Kit

I miss you with everything in me... it pains me to see you not care or show any emotion... every time I look into your eyes my heart skips a beat because I can see the whole future ahead of us... and I can see you don’t want the same thing anymore... I slowly lose myself each day just trying to love you... I know you can see it hurting me and I keep hearing I love you.... I love you so much and I just want to love you for the rest of my life... you say you love me but you continue to hurt me and I continue to stay to show you I’ve truly changed... I don’t know what to say anymore.... I’m so torn between your words..... you will be someone I could never replace ever... you will always be someone I hold dear to my heart... and I will always love you no matter what.... I’m so sorry I fucked things up with you... I love you kitten.... I’m sorry for what I’m about to do....

So tonight my ex girlfriend decided to drop our child off with me to go hang out with a guy get dinner and shit right? Alright here’s where things get interesting. This has been her best friend since 8th grade okay. They’ve fucked before, she claims that they’re just friends. She’s talked about this guy so much and what not. She’s cried in front of him to me while we were together because I get uncomfortable about them even being together but that doesn’t seem to matter. So she’s going to stay the night with him tonight in a hotel and they’re not going to do shit apparently. But then tells me she’s done because I’m upset I’ve been upset this whole week and nothing. Like am I in the wrong here.