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“Do you even want to be on this date with me?” You asked sharply, he looked up from his phone and raised an eyebrow. “Don’t give me that look, you’ve been on your phone all night”

“Sorry, my friend has had an accident - broken his ankle, so i was just cheering him up.”

Your phone rang, you looked at the caller ID and your heart fluttered. “Excuse me, I have to take this.” As you stood up, you watched him help himself to a bit of food on your plate. you rolled your eyes and headed outside to the door.

“Hey! (Y/n) Can you hang out? The guys are out and I’m on my lonesome” 

 “No, I can’t hang out, I’m on a date and you know that“ Was your reply, however there was nothing you wanted more than to sprint away. 

“Yeah, I do know that. But you look miserable so i thought I might come save you.”

“Are you watching me?!” You yelled down the phone, looking around frantically to find the boy - you then saw him appear through some bushes. A couple of leaves in his hair, an almost serious expression on his features. You wanted to be mad at him, oh so badly but it was hard. You had been hiding your feelings from him since day one when Namjoon first introduced you both.  

“Why are you watching me?” 

“Because I wanted to see if he was even worth your time” Something inside hoesok snapped, he was sick of you dating guys that didn’t appreciate you - he would, he wanted to be the one to take you on dates. “He’s been sat there on his phone all night, he’s an asshole. You don’t have to be nice to every guy, you know?” 

“Who are you to take charge of my love life?!”

“Someone Who loves you!”

you both stared at each other, your throat went dry and his eyes were wide with the sudden confession. You went to speak however your mouth closed again, looking like a goldfish and he ran a hand through his hair in a distressed way. 

“Since we first met I was so, so captivated by you” he muttered, inhaling deeply as he tried to gain courage. “You were so shy around us, then suddenly you were sleeping over, bringing us food randomly - hell, arguing with out manager to give us longer breaks” you both cracked a smile, despite that you were paralyzed. “I just, I want to be the one who treats you right. I want to be the first person to make you smile on a morning, I want - I want to be someone you care for, really care for, i’m sick of mending a beautiful heart like yours over heartbreaks with stupid, worthless guys.”

Your eyes glossed over and you threw yourself at him, arms wrapping around his neck and his arm wrapped around your waist. 

“I love you, Hoseok” you choked, his grip seemed to tighten and you could feel the strain of the smile from his cheeks against your neck. 

“I love you too, (y/n). Now let’s get out of here, time to take you on a real date”

“Jungkooks in his bedroom” Suga waved off, you frowned slightly, yeah he was your best friend but you still cared about the rest of them. He Looked up to noticed the hurt expression and he winced at himself.

“Sorry, I’m just -”

“Hey it's okay, focus on writing, you big dope” you grinned, he did too thankful for your understanding. You greeted everyone who you saw on the way and a wave of happiness filled you even more as you came face-to-face with your bestfriends room. You had been working hard with your studies and they had with their comeback work,  it was nice to finally spend some time with -

You heard a moan from inside the room, you couldn’t tell if it was in pain or... Nah, it couldn’t be - You had called up and said you were coming over so he wouldn’t be. You Opened the door a wide grin on your face, before you could greet him you watched him bunk his hips up and hand run up and down his length at a speedy pace, cock standing proud and leaking as he let out a strangled gasp. “Oh god, (y/n)” he moaned slightly louder. 

Witnessing this, your core began to burn and a shaking moan escaped your own mouth and you slapped your hand over your mouth - Now, he was scrambling to cover himself, placing a pillow over his crotch as he stared at you wide eyed and mouth open, chest rising. You swallowed, stuck between halfway out the door and stuck inside the room. The silence was thick, by now your panties were wet and you couldn’t see past the lust.

“Fuck - (y/n) -” His voice was strained, his eyes were dark still despite the embarrassment that was there. 

“Its okay, just - yeah” you managed to shut the door and stand on the other side of it, quickly walking out to the hallway where everyone was now sat. 

“Hey, is everything okay?” Jimin asked, seeing your shocked face and slightly flushed cheeks.

“Fine!” You squeaked making your way over to the door

“You’re leaving already? You just got here! We haven’t seen you in ages” Taehyung whined.

