I miss you with everything in me... it pains me to see you not care or show any emotion... every time I look into your eyes my heart skips a beat because I can see the whole future ahead of us... and I can see you don’t want the same thing anymore... I slowly lose myself each day just trying to love you... I know you can see it hurting me and I keep hearing I love you.... I love you so much and I just want to love you for the rest of my life... you say you love me but you continue to hurt me and I continue to stay to show you I’ve truly changed... I don’t know what to say anymore.... I’m so torn between your words..... you will be someone I could never replace ever... you will always be someone I hold dear to my heart... and I will always love you no matter what.... I’m so sorry I fucked things up with you... I love you kitten.... I’m sorry for what I’m about to do....
















