being serious lol.They are hella expressive! love to cheer you up,they want smile and do love some attention and praises.Will give you what you ask but expects the same energy.Can be moody with people around if the mood is not right,does have a bass in their voices,laugh very loud too! But it’s a funny laugh.

That will be all for today! I will make another post for the remaining moons!

Love and blessings,

Thank you for the votes my dearest followers!❤️

Empty houses can DEFINITELY affect you more than planets in the houses,(no jokes).

I know I talk a lot about the axis since I do have one in my chart,but I’m not sure why but Taurus in any 8th house placement is extremely intense and sensual,way more than Scorpio placements.

Pisces placements in love is so sacrificial like…I can’t explain they become selfless but of course boundaries are necessary!

Virgo placements does have more of a stalker and obsessive vibes than any other sign,and they can move in secret very well but,if you don’t play their games you can easily see their intentions.

Cancer moons….i know it’s their home placement but sometimes it doesn’t feel at all 😅 like are you all ok? Too much to handle?

Geminis are so funny because none of them are the same like you can meet 2 June Geminis and they are different same thing with May Geminis none of them has similarities!

Aquarius placements love to wear an armor during the day but when they are alone they drop all that strength.

Capricorn placements can or cannot stay at jobs,meaning they can be working at a company for years or just for a couple of months and dip,nothing in between.

That will be all for today! Let me know other observations that you have noticed!

Love and blessings,

My apologies for not being that active here! I’ve been a little busy with studies and well…real life!

But of course I can’t just disappear,I have ideas but I need extra help again! I will leave the pool open!

I love you all and take care!

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When I was on my teens I used to compare myself a lot with other artists! I had an old IG account to post but I wasn’t that creative with videos and posting everyday,plus social media is not my thing anymore and i remember buy courses to draw better and none of them actually helped….like at all!

Now I’m currently on mid 20’s and all I can say is,I’m more patient with it,I used to draw so fast and have soo much creativity that it was everywhere! No grounding and just trying to get better by tomorrow! I’m grateful that I stepped away a little to let me breathe and understand that comparison is not the answer is your time.

Sometimes we just need a little time to understand certain things,slow your pace!

Love and blessings,

It’s time to know about me,well just a little hehe! I appreciate all the views,likes and follows! Thank you so much!

I am from Brazil but half of my family is from Russia! ( I am learning a little since nobody actually taught us 🥲 ) and I haven’t visited yet Russia but it’s on my list!

I was raised in a countryside culture lol but I’m in currently moving to a big city!

My sun and mercury are in the 8th house conjunct Taurus placements in my chart,and funny all my Asteroids are in Scorpio.

I work at a cafe and I love the atmosphere!

I’ve been to Florida to visit Miami,my first international trip!

Well I guess this all for now,I love you all and wish all blessings and happiness!

Libra suns does have that feminine and masculine features,slim faces and can be very skinny.

Taurus suns does have that “sleepy eye” like they are in the clouds sometimes lol,very soft and slow voice.

Leo rising is the hair and it can be curly and soft

Pisces moons does have dark eyes thar looks wholesome or scary,the shape can be almond or round

Capricorn rising are skinny and does have a very structured face

Virgo risings does have amber or green eyes

Cancer risings does have a pear shape type of body

Libra risings does have a nice silhouette and body figure can be a slight hourglass

Scorpio placements does have smaller eye shapes than other water placements but somehow does get more attention,the smile is bright and their face is very expressive.

That will be all for today! Love and blessings!

Funny fact….why you guys suffer the most when it comes to health? My goodness.

But oh well I love you guys,just eat healthy and watch for the anxiety ok?

Ok love you I’m gonna help my libra here!

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I’ve been having extreme anxiety lately due to many personal things happening

As I stay in my room I sink again,I cry,I feel numb,I lay down on the floor,same patters and go on repeat….give up? I can’t and not because of a moto or whatever it’s because I genuinely can’t

I tried many times,but yet my body does wake up and does the same again with good or bad feelings we still push it through.

As someone who has been through therapy and other past shadow works I get extremely mad about toxic positivity,we can’t deny the bad feelings and yes we will be on the floor sometimes but it’s not about being all positive but overcoming it,and use this as a mantra or something.Emotions does exist and the more we hide sadness because we think it will bring bad things I’m sorry to say it will come back,and well in bad cases can damage the brain.

My journal is full of stories about this and people in my life too,so embrace all of them….but sometimes it’s suffocating…again in my own ocean.The truth is that we will never understand our own,no matter the work,it’s a vast ecosystem there and don’t expect different about yours too.

As I write this,uncertainty is in my brain 24/7 while listening to music and maybe do something to help with the void.