“Yah! Stop flirting with her so openly!” HaHa yelled jokingly, dodging when he sent him a death glare and everyone could hear the tiger effect in the background that they would put on later. Oh was HaHa right, sadly for them no one knew about their relationship and after this he may have to reconsider keeping it a secrete. The world needed to know that she was his, and his alone. And in return know that Nichkhun was hers, and hers alone. 

It was a simple challenge, rip off their nametags before the other team found the lottery tickets. Nichkhun and (y/n) were both of different teams, so all he needed to do was get her name tag and rip it off and she’d be out and away from jongkook - he had to keep it discreet though, he can’t bring attention to himself or her for that matter.

/// changes to “you/your” \\\

“What are you, made of bricks!?” He suddenly heard you yell with slight laughter in your voice, with that he sprinted down the corridor and noticed jongkook pressed against you trying to reach towards your back. 

“Just let me get your name tag!” he yelled back, he pulled you by your arms however you had enough strength to keep some form of control. “Why are you so strong?!”

Nichkhun then came up behind you, waiting for jongkook to get you away from the wall - he noticed him and then slid you across exposing your name tag, with that Nichkhun ripped it off quickly and you turned your head back in complete shock.

“When did you get here!?”

“Like, a minute ago” 

“(Y/n) out!” 

You were the last in your team to be out, you mentally patted yourself on the back for that and made your way over to the seating area and they all applauded you and you took a bow earning laughs in response and giraffe threw his arm around you.

“You did good out there, (y/n) - did our team proud” 

“Leave the poor girl alone! She doesn’t want to catch your stupidity!” 

“Aww, leave the poor guy alone” you shot back, hugging into him and you could see the hearts that would be planted around your head.

“Finally getting girl attention, shame its out of pity” Jongkook spoke up making everyone laugh and Giraffe look at him blankly, as usual.

~~ after filming ~~ 

Considering Nichkhun had the day off the day after, he was allowed to come to your apartment - the ride there was, tense. You didn’t know what was wrong with him, but you felt slightly uncomfortable. As you went to pull your key out, he was close behind you, back pressed against him firmly feeling his breath on your neck, your breathing hitched and you unlocked the door with a shaky hand. When you opened the door you walked in, you didn’t know what to expect, he was being so hard to read right now. He let you lock the door again and he slammed you up against the door, you letting out a yelp in pain.

“You think this is a game?” he asked you, voice low as he ran his lips up your neck.

“W-What?” you finally managed choke out, your body not cooperating with you as it fell under obedience, not that it had the choice, he was pressing up against you, hard, trapping you between him and the door.

“Huh, acting all innocent now aren’t you” he murmured, “How about the fact that Jongkook and Giraffe -” he spat their names like poison on the tip of his tongue, “- Were flirting with you, and you flirted back”  his hand danced up your thigh, stroking your stomach for a minute before his hand found his way to your throat “Well you know what, sweetheart” his grip tightened on your neck and you let out a moan, you could feel how wet you were becoming already “You’re mine, now go into your room, and strip” with his last words he placed a strong, closed mouth kiss on your lips and he let go, you gasping for air as you stumbled away from him and into the bedroom. You’d never seen this side to him before and you never thought that it would turn you on as much as it was doing.

You quickly stripped, throwing your clothes on the other side of the room, hands shaking as you struggled to take off your bra. Once you did that, you threw it in the corner with the rest of your clothes. 

“So obedient today” Nichkhun grinned, watching you stood there in just your panties, your eyes scanned him, he was only wearing his boxers and he was half hard, helet out a dark chuckle at your stare and added “I can see how wet you are from here, now --” he sat down on the bed leaving you in the middle of the room and patted on his knee, “Over my knee, little one” he spoke, your breath hitched at the new found nickname and you made your way over to him, leaning over his knee.

“If it gets too much for you, just say stop, okay baby?” he muttered, a soft tone and your heart began to thump faster. “Come on, do you understand” he pulled down your panties as he was awaiting your reply. 

“Y-Yes Sir” he let out a groan at the name, you were shocked it came out of your mouth but you fell into this role so easily. He rubbed your asscheeks and then you felt a hard smack, your whole body jolted forward and you let out a strangled moan. 

