Let Me Be Your Grandpa

the thing is once you realize cities especially in America are not designed for "living" as a primary purpose you never stop seeing it. The cities actually represent an architecture of death in most cases

youre listening to killed with a brick FM

I wish there was a magic skillet I could pick up that would make me literally impossible to fire from a job, no matter how weird or disagreeable people decided I am, where I could still work only part time & ideally with lots of breaks. Like sorry Ms Karen McWasp, I am a load bearing unit and the task will be done when it's done and there's jack shit you can do.

I know you probably meant "skillset" but I'm having so much fun imagining myself carrying the Skillet of Job Security around my office all the time.

I did but yeah the Skillet of Job Security is much more fun

POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS: i am not a creep. i am not a weirdo. i do know what the hell i’m doing here. i do belong here

if you aren't best friends with your lover and a little bit in love with all your friends than what's the fucking point

between countless reputable scientists and king gizzard and the lizard wizard, its wild people still don't believe in human caused climate change. listen to the experts.

HELP I did NOT need to add his sister to my obsession list I need to FOCUS

You deserve love now. Not once you lose weight. Not once you accomplish that thing. Not once you move. Not once you get on medication. Not once you start therapy. Not once you get that job. Not once you're more like them. Now. You don't have to earn the right to be loved. You deserve it right now, and always have.

Replace love with literally anything you desire, you deserve everything no matter what's going on. Respect, privacy, sex, help, community, creativity...

Just trying to dismantle my internalized ableism so I can go my own pace, heal from ignored traumas, and start living my life according to my needs and stop prioritizing literally anything or anyone else above myself.

fast food, fast fashion, songs being sped up, tv show seasons being only 8 episodes long, replacing youtube vlogs with fifteen second “day in the life” tiktoks, people in their 20s complaining about being too old...everything is so rushed, we have lost the art of lingering.

In the wisdom of my ancient 30s, I have learned and continuously practice the art of lingering. It's the only way to stay sane enough to cope with existence.

absolutely disgusting that i have to create the the things i want to create

my least favourite turn based strategy game is email