Shadow work was never made to be cute,witchy or anything aesthetic.Its life making you sit down again with your demons maybe new or old.

I will rest for now I will be online but not that active.

Love and blessings

This year according to my favorite tarot app Labyrinthos,told me that my personal year is The Hermit.

And yes I do feel that a lot,yes things can change here and that but the internal hell and heaven is in my mind….i know i get the card Death a lot and I’ve been having changes or my past was showing me some things that it wasn’t finished yet.

I know I don’t use tarot as a divination tool,once I started to learn the psychological way I’ve noticed how it helped me as a human being…what happens to me a lot is since I don’t have all the experience to understand the cards I go into a deep insight alone about the current meaning or something about me that I need to see it.

I’m saying here and right now it’s not being a nice adventure I catch myself crying and sometimes all happy,so it does have the ups and downs….

I know this will give me a lesson and blessings in my life but not all journeys are followed by easy roads.

Love and blessings

I am back!!! I needed a little trip❤️

Love and blessings

Hello my beloved people! I hope everyone is doing well and excited for the new moon! And well since it’s kinda of a mystic time right now I want to share a little bit about my life events!.Since I was young astrology was around my life but it took me some time to understand and see some patterns,enjoy!

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No matter the friendship at the end I will have low friends in my life,half of the people I thought were my friends are not with me anymore,I’m a ride or die person so when there is betrayal it’s over,like no coming back and somehow someway they try to come back asking for a second chance.- 8th house placements speaking here

Taurus men are irresistible to me but I never dated one,it was just big crushes,cause I guess most of them were not that mature and too focused on status….but flirting was always there. - Taurus influence in my chart

Most of my encounters with Scorpio placements were men,rarely women…..and idk why but I used to get the boys attention receiving gifts,words and even fixing my hair,but it was not always flowers I had to let go,but at the end it turned into a friendship. - maybe my water placements?

As I said again about Scorpio placements ,yeah Venus in Scorpio were the death of me and hey I have a water Venus too,but it does not mean all are committed,they have the 2 sides and well they choose which one to stay.Somehow I also attract this placement a lot,but I have no time for unhealed versions….been there done that!

I haven’t befriend Geminis and Aquarius that much,I do see a lot of fire placements around or earth suns close to me…only people related to me are air suns,but I can see they are more in their own bubble.

I keep talking about Virgo placements right? Yeah story of my life….i had to babysit one Virgo friend that at the end betrayed me,while the other one was a womanizer trying to lie to me but his behavior was not what actually he preached,it was a rollercoaster that I don’t want it again.

Cancer men are weird? Idk I had one friend,he was very very smart but like not socially there? Not sure but we were talking about books and music all the time….super reserved,don’t blame him at all - cancer placements here!

I have a lot of Libra influence in my life,family,friends and even crushes…but not all stay or does like me,somehow I get hate from Libra women and I’m just minding my business,Libra men is an instant attraction or friendship,but fear not I have Libra women friends around me! They are the best.

That will be for now I will see if I can remember more details about my life(specially HS)!

Love and blessings,

I love when the cards give me meanings I still can’t see in my life and I have to understand the puzzle,enigmatic answers to know more about myself.

Ok time to sleep 😴

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Can’t forget 💊

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Thank you for the votes!❤️

8th house placements: just because we are considered dark or very into the deep,I personally don’t like when I see things or find out stuff I don’t want to,yes intuition and observation are spot on but at what cost?

Scorpio sun: you guys are hella cool, but just because you’re a Scorpio does not mean much,life goes on….also not everyone is against you,breathe a little shall we?

Air placements big 6: hey so this thing about friendship hmmm let’s be more careful? Not everyone is your friend,so just be careful.

Pisces sun: some people really do want to be friends with you,not sure why you guys can close the door,later don’t complain about people being cold,engage a little.

Virgo placements big 6: you guys does have a lot of potential but being stalkers and a little too controlling is not solving,also being honest is not the same as rude.Smart brain but not best actions.

Capricorn placements big 6 or house: I know work is important,but can’t only be based on that,also if loving money and luxury so much why you’re complaining that other people are buying things they have the money for? Let them….use your money too(wisely)

Cancer placements: staying too much in your shell can make you sick too,I know it’s not easy but sometimes it’s necessary,the crab needs to molt.

Leo sun: hey calm down a little,I know you kinda act in a rush but it’s kinda hurting you…breathe a little certain things work with patience.

Aries placements: being stubborn can make you pay later,i remember a video of a ram being stubborn and got hurt later,meaning not everything in your head is true or will work your way no matter the raw force you got…and trust me it will come back to you.

Disclaimer: this is based on my personal experiences only! Thank you for voting now it’s time for a little break! Love you all ❤️

Love and blessings,