“Do you think those two, little boys can make you feel like this” Smack

“N-No!” Smack 

“That’s right, you’re mine, and only i can make you feel like this, the only one who could ever make you feel like this” The next smack was harder than the others, the noise bouncing off the walls, a tear fell from your eyes however you felt like you could just cum from this. He began to smooth the red skin there, rubbing it gently. “You’re being so good for me” he softly ran his hand over the curve of your ass and to your pussy, playing with the wetness doing slow circular motions on the outer lips.”Mm, so wet and ready for me” He gently pulled you up from him and threw you onto the bed, it was the perfect mixture between gentle and forceful, he took off his boxers and made his way down to your pussy. 

“P-Please, Nichkhun I can’t take it” you choked, hips lifting as you felt his heavy breaths on you.

“What do you want, use your words sweetheart.”

“Please fuck me, Please I-” 

“Oh, you think you deserve it?!” his voice raised, fingers digging into your thighs “You flirting with other men in front of me? On Tv?” he growled biting into your thigh and you were sure there was already a bruise forming. “And you think I owe you the orgasm you so desperately need” 

“Please, I’m sorry! I’m so so sorry! I’ll never do it again Oppa I promise, I didn’t-” You seemed to have said everything he wanted to hear, because after that he buried his face into you and licked a firm stripe up you, tongue dipping into your entrance then back out again to give your clit some attention, your hips were going wild and he made no attempt to stop them - You felt his tongue spell something out on you, you swore he spelt out “mine”. You could feel yourself on the edge, especially as his tongue was working on your clit and he shoved two fingers inside of you without warning, fucking you roughly. The pleasure was so intense you were stuck between pulling away and grinding against him. 

“I’m gonna cu-” He stopped before you could even finish your sentence and he stood up quickly taking off his boxers and wrapped your legs around him  and lined himself up with your entrance, he pushed himself into you and he groaned loudly his forehead pressing up against yours as he waited for you to adjust. You threaded your hands through his hair and pressed his lips against yours, as you kissed your bottom lip was caught between his and your entire body shook with how slow and passionate it was despite how rough he was earlier. Then He was back, hips snapping into you relentlessly causing the bed to creak and the headboard smack against the wall. Your moans were loud, gasping for air as his hips painfully slammed back into yours. Then, you felt him hit that spot inside you and you lost it, you came so hard you saw stars and your entire body shook due to the intensity of the orgasm. Nichkhun wasn’t far behind as he came inside you, falling forward into you as you hugged him close due to his own orgasm. 

He pulled out of you after you’d both calmed down, laying next to you his arm above his head, panting with a slight goofy smile on his face. Sex with Nichkhun was never dull, alway intoxicating, but there was something about that which made it better from the rest. 

“Holy hell” you managed to breath out, curling next to him as his arm wrapped around you lazily.

“I Know, god-- are you okay?” he asked, looking down at you eyes wide and full of concern and you giggled, kissing his chest. “Sorry, I Just - I got so jealous” 

“Don’t worry, No one can take me away from you okay? I’m yours” 

Your moods were everywhere, the feeling of total isolation was boxing you in and you were scared, it was worse this time - like right now your hands were shaking, all you wanted to do was grab a razor and bury it so deep within your skin it would get stuck in the bone. You gripped the sink as you blinked rapidly, your tears staining your cheeks as you watched yourself cry in the mirror, pathetic. Absolutely Pathetic. 

You didn’t want to feel like this, you were scared. You had to tell somebody, could you tell...

No you didn’t want him to worry about you, he had enough on his plate with the comeback and the practicing. The last thing he needs you complaining about something so small. The more you thought about it, the louder your sobs got and you stumbled back slightly, sliding down the door - you brought your knees up to your chest and just let your emotions take over. 

“(Y/n)! Suprise!” Yoongi yelled, walking in with a handful of (f/c) flowers. His beautiful gummy smile on his face, he was expecting you to run to the door and greet him but you were no where. He carefully placed the flowers on the kitchen counter and walked around your apartment, “(y/n)?” he said again, he heard your sobs from the bathroom and he knocked gently, causing a violent one to rip from your throat and you tried to cover it with a cough.

“I’m Okay Yoongi” You responded, your voice cracking and in that moment you wished it was like the movies. The type of movies where the boyfriend was delusional, the type where he would be like “okay babe, wheres the beer” but it wasn’t. 

