Lidroviny

It seems that my Hungarian dream will be gone very soon. 

“Around 10″ in Hungary means randomly between 10 and 11 (or even 12). I hate this. 

I thought that my English is getting better. Nope, it isn’t, it’s still as bad as year ago. 

The time has come. The final fight is here.

This week is very tough. I am scared and nervous at the same time. My English sux a lot and I have to find a place to live in Budapest for a reasonable price. 

I suppose to be working, but my mind is completely out of order. I am just lying in the bed and listenning music without any desire to think, read, write, study, watch movies or draw. 

I like reading blogs of other people. Unfortunately, this time of FB, twitters and other social platforms is not the best for keeping own web blog. That’s a pity.  

I probably will have what I’ve been dreaming about for last nine months (more or less). But the price is too big...

Everytime when I send an email to my colleague with project stuff, I also add some stories about my life, hope that I’ll get similar answer. However, almost every colleague’s reply starts with “sorry, I am (was) so busy, so I don’t have much time...”  I have bad feeling that I am not welcomed here.

I can’t afford to live in Budapest as a normal person. I don’t have a money for that. I can only wish, but wishes are just dreams that rarely come true.