murder she wrote

I fucking hate those skinny girls on tiktok that are all "diet culture is stupid!! Eat whatever you want!! You shouldn't be worried about calories go have fun!" And all that dumb shit because they're not fat. They never have been and they never will be. They don't know what its like to hate yourself every second of every day, they don't go to sleep thinking about their body and wake up thinking about their body. Sure, they have insecurities, everyone does. But they can forget about their insecurities. They can forget about the calories that they ate and didn't burn off. They can eat before going swimming and not be self conscious. They can look at their stomach and say "whatever, I'm just bloated" and that makes me so mad. Maybe I'm jealous, I or maybe I'm mad because they expect everyone to be able to love their bodies unconditionally, maybe im mad that I can't

If I ever see y’all using ‘fatspo’ I’m blocking you idc that’s such a shitty thing to do ... I may have body image issues but I will NOT be projecting that onto people just living their best life that’s vile

Istg the chokehold the first one has on me is horrendous

im happier to see my ribs than members of my own family