“(Y/n) Open this door” You clamped your hand over your mouth, your body rocking slightly as you tried to stop the sounds but it didn’t work, this caused him to become worried and all sorts of scenarios began to cloud his mind. “(Y/n) if you don’t open the door I’m going to break it down”

You needed him, you needed his touch, the smell of his cologne, you needed to know he still cared. So with that thought you opened the door and he was taken back by your appearance, your eyes were blood shot and tears were rapidly falling down your cheeks, you looked so...small. 

“Come here” And with that you collapsed into his arms, not that you had a choice because your legs completely gave way - He caught you easily, holding you up and you cried into his shirt, you tried to stop but the soothing whispers were making it worse. He gently picked you up and took you over to the sofa, sitting down and you draped across his lap, even in his arms you wanted to get the closest sharp object and stab it in your vains.

It took you a full 2 hours to calm down again, you were left feeling so much weaker and empty. Hell Yoongi made you feel like that, he wouldn’t let you leave the sofa to get anything. You slumped against him.

“What happened?” he asked, hand combing into your hair and massaging it then playing with your hair. You tensed up, your mind racing - might as well tell him now.

“I have Depression and Bipolar” you muttered to yourself, your mind racing once again. Was he going to leave you? Was this it? You couldn’t handle him walking through that door, another person can’t leave you, you wouldn’t be able to handle it. 

In Yoongi’s mind however it was a whole ‘nother story, he slumped back and the simple thought he had going through his head, “how could he be such bad boyfriend?” how could he let you go through this alone, had this happened before? All the times he saw  you coming out of the bathroom wiping your eyes, had this been this? He could stop him self from going into his own self hatred, but you didn’t need that - not right now.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” he asked heartbrokenly, your eyes looked over to his and you saw sadness... you were the cause of that.

“I didn’t want you to leave me, I knows its a lot of work and you’ve had so much going on with the come back and - “

“You’re my Girlfriend and I love you, you’re more important than some come back” he shot back, scooping you closer to him and cradling you “I love you, goddamnit, I can’t take away your depression or bipolar, but I’m going to help you through this. You’re not alone anymore, I’m here, any time any where. I can’t fix you, but I can help you”

“Sure, what about (y/n)?” he smiled, looking up from his phone and placing it to the side. You swallowed trying to hide the nervousness, sucking in your bottom lip to make it less chapped. You were gonna do this, you promised yourself you would and there was no backing out now. “(Y/n), what is it? you’re scaring me” he said after a while, noticing the nervousness in your eyes. Here goes nothing.

“How.. How come we haven’t had sex?” He tensed up, you could see it and part of you was hurt by the sudden action. He went to speak however you ended up cutting him off accidently “Am I not attractive? What’s wrong with m-” He shook his head with force.

“Of cause you’re attractive! God You’re so...” His eyes scanned your body, licking his lips but then a faint blush covered his cheeks.

“Then why haven’t we had sex?” you pushed  little more, sitting down next to him looking up at him with a pout.  

“I’m...” he muttered the rest of the sentence, when he noticed your confused head tilt he sighed loudly, "I’m a virgin” he was still quiet, yet he said it loud enough for you to hear him this time.

“....Oh” Was the only response you had, of cause! it all made sense now. every time your hand moved to brush past his clothed crotch he’d give an awkward smile and move your hand away, he’d always move away from your advances and you felt stupid for ever doubting his attraction towards you.

“Well... I could make you,not a virgin” It was more of a statement then a question, it wasn’t a very well structured one either. But something about the confession made you tingle, the way he moved on stage, the way he’d make girls swoon (including you) with his steady, well co-ordinated hips - and he was a virgin. Wasted potential in your opinion.

“...Wait really?” He asked, shocked. He thought you’d leave him because of his lack of experience, you rolled your eyes and crawled ontop of him making him tense up, his eyes were wide and innocent looking - all you wanted to do was corrupt him in that moment. 

“Really” You whispered into his ear, once that was said you bit the shell of his ear and dragged your tongue down to his neck and sucked on the exposed skin making him let out a loud moan - you began to grind in a slow pace making him breathe heavily, he even lifted his hips up, you let out a loud moan in response to his actions.

“Oh.. shit” He muttered to himself, grabbing your face and kissing you heatedly. He moved his hands up your baggy top and began to let out smooth circular motions on your stomach and then awkwardly fought to get it off you - both of you let out small giggles as the sleeve got caught on your elbow. 

