Goodbye world

Love sucks

So last days I haven’t been really active (insert sarcasm here) because overall I’m quite positive these days. I kinda got over my crush, I acted normal in front of another crush from the past, so I’m kinda good with myself. HOWEVER, I cannot s<y the same with my exams, so I’ll probably get more negative over the next weeks.....

I am a cold person, I don’t feel extreme sadness or extreme happiness. I am a neutral sometimes, so that’s why maybe thing don’t affect me on the outside. HOWEVER, I have a pretty fucked up mind, so all goes directly to my subconscious and really messes up my sleep...

So, yesterday I had more of a positive day.. I think I did well in an exam... So that’s why I dind’t checked what was going on here... Anyway....

I’m that kind of person who prefer talking instead of chatting, but sometimes is nice to chat with someone, maybe all day long, specially if you don’t meet that person very often. So, my actual crush (maybe tomorrow I’ll get over it) is kinda like me (according to twitter) but it pisses me off that he only textes me for things related to college (I know I’m sounding stupid) but sometimes I get frustrated because there are thing that I would make a good conversation of but.... I don’t know, my best friend is someone that I text something stupid and she replies something even more stupid, and I like that...............

I am so old that I used to jam to this song (By simple plan) on my mp3. Anyway I have a los of shit to tell so...