Beyond The Depth.

Photo by Pexels When her life is over, perhaps, the very one thing that she will always get back to, is writing. Writing will always have the biggest space in her heart. She writes when she is too overwhelmed. Overwhelmed with all the things happening around her, and too overwhelmed with all the emotions inside her. Writing makes her feel like she actually has somebody to turn to, when…

She is a Nobody

She’s a nobody. Yet somebody who’s someone isn’t afraid of losing. Photo by Pexels There she is. Walking like a strong woman who has everything she needed and everything she wanted. It may seem like it, but it’s actually not— She is somebody who always tries her hardest to be good enough to everybody around her, even to the ones deeply close to her. Every day, it’s a battle for her of how…

“Why do you feel like that? There are a lot of people out there who suffer and feel much greater than you, and yet you feel like it’s the end of the world for you?” Photo by Pexels Have you ever felt so lonely you could feel it deep in your chest down to your bones, and yet you have been told: “Why do you feel like that? There are a lot of people out there who suffer and feel much greater than…

What’s hard about fighting these battles are not really the battles themselves. It’s actually the fact that who she’s battling with are the people she thought would help her fight these. Photo by Pexels They had call it selfishness, immaturity or even said it’s insensitivity. They think it’s an act of rebellion, an act of hatred, or just an act of stupidity. They think she cries for the wrong…

She is like the universe— vast, phenomenal, and majestic. Photo by Pexels She can be so loud at times. She can’t keep her thoughts intact. She can’t seem to keep quiet. She must say the things and what’s on her mind or else she loses it. Her energy is so high sometimes, she seemed to be so energetic doing things passionately. Then there comes a time when she loses it. She loses her energy. She…

She keeps telling herself that one day, everything will be fine. Photo by ltle She keeps telling herself, one day, she will be loved. She keeps telling herself, one day, she will be worth it. One day, they will see her as someone valuable. They won’t just love her for their convenience. They won’t just love her for the things that she can do for them. One day, her heart won’t be as…

Where Is Her Place?

No matter how hard she tries. No matter how good she does. No matter how far she goes and she could ever get. She will always be a nobody. And she will always cry herself to sleep asking, where is my place? Photo provided by Pexels She looks fine, isn’t she? But you know what she’s been awake and crying all night for the what ifs and could’ve been… What if she’s the best daughter she could…

The moon has always been there, but can we see it every time? Nope. But whether we see it or not, it’s just there. Just because we don’t see it, doesn’t mean it’s not there. The thing is, we just got to believe, not only in the things that can be seen. He has always been there, though we may not have seen Him.

And when you believe not by sight, it’s the beginning of faith.

It’s knowing you’ll never ever win and be devoured by them.

“We have to wither and die every single day to be able to live and bloom again.”