“Dork” You grinned, kissing his lips sweetly.

“You love it” 

He was less tense now and that made your heart swell with love, you pulled off his own shirt, “(y/n), my beanie” ah, so that's what the shirt got caught on. You pulled his shirt back down and took it off throwing it across the room then finally got rid of the devil material that was his shirt. 

“Sorry” You grinned, he planted a kiss on your lips before trailing his lips down to your collarbone, sucking a mark onto your skin making you let out a content sigh of pleasure. You clutched his shoulders and grinded a little harder onto  him causing him to throw his head back and let out a porn worthy moan. 

Your breath hitched at the sound and suddenly you became painfully aware that you were in the main room of the dorm. “Maybe we should continue to your room? Wouldn’t want the guys walking in on this” you grinned

“Ugh, please don’t mention them while we’re doing the doo” he pouted cutely, pushing you carefully off of him as he dragged you to his room.

“Sorry Kookie” you grinned, the walk to his room was sweet kisses wherever there was exposed skin. You giggled as he struggled to open the door and you both went in, you quickly unbuckling his pants and palming him on the way to the bed.

“F-Fuck” he moaned, pushing you onto the bed and ontop of you. As he crawled over to you, you sat up breaths mingling with one another's as you took off your bra and he quickly planted kisses across your breasts and leaving small marks. By now you were squirming underneath him. 

“Damn you learn faST” He shocked you by sucking on your nipples with no mercy, causing your back to arch and now it was your turn to let out a porn worthy moan. 

He took off your pants and your panties came with them, you could sense the tension in the air by now and he looked at you nervously.

“Hey, Hey” You said to him comfortingly, kissing him on his lips and then both his cheeks. “Just do what you think is right, okay? I’ll tell you when to stop if you hurt me or anything” 

After those words, he looked like a kid in a candy shop. Carefully, he teased your outer lips watching your face twist in pleasure, moving a single finger up and down teasing your swollen clit you let out a strangled moan.

“J-Jungkook please!” You gasped, this boy could not be a virgin, you heard his breathing speed up and he pushed a single digit inside of you, stopping when he was fully in.

“I-Is this okay?” he asked

“God, yes, shit please!” you begged, with that he began to move. it felt like hours of agony , he began to pick up the speed and inserted a second finger causing you to grind back onto him.

“God, (y/n) you’re so wet” he moaned, speeding up slightly “You look so hot like this, so needy” this went on until you were a begging mess, and finally he spoke up “(y/n) I can’t wait, can i..-”

“Fuck, yes, fuck me jungkook!” You begged, and with that you heard shuffling and the opening of a condom wrapper and before you knew it he entered you and you were in complete bliss. You saw stars and you couldn’t help but tense around him and finally he was completely in you. You opened your eyes and watch him, his eyebrows were knitted together and his mouth was parted and head hung low. You couldn’t help but feel a swell of love that even though he was so needy, he waited for you and your comfort. You tapped him on the shoulder, signalling that he could move - and boy, he did move and it sent you closer and closer to your peak. 

He began slow at first, then his hips began to speed up and he hit that special spot almost immediately and you moaned and arched, you were close so close. 

“Jung, Jungkook I’m --” 

“Fuck me too, fuck”

He burried his head into the crook of your neck and you couldn’t hold back any longer, a loud moan was ripped from your throat as you came around his cock. As soon as you did he bit your neck harshly and came as he felt you milking him. 

He pulled out, you whining at the emptiness you now felt and he took off the condom and threw it away - snuggling up beside you.

“Was that okay?” he asked tiredly, you hummed still feeling the sweet bliss of your orgasm. 

“That was.. amazing” You confessed and he giggled prepping your face with butterfly kisses. Not bothering to hide his rising ego. 

“I love you” 

“I love you too” 

The atmosphere was then ruined by V walking in the room, ranting about how Namjoon broke his scooter on the way back and he stopped dead at the door, eyes widening and hand leaving the door handle and covering his eyes.

“Oh, damn! Sorry!”

“Are you still going on about that scoo- Woah” Yoongi grinned at the sight before him, your entire face going red as you shuffled into the covers and closer to jungkook.