Dec 28, 2025
What I learned from going to 97 lbs to 105 lbs. My hair no longer falls out as much. I HATE my thighs even slightly brushing against each other. I can finally shave my armpits entirely cause they don't cave in so far anymore. I can feel my arm skin touching each other when I bend them and I do not like it.
#chloe shush#I fluctuate a lot now tbh but like I kinda wanna get back down to like 100 or 99 lbs just for sensory reasons#like there's not too big of a difference in the way I look tbh just the way I FEEL and idk if I like it I'm just more comfortable when I'm#a little underweight????#but no matter what I do now my body seems happiest slightly above 100 cause I basically have to eat nothing to maintain my previous weight#which I was doing naturally and then I think I stopped having as many stress induced stomach issues after 2-3 years of...NOT living with my#parents...(wild) and gained a little bit of weight...which I needed to do ig?#idk I don't over indulge either. I think I eat a fair amount and watch myself well too. like a 320 cal bagel in the morning and eat half at#what? 6 am and eat the other half through the day till 12pm for lunch#some days I'll eat it all before 10 am and have a snack before 12pm#occasionally a 80 cal Gatorade to pair with it so I'd say I'm eating like what#500 cals sometimes before 12pm?????? is that a LOT??????#ig its half my cal intake#but then again I work a pretty physically demanding job where I'm running around and hauling ass for about 8 hours#ik its not something I should really be concerned about since my happy weight before being sick as hell used to be like. 107 lbs#which was a good weight but I am just more PHYSICALLY comfortable at 99lbs-102lbs#weight mention#cal count#cal counting#tw calories#tw weight
